Diary of the Heart 1 It rained on Wednesday, April 9th.
In the last class in the afternoon, I made a rational decision. What's the decision? You have to listen to me.
Things began with the teacher's words-man struggles upwards and water flows downwards. After she said this, she asked the whole class, "Which one of you wants to go to class, I can tell the teacher in Class One to let you pass." Maybe, the teacher is in a bad mood these days. Let's say something angry on purpose. I am often angry with my teacher these days. As for me, I deliberately replied that I had to go to work. At that time, a pair of eyes stared at me, full of surprise. Unexpectedly, I was the only one in the class who had to work, and even my good friends chose not to work first. However, I always keep my word. The teacher agreed and asked me to go to her room after school.
After school, I went to the teacher's room, and the teacher asked me to give her ten minutes first. She asked a few questions and then said a few words. From her tone, I can feel that the teacher doesn't want me to go to work. But what should I do with what men say? Finally, the teacher asked me to write another composition-teacher, I want to tell you the truth.
I went home, and on the way, I thought: I am writing my composition with my heart again. what can I do?
Diary of my heart 2 I met Wen Zhai and walked all the way for more than two months. I have published a collection of poems and communicated with my poetry friends, which has benefited a lot.
But during this period, I also encountered some things that blocked my heart. I met two today.
In the morning, I saw a poem friend leave a message in the poem review: It's right to hit the teacher, and I support it. My heart was blocked at first sight. If this language comes from the mouth of ordinary people, it can still be forgiven, but from the mouth of a literate person, it is incredible! No matter whether the teacher is right or wrong, don't you understand that hitting people is illegal? Why do you support fighting? Support illegal? Immediately, I wrote in today's headline, "Is it right to hit the teacher?"
The height of a person's thought determines the height of poetry. What's the point of learning poetry when you can't even tell good from evil?
In the afternoon, I received a comment from a poet friend: "Good! ! It doesn't matter if it doesn't pass. Why is it called harmony? What's the difference between his behavior and that of a philistine? Whether it is passed or not, comments should be civilized! This is the minimum quality of a poet.
It's not written here to vent personal anger. It seems necessary to criticize some people, but be wary of what some people say and do. If we can eliminate some miasma, that's not bad. People are not afraid of getting sick, but they are afraid of getting sick and seeing a doctor.
We are all here to study, but the premise of learning well is to cultivate self-cultivation and pay attention to social life. Otherwise, poetry has nothing to do with you! I hope all poets can criticize and correct me. I'm all ears.
It's not an alarm clock that wakes me up in the morning, and it's certainly not a dream. It's already a roadside delicacy. Shredded chicken rice noodles, beef noodles, pancake fruit, old fritters. Mom says breakfast should be nutritious. Well, I'll add another bowl of soybean milk.
Self-study in the morning is also memorizing words. How to remember the words you can't remember last night? Why can the monitor remember it all? Ah, looking at his beautiful side face, I can't believe it now. U-N-B-E-L-I-V-A-B-L-Y. One letter after another jumps out of my head, which is incredible. That is the monitor, this incredible boy.
A mathematical formula is like a phantom solution. In countless busy places, we should find the real body. History textbooks are like Pandora's box. When you gently open them, an event flies out and we catch one. I am the most serious in writing Chinese notes, whether it is ancient poetry or modern famous prose, quietly taste, I want to talk to them. ...
Everyone says that our school life is boring, but it is not. We are the same every day, and every day is different. I learned new words, used new formulas, had a delicious breakfast and read an old article carefully. ...
What you think is plain is the most precious wealth for us.
Trouble Diary 4 Go to the remedial class after dinner in the morning. I left a little later than usual this morning, and I met the following bad things as a result!
I went downstairs to push my bike and found the wheels locked. Because it rained yesterday, I got into the water. I took out the paper towel from my schoolbag and wiped it with paper. Just as I was wiping, I heard the old man living by the window on the second floor "evil-evil-evil-evil", as if he were going to throw up. "Tucao!" "Oh!" The boss actually spit out the sputum directly from the second floor window, while I stood further away and wore a mask. I think he threw up from the window, probably because his wife wouldn't let him throw up at home. I accelerated my hand movements and quickly pushed the car out to ride a bike to the remedial class. However, there are so many people on the road that I can't ride fast. Riding on the main road just passed a pickup truck. "Tucao!" "Grass!" In front of my eyes, a white dot appeared like an illusion and jumped out like a ball. "pa!" "After riding, I took a few shots and got off with my left hand. I'm annoyed. Why is this driver like this? "What day is it today?" Then I simply looked at my bike to see if he vomited. When I arrived at the remedial class, I got off the bus and found my pants wet. "..." speechless, there was still water on the seat, so I had to use my schoolbag to block my pants and enter the classroom.
