Reading her books and articles is brilliant and admirable, but when it comes to rough love, Xiao Hong is the first.
It has also been said that if we want to select female writers with high emotional intelligence and low IQ, Xiao Hong is the "first evil female".
When Xiao Hong was born, she was just catching up with the Revolution of 1911, which started in Beiping. It seems that her life is full of frustrations.
Xiao Hong described her father like this: "Father often loses his humanity because of greed. He treats his servants, his children, and my grandfather equally mean, distant, and even heartless. "
I don't like my father. My mother died when Xiao Hong was nine years old. We can imagine such childhood and adolescence, but she is also a talented woman with great writing talent.
So many people say that Xiao Hong has been making up for the lack of fatherly love all her life.
I have longed for love all my life, but I have been abandoned again and again.
By the age of seventeen, Xiao Hong has grown slim and elegant. With a book of poems and a pair of smart eyes, she has become a very attractive talented woman. People that Lu Xun likes very much, let alone others?
Sociologists have found that the opposite sex in a person's love is more or less distinctive. To put it bluntly, it is the same kind of people who love each other.
Let's compare Xiao Hong's life. Except Xiao Jun, all the men she loved were rich children, belonging to the series of calcium-deficient wimps.
Now, her cousin appears first. Lu Zhenshun is a mother-in-law's boy, Xiao He just shows his sharp corner, and the dragonfly has long stood on it. A student, however, completed his marriage in his hometown according to his parents' wishes.
However, Xiao Hong's first love was like a flash flood. When the mudslide rushed over, my cousin was also ambitious. In order to express his yearning and determination for his new love, he resolutely dropped out of school in the northeast and went to Beijing with Xiao Hong to start living together.
Romantic love can't resist the pressure of life after all. Cousin persisted for less than a year and fled back to the arms of her family. Xiao Hong's first love became a scar in her heart.
It's no big deal that the first expedition didn't go well. At the age of 20, Xiao Hong is still a beautiful little sister. She came to Harbin alone and met her college classmate Wang Enjia. The two young people fell in love at first sight.
Soon they lived in Dongxing Shun Hotel and began to live together.
To Xiao Hong's surprise, Wang Enjia is also a baby boy.
1932 The Spring Festival arrived, so he had to leave Xiaohong alone in the hotel and go home for the Spring Festival. When the mother knew that her son was with Xiaohong, she immediately cut off his financial aid.
In China in 1930s, Xiao Hong's rebellious behavior undoubtedly set off a shocking wave, and her bad reputation defeated her talent and became the target of public criticism.
Xiao Hong feels painful and disappointed that she always meets the soft eggs of Nan series. Wang Enjia gave in to his family for money and looked like a traitor. But this time the situation is different. Xiao Hong was pregnant with a traitor's child, and she was abandoned.
Xiaohong, whose belly is getting bigger and bigger, can't afford the hotel, so she is mortgaged as a hostage in the hotel. The hotel owner is going to sell Xiaohong to a brothel. Ancient brothel women were proficient in poetry and songs, and Xiao Hong's hair stood on end at the thought of these.
In times of crisis, she turned to Pei Xinyuan, editor of the supplement of Harbin International Association, for help, so Jun Xiao and other young artists visited Xiao Hong in the hotel.
It was the young literati who made 26-year-old Xiao Jun a die-hard fan of Xiao Hong. It is the poem full of sadness: "Qingxi is singing over there, and the leaves here are green, girl, spring is coming!" Last year in Beiping, I was eating green apricots. My fate is worse than qingxing this year? "
Iron powder belongs to iron powder, and Jun Xiao can't afford that much money. God help, Songhua River suddenly burst its banks in summer. Xiao Hong took this opportunity to escape from the hotel and took refuge in Pei Xinyuan, the deputy editor.
As soon as I settled down, the baby in my stomach was anxious to be born. Xiaojun is busy sending Xiaohong to the hospital, but he has no money to pay the hospitalization fee. The gentle doctor sat there steadily and said slowly, You can't deliver a baby until you see the money.
The feeling be nasty under, Xiao Jun that son northeast strength jumped up, he rushed up and forced the doctor with a knife, loudly tunnel: If you don't save people, I will stab you. The doctor was afraid of death, so the child was born, but it was soon given away.
The moment when Jun Xiao rushed up to force the doctor with a knife will always be engraved in Hong Xiao's heart. At that time, Xiao Jun was simply a martial arts hero jing elder brother!
After Xiaohong was discharged from the hospital, she started a new round of unmarried cohabitation with Xiaojun. Xiaohong had no new ideas. She is always reluctant to live together first. But her eyes are always wandering, neither looking at men nor retaining men, so as long as the fresh energy of men passes, she will fall into crisis again.
This kind of life called "no youth but poverty" by Xiao Hong is the best time in her life. However, the person who loves her the most is the one who hurts her the most.
In late autumn, two people went to Shanghai.
Happiness depends on misfortune. Unfortunately, soon after arrival, with the initial success of literary creation and the initial improvement of economic life, a pair of writers who should have been happy came to the brink of breaking up.
Compared with the previous two falls in love, Xiao Hong undoubtedly loves Xiao Jun the most. He inspired Xiao Hong's creation and gave her the courage to survive and the hope to start a new life. In her most difficult time, Jun Xiao braved the cold and endured hunger, looking for opportunities to teach and trying to support Hong Xiao who was unemployed at home after childbirth. These beautiful memories can't be erased in her mind, but Xiao Jun's playboy and male chauvinism made Xiao Hong very painful.
