1. I have studied Haizi, read Gu Cheng, know the North Island and like Gu Ting ... But that's all, and I don't know much about poetry, especially modern new poetry. But because I know Yu Xiuhua and have read several of her poems, I am eager to know her thoughts, expressions and works. Sincere appreciation and the joy of meeting each other after a brief encounter.
2. Yu Xiuhua is being consumed, which is an obvious fact, because her cerebral palsy is healthy, because she is a rural woman, because of the label of her grass-roots poems ... Those who scold her are estimated to be equal to those who appreciate her, because she uses bold words, has explicit expressions and is avant-garde in thought ... So I chose to watch this documentary about her, and she said, "Everything is beautiful except the heroine".
3. Before I went to the movies and read Yu Xiuhua's poems, I had been spreading her deeds and poems about the party. Before Baidu Yu Xiuhua and WeChat official account, I was not impressed by her numerous tags and poems. But after I did these things, I began to sneer at the argument that "Yu Xiuhua's appearance is a satire on Poetry magazine, China poetry circle and China society" in magazines such as South Window. From this, I think I can distinguish between publications I should read and those I shouldn't read in the future.
Cut short the nonsense and return to one's muttons.
one
"How much dust do you need?
Cover up a woman
Bloody but still glowing love ... "
Love is the most involved theme in Yu Xiuhua's poems. She longs for love, and she longs for love every day in her forties. In her eyes, "love is never a matter of age, but a matter of heart." But 40 years old will not blindly love, but seriously love. Love makes people gentle. " However, the world is so cruel. For a rural woman with physical disabilities, the love she pursues is almost never satisfied. Because of physical reasons, she has more pain and awakening than ordinary women. "Nobody pays attention to a woman like an empty bottle/I don't know where a bottle of wine is spilled." "Speaking of the soul, I want to slap myself/this imaginary thing, this mortal enemy."
For a woman, only by gaining beauty can she master the weapon of life. This cold rule makes unattractive women feel humiliated and helpless, and also makes women not know how to create beauty beyond men's eyes, how to know themselves and appreciate themselves. Yu Xiuhua understands and feels inferior about her disability, but she has not lost her judgment. She doesn't love her ex-husband and thinks she has lost. In the eyes of ordinary people, this is really a mental illness. The ex-husband is a sound person, who doesn't dislike your disability and makes money to support his family. He didn't say that he earned it, but that he lost it. It's like burning a bag It's like someone introduced you to a tall, handsome and rich boy. After you find that there is no * * * on the same topic, you tell others that "he doesn't deserve me" and others think you are sick. If you don't explain, you don't have to say more about what you know, and you don't understand what you don't know. Therefore, divorce is the happiest thing in Yu Xiuhua's life. She thinks it is the right decision to buy a house for her ex-husband with half the manuscript fee in exchange for freedom. Divorce may not have changed anything, but it set her heart free.
The disharmony of marriage and the lack of love make her extremely sensitive to love. The love she wrote is warm, beautiful and self-respecting. Here, I saw the independence of women and realized the attitude that women should have. No wonder some people say that although living in the countryside, Yu Xiuhua has the knowledge of intellectuals in big cities. You see, I won't please you with my appearance/there's nothing to be sorry for: I love my rust spots/more than I love you.
two
"I also had the heyday of desire, and I had many broken nights.
But I have never exiled myself.
I hope my body is as clean as my heart.
Even so, I just can't see you. "
As a poet and a person, Yu Xiuhua is clean from poetry to soul. No matter how shabby the environment in which she lives, how vulgar her writing is, and how ugly her works are, in my heart, as she herself said, "That is cleaner than many people." Because she is true, free and frank, she relies on poetry in despair, and her poems flow from her heart. She doesn't have much affectation, and she won't take poetry as a shortcut. She said that she was educating people with poetry, not poetry. This is not boasting, because you will really feel her meaning after reading her poems. Bole Liu Nian said that her poems were like a murderer approaching a group of women. Everyone else was neatly dressed, painted and perfumed, but she was smoky and there was blood between the lines. She started writing when she tried to commit suicide in the most desperate state of her marriage. Her poems are the sentences of her life. "I never thought that poetry would be a weapon. Even if it is, I won't use it, because I love it too much, because I can't bear it. "
After becoming famous, various media swarmed in, and criticism and research continued. Some literary critics call her "Emily Dickinson of China". Instead of being complacent, she expressed her opinion: "Anyone who is imitated as another person is a loser. Dickinson is unique, so am I, Yu Xiuhua. " The quiet mountain village is full of noise because of the arrival of the media. She was also promoted to vice chairman of Zhongxiang Writers Association. For the media hype and the sudden "laurel", she clearly responded that "it will not have any impact on her life."
Poetry has made her, and she cherishes it. The rest, just let them go
three
"For me, I am complete, quiet and happy only when I am writing poetry. Even if there is no clean place polluted by this society, I am clean again when I return to poetry. Poetry has been cleaning me and pitying me. "
These days, when it comes to poetry and soul, some people find it difficult to understand, and even reading is not a universal thing. Yes, it's normal to make money, buy a house and get married. I always know the right way, but I'm always wary of the "right" way. Because of my work, I am worried about the solidification of my thinking, and as a social person, I should always remind myself not to be too secular. I don't want to be different, and I don't want to be unconventional. I just want to take the road that I have to take seriously. I have every right to think and choose my own path. Although I can't control myself most of the time, I can at least stay awake.
At this age, the only person who wants to please is himself. I used to be considerate, and only myself suffered. Now I want to make up for the injustice I suffered before.
Actually, when we think about it, when we regret that Yu Xiuhua is disabled, maybe her life is good for her. She has never collided in society, living in her own imagination and words, and not having to face the tense relationship between people every day. Where there are people, there are contests, silent contests, and the country, the people, themselves and themselves are everywhere. As a normal person, a person with keen nerve tentacles can't feel it, can't feel it, can't turn a blind eye, can't see the inner waves, and can't feel the ups and downs of action. This is precisely the way to be assimilated step by step. Don't blame us for not having a poetic heart, just blame us for being far away from our original heart.
Poetry is useless, but it leads to the soul, which can only be understood by itself, so it is the outlet of the soul. Writing poetry and reading poetry have no effect, it just lets you know yourself at most. Just like reading doesn't really have much effect, it can't be "full of poetry and self-appreciation" or "the book has its own golden house, and the book has its own Yan Ruyu". Those are just tricks to persuade all beings to study with secular temptation. Reading can neither make you beautiful nor make you rich. If you want to have money, it is better to start a business directly with the money of a degree, and you may succeed; If you want to be beautiful, you'd better use the money in the book to buy cosmetics or plastic surgery, which is quick and effective. But why do you need to learn? Because reading can't make you beautiful and rich, but it can make you discover unique beauty and enjoy real wealth. Similarly, poetry itself is useless, and useless use is great use. Its meaning needs to be understood by your own knowledge, experience, background, talent, understanding and imagination.
Finally, in order to echo the context, I thought of three endings, all of which were written like this:
1. Tip: If you have a daughter, I suggest that you must teach her to read Yu Xiuhua. Knowing a woman's love and despair, spirit and richness is a reward for her.
2. Let everyone know that cerebral palsy is not mentally retarded, and cerebral palsy caused by cerebral hypoxia does not affect intelligence. Yu Xiuhua, who can write these poems, obviously has a high IQ. If you don't agree, I will tell you another fact. Yu Xiuhua, a poet, is a great chess player.
3. Happy Guide: Poetry is the best medicine in the world.