? In my spare time at the weekend, I revisited the semi-biographical film Total Food of the Heart. The protagonist of the story is my favorite poet Rambo. I hope I can get different feelings by watching it again.
I have a strong feeling that I am eager to write a film review for this film, maybe not a film review, because I know I am not qualified, but I can only say how I feel after watching it. I hope everyone will read it with an inclusive heart. The following are just my own objective feelings.
? The above passage is the prologue of the whole movie, and I prefer to regard it as what Wei Erlun said to Rambo.
? The film was recorded in flashback. When Wei Erlun said to Rambo's sister, "The younger generation knows him now. He is the voice of the future. For me, the most important thing is that we create the best works together, the two of us. "
? Both of us/We both ......
? The story of Rambo and Wei Erlun begins.
Rambo grew up in a poor town. His father is a soldier who has served for a long time. When Rambo was six, he left. His mother's education was strictly controlled, and family discord created Rambo's contradictory and bohemian soul. This aspect is not shown in the film, perhaps because the theme of the film is the love story between Rambo and Wei Erlun, not Rambo, and the story of the film starts directly from their meeting.
? This is Rambo's deliberate arrangement and fate in the dark.
? Perhaps it alluded to the general direction of the whole plot from the beginning of the film. At Wei Erlun's dinner table for the first time, Wei Erlun's wife Mathilde looked at Wei Erlun, while Wei Erlun looked meaningfully at Rambo who was lighting a cigarette. There is no doubt that from the moment they first met, Wei Erlun was attracted by Rambo's mysterious temperament. The answer behind is not the body, but the love for the soul. ?
? At the dinner table, Rambo made such a thought-provoking remark, the surface meaning is very simple, but it is such a simple sentence, but I think it covers half of Rambo's personality. Maverick, free and unrestrained, free and easy, true and without disguise, this is Rambo, a poet destined not to integrate into the mainstream society. This is reflected in many scenes in the film.
No matter when I first entered Wei Erlun's house, I had to pee directly, or I smashed a dog of Wei Erlun's father-in-law because the dog was a born liberal, or I put sulfuric acid in the wine of people who criticized him at a poetry meeting and peed on my head in public for people who didn't respect poetry. These behaviors can be answered with words I don't like, so I don't have to bear it, but also express my thoughts crazily. Few people can understand this behavior now, but he is Rambo, so I understand that he is the Rambo who will do what he wants to do to the extreme and will not go against his wishes. But Wei Erlun also understood him. They laughed on their way home and ruined the party. There is no guilt, only crazy joy, because at this moment their hearts are together, they don't belong here, and they are drifting away. There are thousands of people who don't understand, and one person is enough, happy enough and unrestrained enough.
? Another scene is impressive. After Wei Erlun left home for Rambo, Rambo went to the windowsill naked and shouted that Wei Erlun, who was walking downstairs, took off his clothes one by one until he was naked. I didn't understand this behavior when I first saw it. Looking back now, maybe it was Rambo's first confession, or maybe he met his bosom friend naked. Anyway, because he is Rambo, he can do things that no one understands, but he must understand.
? After watching this movie, I still have a question.
? Do Rambo and Wei Erlun really love each other?
? No matter how many comments I read, in my heart, they love each other and know each other, which is a hundred times more important than gender.
? Their love is like an ordinary affair between men and women. Get to know each other, fall in love and leave each other.
? These are three questions Rambo asked Wei Erlun in the room. Obviously, his wife's three questions are all negative.
? So, why do I think Wei Erlun loves Rambo?
? Wei Erlun's descendants gave him a deep and unfeeling evaluation. Affectionate is to love Rambo and his wife's two bodies, and rude is to abandon his wife twice for Rambo. Wei Erlun has a famous saying.
