What's it like to suddenly read a poem?

"In the past, locks were beautiful and keys were beautiful. If you lock it, people will understand. "

I didn't understand this last part of Mu Xin's Once Slow before, and I always thought that "I can only love one person in my life" was the key point. But now I understand the feelings and significance expressed by this sentence. I understand why Haizi's Spring Flowers Facing the Sea is always sad to read, and I also understand Gu Cheng's "When you look at me, it is far away, and when you look at the clouds, it is very close".

I admit that I am dull and unwilling to give up, but as the poem says, "If you lock it, I will understand". Even if you don't give up, you should understand.

When I miss you in the future, all I can think of is "Let him go down to the west wing in the bright moon on the night of unintentional love" or "If I had known this, I would have never met him." But I think I can't bear to be with you every time, and I can't bear to know every clue about your recent situation.

I used to think that love and liking could fade away and we would become good friends. But now I am in my own future, and my feelings for you have not faded, or even changed. The only difference is that I don't expect to be with you forever.

If one day I have the courage, I think I will say to you: I don't regret meeting you. I even appreciate meeting you at this time. You made me understand what it's like to like someone. You made me start reading some poems I didn't understand before, and began to read every poem and listen to every song carefully.

Maybe you are the beginning of my poetic life.

I forgot to say what feelings are.

The feeling is: a little lost, a little relieved, a sigh.

Today is the Mid-Autumn Festival. I wish you all a happy Mid-Autumn Festival and a happy family.