From: [cancelled] douban.com2010-12-0122: 00: 55.
I wonder what I was like three months ago. In an Irish bar, I talked with a group of Korean students about Lu Xun's Three Kingdoms, played alphabet games with several Irish grandfathers, liked Eddie, liked Ming Ge, and liked to play Three Kingdoms to kill people. I like drinking coffee and wine, but if I don't like it, I will miss class for a week. Then I borrowed Kim's computer and surfed the Internet in her room. I have been watching movies at first. I still remember watching The Devil's Own that day, and then I met her inexplicably.
Then I started inexplicably, started chatting, and talked about everything. Of course, it's just me. I never seem to mention your own feelings. Now that I think about it, I really wanted to find a stranger to accompany me and listen to what I couldn't say to my acquaintances. Faye Wong sings, crazy foreigners sing.
Then sing together, very nice; Then take a walk together, it's easy; Then have dinner together, much like my father; Then sit on the bench in front of Paris in spring and laugh ~; Then send them to the subway station respectively, and don't give up; Together.
Then, there are many, and then. Three months later.
The younger brother said that he hoped to start his life under the rainbow. After knowing you, I seem to see a rainbow.
Gu said that all the girls around me were free and easy, talking and talking, and their boyfriends changed and changed. Very casual. Who is as stupid as you, speaking with a pure heart? I'm not afraid of death. Yeah, I'm not afraid of death.
It's dark outside on Sunday night, and I'm going to pick you up because you unconsciously said, "No one has ever picked me up." This sentence makes me feel bad. I don't know why I want to be nice to you so much. Then my roommate said, where are you going so late? It's too cold outside. I said, pick up a very important person. Although there is an exam the next day.
Very important person, yes, already so important. I'm ready to be with you,
I have heard all the long love stories, and all I can think about is you and me; I saw all the warm pictures and touching fragments, and I thought of you; Listening to Jacky Cheung's "Your Name My Family Name", I think of you; After listening to Leslie Cheung's chase, I will still think of you. I want to be held by you for a walk all my life. You are on the left and I am on the right. Only when I am with you, I am so willing to leave. I want to be called baby, just you, others sound awkward; I want to sing with you. Everyone says that our voices are very good together. I want to lie down and chat with you, eat together, feed you, and maybe cook with you in the future; I want to hear what you are dissatisfied with in your work. It can't be solved, but I know it will make you feel better. I want to be held by you to sleep, and listen to you say that I am like a fish; I want to open my eyes at night and see your side face, and then tell myself this is my husband; I want to play badminton with you, I want to go swimming with you, I want to run across the road with you holding my hand after watching the movie; I want to buy you a hat, all kinds of beautiful ones; I wanted to give you Samsung q2, but unfortunately you already bought it, so I was very sad that night. I want to wear a couple's costume and a couple's hat with you, and I may wear a wedding ring in the future; I want to go to Wuzhen with you and tell you that you are my favorite person there. I want to work hard with you. You said you were ready in your heart, but some material aspects were not enough, so I wanted to work with you. Otherwise, I wouldn't care so much about grades now. I just thought I didn't need a good school in England, but your idea made me feel that I should undertake something for myself and work hard for our future. I want to share it with you because of your pressure; You don't know why I accompany you until you fall asleep, because every time after you fall asleep, I always feel very sad when I read alone, so I don't want you to think that you are reading alone, but I am with you, although you may not be rare.
I haven't seen you for a long time. The longer we are apart, the more grass grows in our hearts, which is very chaotic and desolate.
Why can't I get used to not seeing you for so long, and you seem to be used to it.
I really thought we were all firm, because you said we should be firm first. When I ruled out all the bad possibilities, I made up my mind to say that this man is my husband and I want to live with him all my life. Although I will quarrel with you because I am a little jealous, as long as both of us are firm, I will never part. You changed your avatar.
I think this is a trap. If I fall in, I can't get out. She is playing with you, and you are playing with me. People's determination is not so good, you all don't know. When a person finally makes a decision, suddenly asking her to change is really like taking everything away from her heart.
Ps: This is a letter I once wrote to him, and I want to get it back. But I don't need it now. What I fantasize about and want to do with him in the future will be done with a better person in the future, but he doesn't know how to cherish it. So, I said to myself, it's time to put it down and come out quickly.