After reading her words, I felt sad and moved.
Infected by her strength, her hard work and her great love for words, she never gives in, never gives up, never gives up, and bravely moves forward in the face of all kinds of misfortunes and difficulties in life.
Because of birth defects, I can't walk steadily, I can't speak clearly, and it's inconvenient to do things. I suffer from the eyes of people around me, but I don't know, for Yu Xiuhua, it's like an invisible knife stabbing her, but it's more in my heart.
She has repeatedly asked why she was given such a mutilated body, why she was so unfair to her, and constantly doubted her life, wondering what she came into this world for.
In life, she doesn't want to be so boring. She has been looking, thinking and rushing forward.
I am glad that she saw a ray of hope in reading and writing, a ray of light that made her life shine. Let her lonely soul find sustenance. Hide here to heal yourself when you are injured, and release it here when you vent.
In a closed rural area, her living environment, the efforts and the cost that need to be paid can be imagined.
She once left her hometown to work in the city.
She was arranged by her family to marry a man much older than her.
Teacher Yu Xiuhua also yearns for beautiful love, hoping that men can understand her, encourage her and support her. But after marriage, men not only don't love her, but also often ridicule her, saying that she writes useless things all day. In the face of this unfair and unequal marriage, the teacher finally made a very important and correct decision, resolutely chose to divorce and started a new journey.
In the later days, Teacher Yu Xiuhua strengthened her faith, turned repeated pains into motivation, persisted in writing poems, and became a well-known poetess.
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& gt& gt If I can't finish this, my existence will become a question mark that can't be pulled straight.
& gt& gt Although there are all kinds of things in the world, we are just looking for something that paralyzes us: the little paralysis of affection and love, the big paralysis of fame and fortune.
& gt& gt The repetition of scenery in the landscape may produce new scenery, and the night repeats in the dark, which may wait for an Oracle and a miracle.
& gt& gt As for whether there is something wrong with a person's brain, it is also an unclear question, or a philosophical question, or I was born with a philosophical question.
& gt& gt people will not be interested in understanding if they have no spirit of futility.
& gt& gt In this troubled world, I tried to calm myself down and let some people who want to calm down follow me, but before I knew it, I was swallowed up by the bubble of the times.
& gt& gt The process of writing is the purpose of writing!
& gt& gt God will give them equal wealth. This wealth is: joy. This is my joy when I see the sunshine.
& gt& gt Yes, writing is also narrowing the gap, not the gap between the rich and the poor, not the so-called social status gap, but the psychological gap and the perception gap of happiness. I think this is the fundamental gap between people. The measure of happiness is the way and part of measuring a person's love for ordinary days.
I like this passage very much, especially the image.
& gt& gt people will find themselves lost in books, just like feeling the breath of spring in a gap.
& gt& gt I am just a person, and this process of being alone is accompanied by some resentment.
& gt& gt Why a person can attract others is, of course, the overflow of his inner temperament, which is unique. There are so many things we all know in the outside world that it has lost its attraction.
First of all, attract yourself and have a love for yourself in order to face a lonely and long day.
& gt& gt I never expect to attract others. I think it's shallow. I have to attract myself and let me have a love for myself, so that I can complete a lonely and long life in the future. My wish is to give myself the best gift.
& gt& gt Your high exposure does not necessarily mean that the world has accepted you.
& gt& gt A person's daily life is life.
Yes, even if it succeeds, with fame and profit, will the troubles disappear? Don't you need a normal life? Don't you need to work hard?
& gt& gt, to say the least, what if the world really accepts you? You're still living your daily life. We can't and have no reason to consume too much enthusiasm in this world.
& gt& gt As Yu said, mediocrity is a passive and utilitarian attitude towards making a living.
Most people finally compromised, and so did I. I comforted myself for a long time, and finally I didn't want to entangle anymore and merged with mediocrity.
& gt& gt I want to comfort the vulgar life I am living: forty years later, I have lost my desire to escape it, and I have a heart entangled with it.
I really can't stand those hypocritical hypocrites who wear masks and know nothing about themselves. They always like to kidnap others morally, like to tell others what to do, belittle others and raise their social status. I want to ask, what have you done for your country? Can you have a clear conscience? Can you say that you have been clean all your life?
& gt& gt Many people say that my poems are personal lyrical and don't care about the country and society. Dear, caring needs to be paid. We can't whitewash ourselves on a tall topic. Like a disaster, what's the use of poetry? For example, corruption, what is the use of poetry?
I hope there will be more understanding and tolerance between people.
& gt& gt Poetry leads to the soul. The soul can only understand itself. Who else can you write without writing poetry?
To live is to live. ...
& gt& gt What can I do? There's nothing I can do. There's nothing I can do. But I don't want to die yet. I have to live.
Now I firmly believe in the power and significance of reading. Since I fell in love with reading, my life has been simpler, my mood has been much happier, my life has not been boring, and many obstacles that I can't understand and can't get through have gradually faded away unconsciously in reading.
& gt& gt Read more books. Reading is powerful and really calms people's hearts. Only when your mind is calm can you feel real joy. No matter how miserable our health and life are, we are unique in this world. This uniqueness is worth cherishing, so why pray for more?
You can't choose a person's birth, but you can choose to work hard the day after tomorrow.