Lord, it takes a lot of time and wisdom to build a straight road. On this road, I am lonely, and I can't even finish all the people and things you entrusted. Sometimes I can't feel that you still love me. It seems that a simple sentence has hurt me, affected my mood and work, and made my fragile mind unable to cheer up.
Lord, I know I don't have to pray for you in everything, and you will bless me in life according to the plan and schedule, but I still lack understanding and consideration for you, and I can't wait until the time you arrange. So when I knelt down, I cried!
Lord, I cried, kneeling in front of you and crying wronged. You chose me and gave me love and wisdom, but you didn't want me to see you. You have blessed us and given us virtue and confidence, but you don't want me to lose you. In this love, I returned my love with love, and planted many roses and lilies with good memories. I dedicate this rose to you, and that lily to you, just because I am grateful to you for loving me.
Lord, will you feel distressed when you see me crying? If love has providence, is it really impossible to refuse the fate of angels? If love has providence, do you also become a flesh in love? How I wish I could receive your blood, go straight to Gotha and pick up your injured body! Even if I am too weak to hold you, I still have love to warm your cold body, waiting for you to come back to me, then we will be very happy, and then I won't cry because I miss you.
Don't cry, son. I know all the grievances.
Don't cry, son. I heard your prayer, and I will put my right hand on your shoulder. Although I am invisible, I have always been with you and never left you for half a minute. Last night, when you looked at me with tears, I knew for the first time that you really missed me. You miss me because I dance with you in spirit, and my blood and flesh are injected into your soul to make us believe in each other.
Don't cry, son. I know all the grievances. My father gave you a lot of grievances and made you walk a bitter road to holiness. You didn't understand me when you were a child. When you understand, you say you appreciate me, but I don't want you to appreciate my love. I hope you gain wisdom and write a book for the world and future generations, so that love can continue. This is my father's wish and yours.
Don't cry, it hurts me to cry. How can I be willing to keep my own flesh and blood away from me for so many years? If I don't care about you, how can I throw you out of the house? Why don't I accumulate tears when I miss you alone and miss you at night?
Don't cry, son. I have been afraid to show you my true colors in your dreams for fear of scaring you. Because your father is not the handsome image described by painters, I didn't show it to you, and I didn't dare to give you all kinds of favors from God in advance. I gave you this favor after slowly guiding you. I hope you can accept it and pay more.
Don't cry, son. You cry like this, so do I. I know you miss me and want to see what I look like. Is it like the people in the dream? One day you will see me, not only in my dream, but also in front of you. In fact, I have already reminded you of the fact that I came back from the dead in the Bible, but you never believe that my love is also to make you believe that I came to see you so late.
Stop crying, son, okay? When you were young, you were willful, disobedient and could not bear injustice, so you would take many detours on the road of life, so I arranged everything for you to experience and feel what life is. So you can know how to get there.
Don't cry, son. You have a sincere and loving heart. This is why I like you the most and love you the most. No matter how arrogant and willful you are, you can't change your lover's heart, you know? Father is really happy to see you like this. This is my lovely child.
Don't cry, son. I have arranged everything. You just need to wait for the opportunity, because my father won't let you be wronged, suffer and miss me helplessly. Son, wait for me! You have grown up.