There is no boat like this.
People are always hurting others.
It can't help but arouse people's disgust and even hatred. Therefore, as far as her own tragic fate is concerned, she is pitiful, and as far as her attitude towards others is concerned, she is hateful. Her ridiculous lies in her long-term narrow selfishness, which has lost her normal feeling about herself. She put
As an emotional expression, she regards petty theft as her cleverness. She belongs to the so-called "secular society"
A woman who is "fast", "neat" and "not stupid". But in the eyes of normal people, her clever tricks can't be fooled.
People. Therefore, people think her words and deeds are ridiculous. People can't respect her, love her or even really help her. She is a contemptible person. If the teenager "I" and
The general feature of all his words and deeds is nature and innocence.
The general characteristics of all her words and deeds are "unnatural" and "insincere". In her case, everything is exaggerated and distorted according to her own actual interests. As soon as she appeared, she made a "sharp strange sound" and "sudden cry", which was the result of her surprise but not surprise. Her characteristics are also formed under the long-term unnatural living conditions. She only practiced all her life.
",the face rapidly aging, leaving only a" convex ".
",in those days.
Her standing posture is also very unnatural, deliberately pretending to be a pair.
In fact, she has lost her confidence and pride in being a human being, but she hopes others can look up to her and respect her. She has no nostalgia for "I" and no feelings, but she deliberately pretends to have feelings. All she can say is "I hugged you!" Such a trivial fact is very serious, as if it had a great influence on "I"
It seems that I must treat her well.
Remember her importance. She doesn't care about others, so she won't know.
Situation, don't know other people's thoughts and feelings. She used her own imagination.
Speak incomparably
And wealth, just to get more benefits from others.
It embodies what I call "hard work"
And life. " Her life is hard, but this hardship also shattered her moral conscience, making her have no faith, no.
No sincere feelings, immorality, selfishness and narrowness.
2. Adult leap soil
He is a lively and lovely child and an expressive teenager. "His father.
He ",his life is energetic, his thoughts are free, and his heart is kind. This can't be done unless it snows heavily. We are on the beach, and it's snowing. I cleared a clearing and put it together with a short stick.
Plaque, sowing grain, watching birds come to eat. I only pulled the rope tied to the stick far away, and the bird was covered under the bamboo plaque. Everything: rice chicken, horn chicken,
Blue back ... ""It's too cold now. Come and see us in summer. Every day we go to the seaside to pick up shells, which are red and green, and ghosts are afraid.
Yes, it is. Dad and I will look after watermelons at night, and so will you. ""no. People who walk are thirsty, so pick a melon to eat. We don't steal here. What we need to pay attention to is.
、
Under the moon, Yan listens, la la, and Yan is biting a melon. You are holding Hu's fork and walking gently ... ""There is a Hu fork. Here it is. I stab at the sight of Yan. this
Very clever, running towards you, but running from his crotch, his hair is as smooth as oil. "In these words, a fresh life is beating.
Compared with the teenager "I", he is more expressive and has more vivid life and feelings to express. It seems that the knowledge of teenagers "I" is obtained from books, while the knowledge of teenagers "I" is obtained from nature and their own life experiences. He lives in nature and in his own life. He is more like a teenager "I".
Go home. How vivid, fluent and infectious his language is! It immediately attracted the teenager "I" and left him an indelible impression. But this energetic and expressive teenager has now become numb.
People. I just feel bitter, but I can't describe it. Why did he feel and describe it when he was a teenager, but now he can't describe it? Because "at that time, I was still a child, ignorant", but I was ignorant, but I was a lively person. Now I understand, but I have become a "
".Why is this? Because the "thing" mentioned here is actually a set of traditional feudal etiquette and law relations in China, and the feudal hierarchy maintained by this etiquette and law relationship.
The traditional society in China is maintained by a set of feudal etiquette relations, and all these feudal etiquette relations are based on the unequal relations between people. Kings and subjects, big and small officials, bureaucrats and people, teachers and students, fathers and sons, brothers and younger brothers, men and women are regarded as superior and subordinate. There is no equal status or equality between them.
Force, respect for subordinates, "superior" is an order, an order and instruction to "subordinate", and "subordinate" is obedience to "superior".
, is obedient. The reason why Runtu said that he was "not sensible" when he was a child is based on the relationship between etiquette and law that he now understands. "I" is a young master, and he is the son of a long-term worker. The two are unequal. "I" is respected, and moistening the soil is humble. He didn't realize his humble position at that time, and it was extremely inappropriate to say so many words in front of "I" China people should abide by such a set of etiquette and law relations. If they don't abide by this relationship of etiquette and law, they will be regarded as people who don't abide by "rules" and "morality" in China society, and will be punished from all aspects of society. Runtu grew up under the education of such a set of etiquette and law relations, and he is a "
",is a person who speaks" morality ". However, once this relationship of etiquette and law is taken as the criterion for dealing with interpersonal relationships, the thoughts and feelings between people can not be communicated normally, and people's hearts can not be integrated. This is the spiritual tragedy that happened between "I" and "moistening the soil". " I miss Runtu, and Runtu also misses me. They're here.
In the unscrupulous state, an equal and friendly relationship has been established. This relationship left beautiful, warm and happy memories in the hearts of both of them. When I think of my hometown, the first thing I think of is leap soil. In fact, I have been saying "I". "Every time he comes to my house, he always asks about you, which is very
Once. "As long as you think of the scene when he played with" me "in childhood, you can think that these words of Runtu are by no means ordinary.
When two people meet again, "I" and "I am very excited", and Runtu is also very excited: "My face shows joy and desolation; Move your lips "shows how many sincere feelings he has in his heart! However, the feudal etiquette and law relationship blocked these feelings in his heart.
His attitude finally respectful, clear call way:
"sir! ……"
Here, we can hear the bloody sound when two originally fused hearts are torn alive. Runtu no longer just regards "I" as an equal and friendly friend. He put "I" on himself.
about
Status, his own pain, his own sorrow, in such a
In front of people, I can't say it or express it. This title carries a kind of respect, but it also reveals a kind of coldness. In this cold atmosphere, my feelings are also solidified in my heart. Two hearts are blocked by this title and cannot communicate and merge. So I hit one.
"I know there is a" thick barrier of sadness "between two people. Hometown shows us that only the relationship between teenagers and teenagers "I" is in line with human nature. Later, this feudal relationship between etiquette and law was not inherent in human nature, but formed under the pressure of society, which was a distorted human nature. People will not build themselves into a humble and incompetent person in the development of nature. A person's feudal etiquette concept like leap soil is gradually formed under long-term coercive pressure. At the same time, society suppresses a person's humanity and his natural life, making him accustomed to passively enduring all external pressures and all spiritual and material pains. Jumping out of the earth and stabbing Yan with a steel fork, how energetic it is! How brave! However, the feudal relationship between etiquette and law gradually suppressed his vitality, making him have to passively endure all hardships and misfortunes. Only by realizing that the leap soil has lost its youthful vitality can we understand why "there are many children,
, exorbitant taxes, soldiers, bandits, officials, gentry ",can" like a suffering.
".He has no misfortune to confront reality.
He thinks all this is invincible. He can only endure, endure. He tried not to think about his misfortune and forget his hardships as soon as possible. He no longer dares to feel the world, think about life and think about himself. As time went on, his thoughts shrank.
shrink