When I got home, I told my mother about it. My mother smiled and said, "Don't always think about unhappy things, because they didn't mean it." I was not convinced and said, "But that driver really went too far. He didn't look at so many people on the road and just spit out the window. " Mom nodded and said, "Yes."
I think if I leave home a few minutes early, as the teacher said, it may be another way.
The wind threw the last leaf of early winter into the stream on the side of the road, and the yellow body stopped on the unfrozen water. Very light, without a trace of unnecessary voice, and without shouts from different time and space, although the deepest memory of late autumn is engraved, it may be the emotional call of deja vu in the depths of the soul. Somehow being manipulated, pick it up and take a closer look. I wonder if it ever met on a sentimental rainy day. Keep taking pictures with your eyes, remember …
Grateful to hold it in the palm of your hand, waiting for a sunny day. Although things won't be very warm in winter, it's enough to dry the spray on them. It's not tears after all. Care with your heart will not appear. Even tears, remembering the photos printed in my mind, make people have the courage to challenge the word "heart". People with dreams will always smile. Waiting is a long and boring process. When you are free, stare.
A rare sunny day, a leisurely afternoon, the last drop of water evaporates, ending with a perfect smile, and the beginning and end of a dream, two joys will naturally drown out all kinds of negative emotions in the whole process. I don't think this is the so-called okay, forget the pain. Obviously, that scar is still there. No one will know or care how many secrets are hidden behind your smile. Perhaps it is a complicated mood, perhaps it is little known. Just laughing, I don't know if this is hypocritical, and I don't know if it makes sense in the end. This kind of thing will never be exchanged for equal value. Laugh, laugh for a few seconds now, but cry for a few years …
No wonder the dried leaves are getting yellow. It is not easy to keep them from the moment they leave the branches. Some people may say that hard-won things are precious, but you may not like them, so you still think that it is more meaningful to collect those things that touch your heart. Things that are hard to get, you may only get a burst of envy from people who want the same thing, and will not make other people who don't like it move. Even in the eyes of the same pursuer, you just want to show off, which is far more meaningful than choosing what you like and hiding it in your heart. Finally, I decided to put this yellow leaf in a diary full of things, and lie quietly in it every morning and evening to listen to the whisper, as if it were reading me, and I don't know if it would like to …
I work very hard, very hard, because the foundation is poor and the effect of my efforts is not good, so I will be depressed. A little discouraged.
The disadvantage of being old is that you just want to change yourself, but you never want to change your relationship with others, so you always set yourself a trap in this matter.
I have heard them say many times that studying homework is all kinds of lessons in life, such as patience and modesty. A good friend came to see me yesterday and saw a little girl's attitude towards me. She said to me,' You still have a lot of homework to learn from her.' I don't care much about this kind of words. I should say that I don't care about my homework because I don't understand!
Speaking of love, I really don't understand, because I haven't learned to love, and I seem to forget the people around me …
This morning, I heard one person say that another person should be more knowledgeable … I was thinking about the word' knowledgeable'. Learn a lot! It turns out that knowledge is to grow!
I said I had a poor foundation and poor knowledge. To put it bluntly, I just can't be a man. This seems a bit serious, but I have gone too far.
If you don't go out to work, you stay at home and take care of nothing but your own business. It is not appropriate to say lazy.
We are all family, but I am so different at home. It seems that I am a long-term guest of a hotel. I don't usually do anything for this small family. Brush the dishes from time to time and rarely sweep the floor. I only tidy up my own place. Everything else is very polite, and I basically don't touch it. Except one or two people who have a good relationship with me, others don't care much. It's true.
So every time there are many people in my family, my mood will be very chaotic and I don't know how to deal with myself. Feeling depressed, I always want to find an opportunity to go out for a walk, make an appointment with unusual friends and get in touch.
If I always refuse' home' and' home', then I will always be a wanderer and a prodigal son.
I don't know when I want to come back. ...
As a drifter, don't you feel pain and loneliness? Yes, I didn't care too much.
This is the problem! I am far away, and the direction of my home is very vague. At this time, I am a little confused.
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In the relationship, a friend encouraged me in mid-June last year165438+1October and told me to be proactive. When people ignore me, I can take the initiative to talk to them or something.
It really doesn't look that serious. I said it myself. In order to realize my words, I did it, that is, I thought.
When I think of my mother, she will scold me, leaving me with no strength to grieve for spring and autumn. Now I have nothing. When I think of a sister, she will scold me and make me lose self-pity. She went home to get married and have children. I didn't contact much because I was a little afraid of her. Now a little girl will scold me, but I don't like her at all, so I don't know.
Sometimes life is so dull that all kinds of ideas come out. Does this mean that I'm actually doing well, and I can't say that I'm looking for trouble. Well, I should be able to say that, because I really have some feelings and have nowhere to put them, so let's put them here for the time being.
