Since then, Xiangzi has fallen, and his former kindness and integrity have disappeared. He hates anyone. He stopped pulling carts and got into the bad habit of eating, drinking, whoring and gambling. He can betray his friends for money and become a walking corpse completely.
Xiangzi's tragedy is the product of his social life environment. The novel truly shows the life of that dark society, and shows the ugly faces of warlords, spies and car factory owners. But for their persecution, Xiangzi would not have changed from hopeful to depraved. A person who used to be diligent and patient and had his own goals turned out to be social garbage-isn't this a sad life? Maybe this is reality, cruelty, sadness and helplessness.
Ideal and reality are always full of contradictions, often irreconcilable, but exist at the same time. Society is realistic, it will not change because of one's ideal, nor will it be perfect. I pity Xiangzi, a camel. I feel very sorry and helpless, but I also admire him. I admire his previous strength and his progress. However, he failed to defeat himself and society, and was defeated after all.
Although this is only a novel, it reflects the cowardice of human nature. After all, few people can persist for a lifetime, but we can gradually change in the process of pursuit. After all, what will happen tomorrow? We don't know, but we can grasp today.
2. camel Xiangzi's feelings after reading
Camel Xiangzi truly depicts the tragic fate of a rickshaw puller in Beijing. Xiangzi came from the countryside and worked hard to make money. He worked hard for three years and traded his sweat for a rickshaw. But before long, the mutinous soldiers of the warlord took his car away; Then the detective of the reactionary government cheated him of his only savings, and the master evaded the tracking of the spy, which made him lose a relatively stable job. Faced with one blow after another, he struggled and still stubbornly wanted to make greater efforts to realize his life dream. But everything was in vain: I bought a car with Tigress's savings and soon had to sell it to arrange Tigress's funeral. His wish was finally completely dashed. His favorite happy suicide blew out the last spark of hope in his heart, and he lost any desire and confidence in life. He changed from ambition to self-indulgence: Xiangzi, who had been upright and kind, was crushed by the millstone of life.
Xiangzi is kind and simple, loves labor, and has a camel-like positive and tenacious spirit towards life. He has always been very strong and struggling. He is unwilling to listen to Gao Ma's words to lend usury, to covet 60 cars in Si Liu, and to listen to Tigress's words to do small business, all of which show that he thinks that "you can have everything if you have your own car" and doesn't want to climb up. What he dreams of is to seek an independent life by his own labor. The work describes that after Cao Zhai knocked away his hard-earned money, the detective was most concerned about Mr. Cao's entrustment, because Mr. Cao was a good man in his view; He also described his concern for the grandparents of the old horse and pony, showing his kindness and integrity. The reason why his tragedy can arouse readers' strong sympathy is that besides his social status and unfair experience, these personality characteristics have also played an indelible role. Hard-working and strong people like this have finally become first-class "thorns" and embarked on the road of depravity, which clearly exposed the sin of unreasonable society corrupting people's hearts. The work writes: "The laziness of the bitter people is the natural result of hard work and failure, and the tricks of the bitter people contain some axioms." He added, "Man has improved himself from wild animals, but so far, he has driven his own kind into wild animals. Xiangzi is still in the city of culture, but he has become an animal. It's not his own fault at all. " It is from this understanding that Lao She wrote this tragedy with deep sympathy for those who were insulted and damaged. This makes this work have the power of angry accusation and strong critical spirit, which is deeply branded in the readers' hearts.
The novel also describes in detail Xiangzi's efforts to realize his life wishes. As an unconscious individual worker, although he has an urgent need to improve his living conditions, he doesn't know what is the right way to liberate himself. He never thought that everyone should unite and struggle, but stubbornly fantasized about achieving this goal with personal strength and efforts. His life ideal is narrow, and his means of struggle is even more wrong. Cause me to stay away from my friends, lonely and helpless, and even more unable to resist repeated blows. Since "buy your own car? This has become the whole motivation of his struggle, so that his only purpose in life is. Then after he gradually realized that he could not meet such requirements, he lost not only an ideal, but the whole meaning of life, which would inevitably lead to mental breakdown. Blind personal struggle doomed his failure from the beginning, just like the metaphor in the works, as if pulling a rickshaw to cut corners, "strayed into luoquan Hutong, went for a spin, and returned to its original place". This aggravated his misfortune and gave people a heavy sense of suffocation. The end of the novel clearly points out that Xiangzi is "the last ghost of individualism"; Deep regret includes criticism. The whole work accuses the old society of cannibalism, and at the same time declares the bankruptcy of trying to liberate one's own road through personal struggle. This has more profound social significance than ordinary works that expose dark reality. Through the mouth of an old coachman who has experienced vicissitudes of life, the work points out meaningfully: "It is more difficult to work hard alone than to ascend to heaven. What can a person jump? Have you ever seen a grasshopper? I jump far by myself, but I can't even fly if I am caught by a child and tied with a thread. Fight into a ball, fight into a formation, hum, and eat up the crops in the whole area in a moment. No one can cure it! "Although this formulation is relatively simple, there is no further positive expression in the works with specific plots, but it can still be seen that this is a brand-new conclusion drawn by Lao She in exploring the road of liberation of working people, which shows the valuable progress that he did not have in his previous works.
