In my eyes, no one can completely take off their mask all the time. It can be said that people are in a state of disguise 80% or more of the time. I can explain that I What I said is not false at all. I can have my reasons for anything I say, so let’s take a look at the disguise I mentioned.
A person who is straightforward will use all kinds of things around him to disguise himself. It’s just that some people’s disguise is so perfect that ordinary people can’t see it.
First of all, what people like to disguise most is nervousness, and so do I. I like reciting very much. Every time I recite, I can do it to an almost perfect level, whether it is lyrical, passionate, or cheerful. Even in the climax part, I do it very well and sound very relaxed. , the voice is also very loud, am I really natural? Wrong. In fact, I am more nervous than the average person. I have very high requirements for myself. It is not just about reading fluently. I hope that I can do better. So when I read in front of others, I am extremely nervous and scared. , even my voice is trembling. If I read it to someone else who I don’t know or am familiar with, I will be so excited and nervous that I can’t pronounce the words. How much I want to get over here quickly. But I’m like everyone else. People can’t help but hide their nervousness. I’m the same. After holding on and reciting a poem skillfully and passionately, I even found that my legs were shaking, but I didn't want others to see me, so I pretended to smile and act natural, and sat down as if it didn't matter. You may also think that I am quite experienced, maybe I have been trained in this area before, maybe my disguise was successful, haha, but I was still shaking, and it took a long, long time to calm down. Do you know whether I am bold or timid, strong or fragile? Who can know? When the teacher praised me for reading well, you wouldn't know how happy and proud I was, but I was still pretending to be stupid, can you tell? Haha, your acting skills are not bad, that is the magic of disguise. People are like this, pretending all the time. Happiness and pride are also things people like to hide. When a teacher or leader praises you, you are so excited, happy and proud, but you always hide it well, look modest, smile slightly, and say it’s nothing. . It's all thanks to them, etc. I'm actually laughing in my heart. It's uncomfortable not to cry, but it's also uncomfortable not to laugh. But there is no way, we can't show it on our face, we can only hide it in our hearts. This is what ordinary people call life-saving face and suffering.
Even if you are having stomach cramps all over your body in class, you still have to endure them. When the teacher slaps you but you look confused when you answer a question, you can only be scolded and run straight to the toilet as soon as get out of class is over. The pain is excruciating. , isn’t it great? Alas, I really want to save face and suffer. I am afraid that if I say it in class, I will be laughed at. I will suffer from cramps all over my body and will be scolded by the teacher. Why bother, ugh.
There is another way to pretend to be angry, which requires some skill. When you are angry, you want to say dirty words or hit someone, and you imagine how refreshing it will be after the beating, but do you do it? No, I can say that this patience is very admirable. Not only that, but also pretending to smile and nod, which is even more uncomfortable, but I will still do it. Great, really great! Then in private, I would vent properly. A lot of bad words piled up, and I would childishly write the person who made me unhappy on the wall, and then I would type blindly for a while. After typing, I would sit down panting and sweating profusely. On the ground, with a slight and sinister smile, he said, "It's great!" Maybe you want to talk, hit or scold again, but you don’t have the energy anymore. Some relatively gentle people will tell their good friends in private and cause the other party to scream, in order to vent, but it is just a disguise. Well then, fake this smile to that person the next day and say hello. I feel unhappy, but I have no choice but to do so. Can you understand?
In fact, there are many disguises around us, many of which are reflected in the details, such as lying. Some people will pretend to be very sure and natural, but thick-skinned people still dare to look at others. Eye. Lies like "I didn't see it, it wasn't me," can be perfectly reproduced in terms of language expression, facial expressions, and eye expressions.
In fact, there are many that I haven’t discovered yet. Disguise is everywhere, even a smile needs to be disguised, it really makes me feel so tired of being a human being. Alas, disguise and disguise, there are some disguises that shouldn’t be there and those that hurt people. It’s better to leave the human world as soon as possible. What kind of person are you? What kind of person am I? All blurred by disguise, everything is in murky water. Are you strong? Am I vulnerable? Who can tell what disguise represents?
Pretend, pretend, what is real, alas.