Xiao Hong's feelings for Xiao Jun are tangled, with love, gratitude, attachment and pain. Xiao Hong regards Xiao Jun as the biggest reliance in her life. Xiao Jun, who is conceited, has rough feelings, bold and violent personality and serious northern male chauvinism.
After the novelty, Xiao Jun began to feel emotional, which made Xiao Hong in a dilemma. Xiao Hong's weak, indecisive and obedient character made her endure again and again, almost to the point of not retaining the dust of this relationship.
Since Xiao Jun and a woman named Chen Juan exchanged spinach in autumn and rowed in the lake of love, there has been a conflict between Xiao Hong and Xiao Jun. Quarrels often break out and wars escalate. When Xiao Jun, who is strong-willed, is excited, he will swing his old fist and beat Xiao Hong to pieces, leaving incurable wounds on her body and mind. Finally, a love tragedy ended.
Poor people must have something hateful. Why do you always let the same scene happen again and again? Xiao Hong later mentioned her own problems in the article, but theoretically, she is still an idiot in real life.
A clever woman writer, but the men she loves have run away one by one, and the period of falling in love is no more than two years. In the words of experts, it is the retention period of hormones. From the modern point of view, she is almost a concentration camp in love rat.
Xiao Hong, scarred, was pregnant with Xiao Jun's child when she broke up. It seems that she will always be pregnant with the child of the man who is ready to leave.
Just then, she met another Northeast writer, Duanmu Hongliang. Duanmuya, gentler than Xiao Jun, considerate of women than Xiao Jun, gave Xiao Hong an unprecedented sense of sureness, and made the tired Xiao Hong have the idea that the dust settled.
Xiao Jun later tried to duel Duanmu, but Duanmu didn't have the courage to accept the challenge.
Spring came, and Xiaohong ushered in her first wedding. As the host, Hu Feng invited the couple to introduce their love story at the wedding. Xiao Hong said, "Duanmu Hongliang and I have no romantic love history. I'm not demanding. I just want to live a normal husband and wife life. There is no quarrel, no struggle, no disloyalty, no ridicule, only mutual understanding, love and understanding. People like me don't need birthright. But Duanmu promised to marry me, and I feel very satisfied at this point. "
Facts have proved that Xiao Hong made the wrong choice again. Shortly after their marriage, the Japanese bombed Wuhan, and they only bought tickets. Duanmu Hongliang left her pregnant Xiaohong and fled to Chongqing alone. After arriving in Chongqing through hardships, Xiao Hong gave birth to a son in the Bailang family, and the child died soon.
Detective Conan didn't solve the case, and the child's death became a mystery. Many people say that Xiaohong doesn't want her children to drag her down.
Duanmu belongs to a man with strong dependence. Xiao Hong has to recite everything at home. Xiao Hong always sings like the lyrics. You are always too soft-hearted, too soft-hearted, and you have to carry all your problems by yourself ... You are in poor health, but it has gone from bad to worse since then.
In fact, after Xiao Hong's death, this man remarried for eighteen years. In fact, he loves Xiao Hong very much, but he is timid by nature and his shoulders are too soft to resist anything. When disaster came, he was the first Mickey mouse to escape.
1940, Xiao Hong left Chongqing with Duanmu Hongliang and flew to Hong Kong. After the fall of Hongkong, Duanmu Hongliang left Xiaohong again and fled alone. When women need it most, men are never around, and obviously they don't need him anymore.
The four men that Xiao Hong loved all his life, except Xiao Jun, were all soft-hearted men from rich families. The appearance of these soft-hearted men aggravated Xiao Hong's bumpy life.
Xiao Hong created the novel Biography of Hulan River in poverty and illness. This book has firmly grasped the reader's heart from the beginning. It is really embarrassing to read it in combination with the author's life experience with such beautiful scenery, so rich talent and so ingenious.
After Lu Xun's death, Xiao Hong wrote Lu Xun's Memories, which was even more touching. Life in her eyes is always so beautiful and poetic. The daily life of Lu Xun and Xu Guangping described in her works is like a sketch, which vividly shows the life of that era and leaves it to future generations.
If she lived a little longer, writing about her first half of life would be more exciting than the biography of Hulan River.
1942 winter, Xiaohong was taken to the hospital. The doctor was a Mercedes-Benz 250, and she was operated on by mistake. Xiao Hong, who has a weak breath, can no longer speak, so she can only write her last words on a piece of paper: "I was left out in the cold for half my life ... I died first, unwilling, unwilling."
Xiaohong was alone in the hospital the next morning and never woke up. After she has been gone for so many years, one of her words spread on the Internet: Why do you have to sleep for a long time before you die? You will fall asleep after death.
Her short life has been struggling with exhaustion and turbulence, and her literary creation has made her famous, but it has not changed her tragic fate. Finally, he died with hatred, only 30 years old, and became a touching sad song in the literary world, which makes people feel sad every time I think about it.
There are many women writers who have a bumpy road to love, either too good or too smart. Because of the bumpy road of love, their creation reached its peak, leaving great works and mysterious bumpy lives for future generations.
Excellent female writers are dazzling stars in the splendid starry sky. At the writing tips grocery store, I will slowly write a series of wonderful stories about female writers to introduce to you.