3. After reading Camel Xiangzi
In the late 1920s, Peiping, war, oppression, money, rickshaw pullers. ...
These words add up to two words-Xiangzi. Xiangzi camel.
Xiangzi, a young farmer from the countryside, abandoned his empty home and came to the city. He scrimps and saves every day, pulling his rickshaw desperately, day and night, just to save money to buy a car of his own. Three years have passed through Xiangzi's efforts. He has his own car, so he can't be angry with the owner. He can pull as he wants! The happy days did not last long. Beiping was in danger during the war. Xiangzi, a rickshaw puller, was inexplicably arrested by the warlords. These bitter Xiangzi can endure, but what makes him most miserable and angry is the only sustenance in his life-the new car he bought with three years of hard work and sweat was taken away. Xiangzi went through all kinds of hardships and fled back to Beiping. In the "Renhe Car Factory", he was filled with sorrow and continued to pull rickshaws. After a lot of hardships, when he finally found a relatively stable job of pulling a moon cart in a peaceful and kind family, he lost his stable job because his employer was targeted by spies and was drained of his savings by detectives of the reactionary government in the name of "buying a life". Faced with one heavy blow after another, he still held his head high proudly. He is a youthful, tall and strong Xiangzi! How can you be knocked down by difficulties so easily? He refused to give in. He will use his own strength, blood and sweat to earn food for himself and his wife Tigress! Tigress bought a car for Xiangzi at a low price. Xiangzi thought he had gone back to the past and had to sell it again because of Tigress's funeral.
Xiangzi is a kind and upright man, strong and willing to struggle. He didn't want to listen to Gao Ma's advice to loan sharks and covet 60 cars owned by farm owner Si Liu, and he didn't want to listen to Tigress's advice to do small business, because he thought that "if you have your own car, you will have everything". What he dreams of is to seek an independent life by his own labor. He doesn't drink or smoke, and he doesn't have any bad habits, but God still has no mercy on this poor honest man. Numerous blows and setbacks finally shattered Xiangzi's iron spirit. He stopped pulling carts so hard, drinking and smoking, and Xiangzi, who had been kind and upright, disappeared. He only learned to eat, drink and gamble and sell his friends' walking corpses for money. But as written in the work: "The laziness of the bitter people is the natural result of hard work, and there is some axiom in the thorns of the bitter people." Xiangzi's fall was not Xiangzi's fault, but the foul atmosphere of the whole society made Xiangzi, who was originally kind and upright, qualitative.
Xiangzi is a tragedy. He tried his best and suffered all the pain, but he still returned empty-handed. If Xiangzi had lived in our time, he might not have become such a diaosi. Because he is so strong, so kind and so upright, he can put everything down for his own ideal! We should also learn from Xiangzi's spirit of "difficulty in eating". Although we may not be "masters", we can have a clear conscience as long as we work hard.
Stars in the Spring —— After reading it.
The book Spring with Stars is my first contact. I am used to reading the vernacular. Reading poetry at once is a bit uncomfortable, but it has a different taste.
When I opened the book, the first introduction attracted me. When it comes to how Bing Xin wrote poetry, from childhood to adulthood, it fully embodies Bing Xin's talent in writing.
Her poems are mainly famous for maternal love, innocence and nature. From "Stars", "Childhood is the truth in dreams, the dream in reality, and the tearful smile when recalling." It is conceivable that Bing Xin's childhood was full of dreams and childish fantasies. "Little brother, ... a child in the depths of the soul." It also explains the indescribable deep friendship between Bing Xin and his brothers and sisters. These are Bing Xin's childlike longing and happiness.