Sometimes I feel anxious about my situation, feel that I am not motivated enough, and complain that I have not made good use of snacks in interpersonal relationships. I think I am too bad. You must have friends when you go out, but I am very casual in this respect. Well, it's casual, not indifferent.
I think it's because I don't trust others to serve me, because I'm really not a guest.
When I was studying, I heard that I wanted to pursue knowledge and life, but my performance in life was really poor. I can handle myself. It's hard to take care of others. It's hard to think about others. This matter disturbed my conscience. I didn't learn to serve each other.
This is a big project for me, and it is also my weakness. It's hard for me. I don't know how to do it. I work outside. I know what I should do and how to cooperate with the main person in charge. Not at home, except for your own business. I don't know what I should do. I don't like cooking Although I have done it since I was a child, I don't like it, so I don't do it well. If someone does it, I won't bother myself. Cleaning the house, I think it's good for individuals to put their own. That's my idea, so I don't like cleaning up the mess for others, and I don't have the idea.
How can I put it? I have something I like, and I'm good at it! What I can do is talk to people, communicate with people, encourage people, and do the work of comfort and encouragement naturally and well. I really can in this respect. I was commissioned to visit some people. I won't feel embarrassed when I meet strangers or anything, and I won't feel embarrassed. I have nothing to say myself. Well, I talk a lot and am kind, so many people like me. No, I made an appointment with a friend today to catch up ~
Look at yourself correctly, really. Well, sometimes I look at others and others impose their demands on me, but I don't care much about it myself, but others think I should be like that, and I'm embarrassed to say that. If my tone is bad, I'll come here to reflect on myself. This morning, someone was very dissatisfied with my mantra "Where are you from", so I was not happy.
Actually, I have the freedom to do this and not to do this. I must affirm this and accept the teaching of truth. Doing is to let others cultivate, and not doing is to let others cultivate. In this way, I don't have to embarrass myself. No big deal.
It is possible to understand others' difficulties and take a little responsibility.
Well, get ready to go out. Have fun, have fun!
It was still so warm yesterday, but it has become so cold today. I didn't understand why this happened until I got to school. I screwed up the exam. I don't know why I did so badly in this exam, mainly because of my carelessness. Although I was careless in the previous exam, this time it was beyond my imagination. I dare not tell my parents about my grades now, because this exam is still very important. Hey, what should I do? I'm in a particularly confused mood now. The physical education exam is coming soon. If I don't adjust my mood, I'm afraid I'll fail the first exam, but I won't forget the result this time.
Although it is very hard to do aircraft maintenance, it also has advantages and more opportunities for business trips.
The team leader is on a business trip in other places, and it is expected to take several months to come back, so the director let Lao Wang take the lead. Lao Wang has been preparing for production for many years, and he eats more salt than children in organizing production.
On the day when Lao Wang took office, he traveled all over the world to poke him in the armpit. He said he wanted to go to Shandong on business and Taishan early.
This man has been working hard, careful and considerate, and won the appreciation of Lao Wang. He knows that Lao Wang is accommodating and can't refute it face to face, otherwise he won't dare to speak. Besides, he is very close to the little brothers on the team.
But it is not difficult to see from his screen name "Travel around the world" that he is a diehard travel fan. He has been to many places since he became an apprentice. Last year, he went to Lijiang and Zhangjiajie in one breath and saw Leshan Giant Buddha. Every time he goes on a business trip, he will send a photo to Lao Wang at the first time to make Lao Wang happy for him. There are many old and new photos in his space photo album. Of course, no one knows more about traveling around the world than Lao Wang. In order to get rid of the intermittent plane troubles on business trip, look around the scenery and complete the couple's travel plan, the couple decided not to have children first, and tourism was the top priority.
So traveling on business has become a worry after work all over the world. He is the first in Shandong to know this job. He pulled Lao Wang aside and whispered, "This time, I'm here to replace the foreskin of the air inlet of a certain aircraft. It is not easy to live, but I still want to go. " Besides, the old horse knows the way, Xiao Lv goes down the mountain, pears are the sweetest, and all the donkeys have been to Shandong except me. "Lao Wang listened and promised him. However, there is a condition, which is also the practice of the works section, that is, all the planes at hand should be handed in for inspection in advance. Travel around the world, blushing and whispering with satisfaction: "Don't worry! When did I take my work seriously? "
I traveled all over the world, not far away, and asked Lao Wang to come back. "Does the Works Section have this foreskin?"
"no! But I'll give you a trick. Go to the abandoned plane on the tarmac and tear down the old one and come back. I'll take it to the sheet metal workshop to make a new one. "
"I take the initiative to speak? It seems that I have to grab this trip. "
"Really come. Try to think of those useless. " Lao Wang seems to be educating his children. "What's embarrassing? Someone has to go anyway. "
Traveling around the world without rest at noon, circumcising Lao Wang privately. Lao Wang took the foreskin of the leading edge, threw the salary slip being distributed on the pliers table and went to the dispatching group.
