Do you realize that you are guilty and ask God for forgiveness? This shows that you are a person who is loved by God and destined to live forever. God's grace has come to you! If the Holy Spirit didn't shine on you and make you reborn, you wouldn't know you were a sinner, and you wouldn't admit that you were a sinner. Today, your cry for help proves that you have accepted the salvation of Jesus cross and accepted Jesus Christ as your savior and Lord of life. At this moment, you have become a child of God, and Jesus saved you from the bondage of sin and entered the infinite grace of God. Your soul has been reborn, and you are an upright man, not a sinner. Next, it is the process of your soul renewal and change. That is, your heart changes with the renewal, and your knowledge keeps turning to the spirit (the reborn new person, the spirit of Christ), acknowledging the spirit, that is, you keep repenting. You have been saved, but if you want to continue to know the Lord Jesus, you must read the Bible, pray and meet. Through all concerted efforts, God will benefit those who love God (whom God loves) and renew their souls.
God bless you. Amen!