Later, she went abroad to study, which has been going for many years. She described her thoughts with a pen and was eager to go home early. She fantasized about meeting her mother and then going home. She is very happy. But once there is no fantasy, then she will become more lost and disappointed. How can you miss home when you leave your hometown and your beloved mother? "The waves in my hometown! The waves you splashed once pounded my rock bit by bit, and now they pounded my heartstrings bit by bit. " The waves kept beating on the shore, and I was indifferent, but once I left my hometown, every drop of spray touched me.
An inner chord that is about to break, a string that misses home. Indeed, only mothers are good in the world, maternal love is the greatest and maternal love is the purest.
Bing Xin's short poems gave me thousands of feelings. There is no hypocrisy in her poems. They are true feelings from the heart, which can touch people's hearts and can be seen in Bing Xin's childhood fantasy. Her fantasy is so beautiful, so charming, so childlike. However, her deep maternal love and yearning for her mother are beyond our reach. Motherly love is so sacred that it is beyond the reach of any kind of love in the world. Bing Xin is synonymous with maternal love, and I understand maternal love through Bing Xin.
At this point, my heart is surging, and I can't calm down and express my feelings.
Reflections on Reading Star Spring Water
Reading "Stars in Spring Water" in my spare time is deeply touched. The author of this book is Bing Xin, a famous modern female writer. Her original name is Xie Wanying, and she is from Changle, Fujian. Bing Xin is a patriotic talented woman full of literary flavor. "Spring Water Stars" is a collection of poems compiled by her.
Passionate love
In this collection of poems, Bing Xin takes maternal love, innocence and praise for nature as the theme. Female writer Xing Linzi once said: "Nothing but love me!" Indeed, when you have love, you don't need anything else, because you have everything. Bing Xin accepts maternal love and praises it at the same time. She loves everything about nature.
Bing Xin's poems are so simple, but every word contains such a profound meaning, and many poems also show deep praise for maternal love. From Bing Xin's poems, I realized that a person loves everything, and she (he) is beautiful and happy; When a person is loved by everything, she (he) will live comfortably. And for both, she (he) is happy.
The principle of ice heart
The word "Bing Xin" is as elegant, beautiful and extraordinary as her people. Just like her poems, there are many philosophies in the light and elegant writing. A "weak grass! Be proud, only you generally decorate the world. " Tell us that the grass is small, but the world needs your embellishment. Another sentence, "young man, describe it carefully. Time is turning the page. Please write. " Tell us to cherish time, do what we should do, and write your achievements and glory in the book of time. In a word, we can always learn a lot from Bing Xin's poems.
Pure beauty of tranquility
Reading these poems seems to be very kind, because Bing Xin expresses the purest, purest and most ordinary things in nature with light and elegant poems, without any artificial modification or adding any gorgeous words, with a touch of tenderness and sadness or some deep inner beauty: under the bright eyes, green leaves are like clouds and white clothes are like snow. How touching! Not to mention the night of separation. In that poem, the poet's love for life is full, which is the reappearance of her innocent heart.
After reading this collection of poems, I found it beautiful, not only beautiful but also sad. How beautiful the world under Bing Xin's poems is!
Reflections on Reading Star Spring Water
I read Spring of the Stars written by Grandma Bing Xin today. Its sentences are sometimes euphemistic and elegant, and sometimes loud and exciting. Its language is really beautiful. Although there are no flowery words, it seems unpredictable and can show deep feelings. Moreover, it has a charm of language, not only in the refinement of sentences, but also in its hazy poetry, which leaves us a space for daydreaming and makes us feel the poet's delicate artistic conception.
Bing Xin praised her mother a lot: Mom! /I just want to turn to you,/the lakes and mountains outside my heart,/let me dislike it! These short words show that in her eyes, maternal love is great, and she can abandon everything outside for her mother. Bing Xin also loves children very much, because children's hearts are pure and flawless: thousands of angels,/should get up and sing praises to children; /child! /He has a great soul in his small body. These words of the author clearly describe the characteristics of children, naive words, exuberant vitality and brilliance of life, and even angels can't help but admire them. Bing Xin also described nature very vividly, giving us a beautiful picture: the river head is clear,/foggy,/it's the weather in the south of the Yangtze River,/it's raining-I only know there is a blue sea,/but there is a green river,/this is my parents' hometown! Here are several words to describe colors: white, blue and green. A few short words vividly describe the scene of nature, which shows that the author's writing level is not ordinary. Bing Xin's article also has some philosophies: flowers in the corner,/when you admire yourself,/the world becomes smaller! These words warn us to open our hearts to others, to have a broader vision, and not to be autistic.
