Prose or poetry seeking to overcome cancer

I can't see the distant future because I have cancer. I sat on the street corner and watched the cars coming and going. I love this boring thing too much, because I'm leaving forever. I used to think that 70 years old and 80 years old must belong to me, but I may not be able to wait for three or five years. Life is like youth. If you leave, you can't stay. So, I said to myself, I want to live a good life, I want to love those who have loved me! For everything I love, I will love every second! I want to leave the hospital bed, try my best to make myself happy, treat death as a family leave, and then the fear will be gone! More importantly, my doctor told me that cancer, which used to be a death sentence, is now called a chronic disease. You can walk hand in hand with me for a long time and master some anti-cancer knowledge, so that it can coexist with cancer for ten or twenty years. Take out Chairman Mao's spirit: it's fun to fight against heaven, people and cancer. I grinned.