Selected from History of March 29th Revolution in Guangzhou (Zhi Min Bookstore, 1926 edition). Lin Juemin (1887-1911), a native of Minhou, Fujian (now Fuzhou), was one of the 72 martyrs in Huanghuagang. He was only 25 when he died.
I want to say goodbye to you with this book! When I wrote this book, I was still alone in this world; By the time you read this book, I have become a ghost of the underworld. I wrote this book with tears and pen and ink, so I can't stop. I'm afraid you won't pay attention to my intentions, say that I will die without you, and say that I don't know that you don't want me to die, so I will bear the sorrow for you.
I love you, that is, I love you enough to die. Since I met you, I have been wishing all lovers in the world well; However, there are red clouds everywhere, and the streets are full of wolves and dogs. How many can win? Sima Chun can't learn much. As the saying goes: the benevolent "is old, and people are old; Young and young, and young people. "I love you and help the whole world love what they love, so I dare to die before you, regardless of you. You care about my heart, and when you cry, you care about the people of the world. You should be willing to sacrifice your well-being and mine for the happiness of the people of the world. Don't be sad!
Do you remember? One evening four or five years ago, I tasted this sentence: "Let me die first, and I will die first." You were angry when you first heard the news, but after I explained it, I didn't say that my words were affirmative, but I didn't answer a word. I mean, with your weakness, I can't stop losing my sadness. I will die first, leaving my suffering to you. I can't bear it in my heart. I'd rather you die first, and I'll be sad. Hey, honey! Who knew my minions died before you? I really can't forget you! Recalling the house in the backstreet, I entered the corridor and passed the front and back halls, with a 30% to 40% discount. There is a small hall and a room next to it, where you and I live together. I got married for three or four months for the first time, and around the day of hope in winter, the moon shadow was screened out of the window and vaguely disappeared; I am holding hands with (you), and I am serious in a low voice. Why don't you say anything? Why not complain? Think about it today, extra tears. I also recall six or seven years ago, when I fled back to my hometown, you cried and said to me, "I hope I can tell my concubine if I travel far in the future." I am willing to follow you. " And I promise you. When I came home more than ten days ago, I just wanted to talk to you about my trip. I was opposite you, but I couldn't say it. I was even more afraid that you would be drunk every day because your body was sad. Hey, honey! The sadness in my heart at that time was beyond description.
I really want to die with you. First, judging from today's situation, natural disasters can die, thieves can die, thieves can die on the day of partition, traitors and corrupt officials can die, and in today's China, there is no place in the country that can't die at any time. At that time, either let me watch you die or let you watch me die. what can I do? Can you restrain yourself? Just won't die, just won't meet, will only make the eyes of the two places into bones and fossils. How many times have you seen ancient second time around? It's harder to die, so what do you do? Today, I am lucky to be with you. There are countless people in the world who have died unjustly and don't want to leave. They love our generation, how can they stand it? I dare to die spontaneously, regardless of you. I die today without regret, and people with their own comrades can't succeed in national affairs. In a flash, Yixin is five years old and an adult. You are good at caressing him and making him filial to me. I doubt what's in your belly. Women will be like you. I am very comforted. Still a man, then teach him to take his father's ambition as his ambition, and then there will still be two holes after I die. Lucky, lucky! After my home, I will be poor, poor and bitter, just living a quiet life.
I am speechless for you today. I live under the grave and hear you cry, so I can cry together. I don't believe in ghosts on weekdays, but now I hope there is. People nowadays also say that telepathy is correct. I hope what they say is true. Then when I die, my spirit is still with you, and you don't have to be sad without a partner.
I have never talked to you with ambition in my life, which is my fault; However, I am afraid that you worry about me every day. I sacrificed my life to worry you, which is beyond my capacity. I love you so much that I'm afraid I can't finish what I planned for you. You are my lucky, why not be lucky to be born in China today! I am lucky to have you, so why not have today's China! A pawn can't stand loneliness. Hey, honey! There are still thousands of unfinished things, which can be simulated. I can't see you today! You can't leave me, but you always get me in your dreams! One is fear! Xin Wei reads six nights and four drums in March, which means to write Chinese calligraphy.
Mothers at home are all literate, so I hope to ask them for advice if you have any questions. I will be lucky to do my best.
[Yi Yingqing] Yi Ying is the name of the author's wife. Qingqing, an old nickname between husband and wife, is often used to address the woman.
Finish writing this book.
Metaphor street is full of dogs 】 【 streets are full of red clouds, streets are bloody and brutal qing dynasty rule.
のの and "enough" are the same.
"Spring shirt" should be "blue shirt". See pipa xing. Here, I deeply sympathize with the people's suffering.
[Too forgetful] The ancients said "too forgetful", which means that the most cultivated people forget their emotions.
As the saying goes.
See Mencius Hui Liang Wang Shang. It means to respect the elders of my family, and it means to respect the elders of other people's families; Taking good care of my children can promote the care of others' children. The first word "Lao" as a verb means "love"; The first word "young" is also used as a verb to mean "love". "Ji" is a verb.
Expansion.
Let me die before me.
Can't ban 】 【 can't stand it.
[(You)] The original text is missing, and it is supplemented according to the context.
Pregnant.
"Inch tube" is synonymous with writing brush.
[First] But.
[Suppression] or, indicating choice.
According to an ancient legend, there was a woman whose husband went out and didn't come back, hoping that he would come back. He climbs the mountain every day, and from a distance, he turns into a stone. Later, people called it Wang Mishi.
Metaphor broken mirror can be round 】 【 husband and wife reunited after separation or break.