I traveled all over the world with a heavy heart. I saw everyone there, looked at the salary slip, and talked to myself naturally, as if I had done something bad. "There were too few incentive awards last month. I have to do more this month." Then I climbed on the plane and sweated. Employees who don't know the truth see the ridicule and say, "What's the panic? The progress of this plane is still early. "
A week passed, and I traveled all over the world, completing the task ahead of schedule. Under his leadership, the task of the whole workshop has also advanced by leaps and bounds. But the new foreskin has not been made back yet. He was so anxious that he secretly muttered, "haven't you done a broken foreskin for a week?"
More unfortunately, the foreman, who had just been on a business trip for half a month, came back for some reason. As if pouring cold water on the world's head, Lao Wang patted the world on the shoulder and said tacitly, "I can take a back seat."
The foreskin at the leading edge is ready in the anxious waiting of the whole world. This stall, the old horse knows the way and asks for sick leave; Yali pear is the sweetest and went down to Dalian with Xiao Lv. The ass boy's house is undergoing heating renovation. Traveling around the world ushered in a glimmer of hope. He kept fiddling with the newly made foreskin in front of the foreman and asked timidly. "Who will Shandong send?"
"Whoever doesn't hold his hand will go." The foreman answered casually.
The whole world couldn't sleep that night, and barely fell asleep after midnight. In the chaos, he had a beautiful dream, dreaming that he and his lover climbed Mount Tai exhausted, and were woken up by the staff in the same dormitory before seeing the sunrise.
Running around the world the next day, I had no bottom in my heart, so I had to put on my work clothes and climb on the plane early, and invited Lippi, who had the hardest and hardest fuel tank. Lao Wang saw his little face shrinking like a child when he was working with his head down and shook his head knowingly.
On Sunday night, Lao Wang is used to turning on his computer and seeing new photos from all over the world. There is a line at the bottom of the photo: this time it is true, not a dream. In the photo, he and his lover proudly got on the train to Shandong.
Whenever I go to school with my schoolbag on my back, my grandparents always tell me repeatedly, "Be disciplined, concentrate on the lecture and don't make small moves in class." When doing homework, they will say, "remember the stroke order clearly, write neatly, or rewrite it." I'm really annoyed that they talk too much. Why do they always say these things? I think I must have not completely corrected these shortcomings. As long as I correct these shortcomings, they won't say anything, and I won't have this worry.
Hanako sat quietly on the stone steps, with a peach tree on the left and a peach tree on the right. There is no wind around, and even cicadas hide in the horizon.
In the distance is a vast and distant wave of wheat, and the straw rushes straight into the sky as if the goal is on that day. Occasionally, a straw hat shuttles back and forth in the field, dotted with golden wheat waves. This year is another good harvest! But what does this have to do with Hanako?
It's getting dark, like paper soaked in ink. The kitchen smoke reflects the last Xia Hong in the sky, and it's still quiet all around.
"wretched, why? What's the matter, tell dad, dad ... "
Hanako stared at him, without saying a word, stood up with a bang, ran into the room, slammed the door, and only heard the echo of the window swinging back and forth. If you two stand there and spend a long time twitching your face without saying a word, just sit on the stone steps, stare at the distant wheat waves, smoke and watch the smoke rise, spread, rotate and fly until it disappears and melts into gray.
At night, the wind blows, making the leaves tremble and bleak.
The light in Hanako's father's room is still on. Under the sneak attack of the wind, it vibrates bit by bit. There are some voices in the room, like discussing and arguing. They just lowered their voices and couldn't hear clearly.
Hanako didn't sleep, just staring at the moon. However, the moon is also hiding on the other side of the house. She wanted to cry and shout at the vast night sky. But the tears have dried up, and she moved her lips, unable to make a sound-she has no strength.
Outside, the wind is still blowing bleak, and the wheat waves rustle together. The night is as long as insomnia lovers!
"Trivial, open the door, obscene, obscene ..."
The door opened with a bang, like the roar of a dying beast, angry and desperate-
"For what?"
If you two feel that your hearts have been pulled-it hurts. The calm heart lake was hit by the waves again, and my cheeks kept twitching, but I just couldn't let the tears fall. Hanako didn't speak, just staring at the blurred eyes angrily.
"wretched, wretched, dad knows that dad is useless and uneducated ... but obscene, you have to learn. Look, this is tuition, tuition ... "
Hanako burst into tears with a loud "wow" and threw herself into Wang Er's arms. Tears finally began to flow down. "Wow" cried wave after wave, echoing the cock crow in the valley. ...
The sun slowly climbed up from the other side of the mountain, shining brightly, and the whole mountain village was shrouded in the morning light of dawn. ...