Perhaps in Wei Erlun's mind, loving the body is higher than loving the soul. He loves Rambo's body, but I think he loves Rambo's soul more and is willing to follow it all the time. If you just love Rambo's body, then his wife is enough. I don't think Wei Erlun is a man who embraces all men and women but doesn't really love them. His love for his wife is physical, yes, and maybe money, but his love for Rambo must be spiritual. When I first met Rambo, Wei Erlun had fallen in love with him. When his wife spoke ill of Rambo, Wei Erlun flew into a rage and pushed his pregnant wife to the ground just because she spoke ill of Rambo. Later, Wei Erlun did some strange atrocities to his wife, but later he apologized and prayed for forgiveness.
? This is Rambo's evaluation of his behavior. Poets have more or less crazy seeds in their hearts, or they are unique. They are different from ordinary people, and their souls are above ordinary people. Therefore, later generations say that poets are lonely and not understood. I think their hearts are in an independent glass ball, and the other glass ball belongs to everyone in the world except him.
? As a conservative poet, Wei Erlun is fragile at heart, but he is crazy about Rambo, because Rambo has something in his heart that he never had. Now some people don't find a beloved person in this way. Without Rambo, Wei Erlun would be so prosperous in his life, but when he met Rambo, he would rather overthrow his previous quiet life and wander with Rambo. As Wen himself said later, he chose to wander here, not. Wei Erlun broke Rambo's original life track and wandered into poverty together. His love for Rambo is a kind of worship, a kind of spiritual dependence, and Rambo in his sleep.
Finally, I filmed Rambo, which is better understood as love and killing each other.
? Then why do I think Lan loves Wei Erlun?
Many people say Rambo is heartless, but I think he is more dedicated than anyone else. Although I haven't figured out why Rambo loves Wei Erlun, he still loves him. I don't think he is a person who will pay for money.
what is love ? Does love exist or not? Did Rambo find the answer? I don't know. When answering Wei Erlun's question about love, Rambo only told Wei Erlun that he liked him, but he mentioned love in his later letters. Why only like this word, but also stabbed Wei Erlun's palm with a knife, perhaps because he hates Wei Erlun's impure and affectionate, that is to say, he loves Rambo and his wife at the same time. Such a Wei Erlun is not worthy for Rambo to say the word love. He is more sincere than anyone. He clearly knows what he wants, and his time is not allowed to be dispersed to do other things. In his own words,
This is what Rambo said to Wei Erlun one morning. Yes, Rambo has a free soul. He wants Wei Erlun to be with him. Rambo seemed jealous when Wei Erlun said he couldn't leave his wife at this time.
Wei Erlun accompanied Rambo to see the sea, but Rambo did go to Africa alone. At the seaside, Rambo was as happy as a child, kissing Wei Erlun excitedly. I think this is the deepest love. Seeing what he loves, he really wants to share it with the people he loves most.
But Rambo is indeed more ruthless than Wei Erlun. After being abandoned by Wei Erlun once by boat, he chose to leave, and then he heard gunshots at the Brussels Hotel. Why did you choose to leave? Why did Rambo find him and still choose to leave after Wei Erlun left? I think Rambo's mind has changed. He asked why he had said worse things before, but this time Wei Erlun chose to leave Rambo, leaving a penniless Rambo in London. I can't imagine how Rambo spent that time in London. He began to miss Wei Erlun and write to him, or thought that his feelings had come to an end and could not continue.
In the end, Rambo chose to leave.
But love is never broken.
During Wei Erlun's trial, Rambo dropped the charges several times, and Wei Erlun's wife accused him of sodomy. He ended up in prison for two years. Wei Erlun's wife Mathilde is also an important figure in the film. I'm afraid Wei Erlun didn't expect his wife to be so rude in the end, as most modern women are. They can tolerate you again and again, but after they really break their hearts, they will refuse to look back.
? The poet Rambo, whose creative career ended at the age of 19, has lived the life of others for more than ten years in his eyes. As he said, the world is too old to be new, and everyone has said it.
What about us? Can you pursue the life you want?
? Even if the result is still defeated by reality.
? Are you still willing?
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