A few years ago, I just entered my youth. At that time, I was very envious of other people's lives and success. I fantasize several times every day that I will be like them in the future, so I always force myself to learn what they say and do. At first, with a boiling heart, I insisted on their beautiful life. Every morning when I stretch in the warm sunshine, how I want to give up. I don't know why, but I always feel uncomfortable. After a long time, I know I can't deceive myself any more. Sometimes, the more you try to learn from others and give up your cuteness and liveliness, you must force yourself to be as glamorous and depressed as others. Being yourself and making yourself happy is the most important thing.
On that occasion, I probably spent several months reflecting and thinking. It was that mistake that completely changed my outlook on life and values.
I am determined to make myself a useful person, to the country, to the society and even to my family. At that time, I was not impulsive. I even set myself a lofty and realistic ideal. I want to be a college student.
I think, God has given us such a beautiful beginning, and we should spend our whole life trying to perfect it and make it beautiful. And the country and society are what we want to contribute. Some people say that youth is the mood of a lifetime, and it is the day of our life. Although I have given up half my youth. But I don't regret it, because he made me understand the meaning of life. Therefore, I prefer to use my accumulated wisdom and considerable literature and art to realize my "Chinese dream" for my motherland and my "youthful dream" for myself.
Therefore, since I have this immortal determination, I have arranged my daily time reasonably: I insist on reading some books about current affairs and self-transcendence in the library every week. Watch more news when watching TV and keep balance with your body. I think this dream is invisible, and it gives me more than just the meaningless imitation and pursuit before. But put it into action and strive for a blue sky with your unremitting efforts and struggles. Even though I know the road is bumpy, I never want to give up, because I know that no matter what I do, I will succeed with my perseverance. Bitter before sweet is better than sweet before bitter.
A few years have passed in a blink of an eye, from kindergarten to primary school and then to middle school. Through my persistence and hard work, I finally saw a ray of golden sunshine.
A few months ago, I went to the library to read books. Among many dazzling books, I saw a book that made me curious-Putin, the winner is king. He talked about the people and events experienced by Russian President Vladimir Putin in his life. He is competitive, but he is also fair. He likes fighting with his friends since he was a child, but he doesn't like fighting. What he appreciates more is "the soldiers who defeat others without fighting." In his life, he had many dreams, but he didn't daydream like others. He divided these dreams into more small dreams, and then relied on his own success and failure again and again to sum up the experience from childhood, so as to learn more and richer knowledge than others.
It can be seen from Putin's life that even a supreme president, who would have thought that he paid several times more sweat than others? From a bad boy who is not sensible, to a spy with both wisdom and courage, he finally became the president above ten thousand people. In this process, many of his friends died in his childhood, and his life had many hardships that ordinary people could not imagine, but he survived and got something that others didn't have.
In fact, in this society, we can all be Putin, but we lost to his belief in persistence. For him, the country is the most important. If "every man is responsible for the rise and fall of the country", then I think Putin is this "man". He dedicated his most precious youth and fruits of victory to the motherland, and we were easy to talk to. This is just an act.
Youth is a space species, not because it has been to space, but because people ignore its unique beauty like a space species.
I hope that from now on, we can truly grasp our youth and strive to realize our "youth dream" and our country's "Chinese dream".
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The next day: Ms. L.