Looking for a modern poem called "If"

If I were a lump of mud

I will run to the land that raised me with the quickest steps.

If I were just a feather

I will also smile and float gently in the wind.

If I were a lonely ostrich.

I will step on the traces of life in the desert with diligent steps.

If I were a strong falcon.

I will spread my dream wings and chart my own course.

If I were a sad rain.

I will wash away the dust and vicissitudes of five thousand years with my tears.

If I were an unruly wind

I'll put the horn down and walk in my own direction, across the seat and all the way.

If I were a poem with a nib hidden in it.

Jumping on the tip of Su Shi's tongue should be in harmony with the majesty of River of No Return.

If I were a China song dancing on a chime.

I stood beside Zhao, gently holding her slender and gentle body.

If I were a red sun over Kuafu.

I will still lead him through the vast world.

If I were the moon in Qin dynasty.

I will use my light to comfort Meng Jiangnv's husband and turn her blood and tears into pride.

But what am I?

I opened the door of time with my heart and ran into life to find it.

Even if I only look at a shallow spring.

I also want to give off my own flavor.