Bing Xin's poems are implicit and profound, revealing the author's uniqueness between the lines. I don't know why, but after reading this starry spring water, I was slightly moved. Maybe this is touching. ......
Stars in the Spring —— After reading it.
I don't know when I began to yearn for poetry, so I read this "fragmentary thought" with the unique ignorance and madness of teenagers. It was my first contact with the book Spring Water of Stars. I am used to reading the vernacular. I feel a little uncomfortable after reading the poem at once, but I don't have a taste.
When I opened the book, the first introduction attracted me. When it comes to how Bing Xin wrote poetry, from childhood to adulthood, it fully embodies Bing Xin's talent in writing.
Her poems are mainly famous for maternal love, innocence and nature. From "Stars", "Childhood is the truth in dreams, the dream in reality, and the tearful smile when recalling." It is conceivable that Bing Xin's childhood was full of dreams and childish fantasies. "Little brother, ... a child in the depths of the soul." It also explains the indescribable deep friendship between Bing Xin and his brothers and sisters. These are Bing Xin's childlike longing and happiness.
Later, she went abroad to study, which has been going for many years. She described her thoughts with a pen and was eager to go home early. She fantasized about meeting her mother and then going home. She is very happy. But once there is no fantasy, then she will become more lost and disappointed. How can you miss home when you leave your hometown and your beloved mother? "The waves in my hometown! The waves you splashed once pounded my rock bit by bit, and now they pounded my heartstrings bit by bit. " The waves kept beating on the shore, and I was indifferent, but once I left my hometown. that
Every drop of spray touches a string that is about to break in my heart, homesick. Indeed, only mothers are good in the world, maternal love is the greatest and maternal love is the purest.
Bing Xin's short poems gave me thousands of feelings. There is no hypocrisy in her poems. They are true feelings from the heart, which can touch people's hearts and can be seen in Bing Xin's childhood fantasy. Her fantasy is so beautiful, so charming, so childlike. However, her deep maternal love and yearning for her mother are beyond our reach. Motherly love is so sacred that it is beyond the reach of any kind of love in the world. Bing Xin is synonymous with maternal love, and I understand maternal love through Bing Xin.
At this time, my heart is surging, I can't calm down and I can't express my feelings in words.
The feeling of love
-Reflections on reading education of love.
Love, a familiar word, has a pure love in everyone's heart. Love is selfless and broad. Only by living in the ocean of love can we enjoy love. I read the book "Education of Love" before I really understood the realm of love.
The profound and rich emotional power contained in this novel full of love is really great. "Education of Love" introduces the diary written by Italian child Amrico in ten months of a school year, which contains the love between classmates, brothers and sisters, children and parents, teachers and students, and the love for the motherland, which makes people read as if they were growing up in the arms of love.
Love, like air, is around us every day and is often ignored by us because it is invisible. However, we can't live without it. In fact, its meaning has been integrated into life. But many people don't feel it. Love is great because it is not only for individuals, but also for the dignity and emotion of the whole nation. Love is an endless journey. It will be easy to walk and watch along the way, and there will be reasons to feel something new every day. Learn and enrich. So, I'm going to go on, even with enthusiasm, no matter how long it will last. At this point, this feeling has been sublimated into a kind of love, a kind of love for life. After reading The Education of Love, I walked into Amrico's life and witnessed how they studied, lived and fell in love. Moved, I found that love contains the pursuit of life.
How many true love stories have there been throughout the ages? It is obvious that love is everywhere. We are immersed in the ocean of love from birth, with the love of our parents and grandparents. I grew up, went to school and had the love of teachers and classmates. Love is like air. Love is everywhere. We never leave it. If we leave the people we love, we are like a soulless person. Love can save people from adversity, love can make the prodigal son come back, and love can inspire people's infinite strength.
It is love that makes us grow up happily and healthily, and it is love that gives us inner warmth. Love between people is great, love is tolerant and love is inclusive. Love is the source of education, and love is closely related to education. Feel more love, more warmth; Give more love and more happiness. In the days to come, let's bathe in the ocean of love together.