Comply with nature. It means simple and simple.
[Yixin] Lin Juemin's son's name.
[Xiao] Yes.
Phase sum (Hè) corresponding sum.
There is a saying in telepathy, which was said by some idealists in modern times.
Losing a partner.
Really, really.
I love you to the extreme. To the extreme.
Marriage.
Devote oneself to one's own ethics. Here, I mean take care of yourself.
The letter was written on the white cloth square towel at that time, so the square towel was short.
Imagine and think.
Xin Wei should be Xinhai, that is, 19 1 1 year.
[Reading 6] 26th. Read, count and capitalize twenty (twenty).
In this last letter, the author is full of thoughts, euphemistically describing his deep affection for his wife and his deep love for the motherland in distress, showing the lofty spirit of a democratic revolutionary soldier. The article revolves around the contradictory and complicated feelings of "I love you very much" but I can't help but "die without you". This is a sentimental and passionate song, an ode to love and a song of justice.
Book with Wife/Lin Juemin
I love my wife because I saw her: now I use this letter to say goodbye to you forever! When writing this letter, I am still alone in this world; By the time you read this letter, I have become a ghost of the underworld. When writing this letter, tears fell with pen and ink. I want to put down my pen when I can't finish writing the letter, but I'm afraid that you won't observe my mind and say that I have the heart to abandon you and die, and I'm afraid that I don't know that you don't want me to die, so I said these words to you regardless of my grief.
I love you very much, and it is the thought of loving you that makes me die bravely. Since I met you, I have always hoped that all lovers in the world will be well. However, there are blood clouds everywhere, and the streets are full of fierce wolves and dogs. How many can be satisfied? Jiangzhou Sima sympathized with the Pipa girl's experience and shed tears. I can't learn from the sage with high ideological level and forget my feelings. As the old saying goes, caring people "respect their old people, so as to promote them to respect other people's old people and love their children, so as to promote them to love other people's children". I expand my love for you and help people all over the world to love their loved ones, so I dare to die before you and ignore you. You can understand how I feel. After crying, you also regard the people in the world as the people you miss. You should be willing to sacrifice the well-being of you and me all your life and seek permanent happiness for the people all over the world. Don't be sad! This resource comes from my favorite language:/
Do you remember? One night four or five years ago, I once said to you, "I would rather let you die first than let me die first." You are very angry when you hear this. Later, after my euphemistic explanation, although you didn't say that I was right, you had nothing to answer. I mean, with your thin body, you can't bear the grief of losing me. I'll die first, leaving the pain to you. I can't bear it in my heart. I'd rather you die first and let me bear the grief. Alas! Who knew I would die before you? I really can't forget you! Recall our home in backstreet, enter the gate, cross the corridor, pass the front hall and back hall, and turn three or four corners. There is a small hall and a room next to it, where you and I live together. Just married for three or four months, just before and after the fifteenth day of the winter month, the sparse plum branches outside the window covered the shadow of the moon; Ok, I'll hold hands with you, keep your voice down and say nothing. What feelings are not to talk about? Up to now, I recall the scene at that time, leaving only tears. I also recall that six or seven years ago, when I left home with my family and came home, you whispered to me, "I hope to fly away in the future." Please tell me about it. I am willing to travel with you. " I promised you, too. When I went home ten days ago, I wanted to tell you about this trip by the way. When I faced you, I didn't speak. And because you are pregnant, I am even more afraid that you can't bear the sadness, so I just want to drink as drunk as a fiddler every day. Alas! The sadness in my heart at that time could not be described in words.
I really want to grow old with you, but according to the present situation, natural disasters can kill people, thieves can kill people, powers can carve up China and corrupt officials can kill people. Our generation lives in today's China, and people can't always die in the country. Then let me watch you die, or let you watch me die what can I do? Or can you do this? Even if we can't die, but the husband and wife can't meet each other when they leave, let our eyes see through and the bones turn to stone in vain. When have we seen second time around since ancient times? So this separation is more painful than death. What will it do? Today, you and I are both alive, and those who don't deserve to die and those who don't want to be separated can't be counted by numbers. Can people like us who are single-minded about love tolerate such things? This is because I dare to ignore your life and death! I am now dead without regret, and my comrades are still fighting for the success or failure of state affairs. Yixin is five years old and will grow up in a blink of an eye. I hope you can raise him well and make him like me. The fetus in your belly, I guess she is a girl, but the girl must look like you, I am very pleased. Maybe it's another boy. You should educate him to take his father's ambition as his own, so that there will still be two holes in my mind after I die. So happy, so happy! Our family's future life should be very poor, but poverty has no pain, just living quietly.
I have nothing to say to you now. I heard your crying from a distance under the grave, and I should respond with it. I don't usually believe in ghosts, but now I hope so. Now some people say that telepathy has a way, I hope this is true. Then when I die, my soul can barely stay with you, and you don't have to be sad about losing your partner. I never told you my ambition, which is my fault; But tell you, I'm afraid you worry about me every day. I die for my country, and I won't refuse to die a hundred times, but worrying you is really beyond my capacity. I love you to the extreme, so my plan for you is not comprehensive. You are lucky to marry me, but why were you born in China today? I am lucky to marry you, but why was I born in China today? I can't bear to perfect myself after all. Alas! The square towel is short and meaningful, and there are thousands of words to be said. You can understand the unfinished words with a square towel. I can't see you now, and you can't forget me. Maybe you will dream about me in your dream! It's so sad to write here! Xin Weinian wrote it by hand at midnight on March 26th.