Holiday Guilt

I don’t know when the school will open!

Suddenly, for the first time, I am not used to the unusual holiday! According to the prescribed school start time during the holiday, at this moment, I have just finished my evening self-study!

Because I’m used to busy days, I can’t take any time off! I feel uncomfortable when I’m free! This seems unreasonable, but someone specifically explained it and it was quite plausible!

Some people say that being busy is a kind of happiness, leaving us no time to experience pain; running around is a kind of happiness, allowing us to truly feel life; being tired is a kind of enjoyment, leaving us no time to feel empty.

You are as happy as you are busy. That’s the truth! ?

People, if you have something you have never owned before, you want to show it off with excitement! It’s always more reassuring than losing it unconsciously!

Students are always envious of teachers because they don’t have to do homework during the holidays. They sometimes ask me, teacher, you have no homework during the holidays, so what are you doing in your spare time? At this time, my opportunity for ideological education came: the teacher was sleeping in. The students shouted loudly. Seeing their inner imbalance, I said, when I was your age, I didn't sleep around and had to do a lot of homework every day. So I just thought about getting into school, getting a job, making a lot of money, having whatever I want to eat, buying whatever I want to wear, sleeping as long as I want, and no longer being controlled by the teacher. After hard work, now I have realized my wish of not having to do homework. Will you ever have such a day?

Repeatedly warn students: Tomorrow comes tomorrow, there are so many tomorrows, and if I wait for tomorrow, everything will be wasted. Instead, I became a negative example!

Actually, I think that I can continue to do the homework assigned by the teacher like I was a student, so that I can overcome laziness and improve some abilities and knowledge by doing homework like a student.

It has been a full 40 days since the holiday. The days of staying at home to prevent the epidemic should be very leisurely, but I am very lazy and undisciplined. Even if I want to do something, I can't muster the energy. I sleep until I wake up naturally in the morning and live a night owl life. Watch movies, watch mobile phones, wave flags and shout in work groups, WeChat groups, and QQ groups, requesting to upload learning and other educational pictures or videos, let parents supervise their children, and let children see their own requirements and think of their own when playing on their mobile phones. Responsibilities. Of course, I also know whether this effect is good or not, and it probably has little effect. Because the actual situation is that many children in my class are in the countryside. The signal in the countryside is sometimes good or weak, and whether you can access the Internet is still a problem. Even if they have access to the Internet, I don’t know whether children can follow online classes honestly. However, I still have to remind you, as always. What if the naughty child is moved?

? I still insist on reading books, walking around the house, and doing housework. I read several books and wiped the floor again and again. However, I still feel that my mind is empty, my body is weak and weak, the floor becomes dirty quickly after being wiped, and the book is quickly forgotten after reading it. During the vacation, I collected "Jinta Education" from 2018 to January 2020 and wanted to read them all again, but it didn't happen. I wrote a few articles, but there was no inspiration, no high-level wording, and nothing happened.

? In the past few days, I have watched the TV series "The Mask", "The New World", "Golden Lawyer" and "Celebrating the Year", and watched the Oscar-winning "Parasite", "1917" and "Forrest Gump" "I also watched some VIP movies "Interstellar Exploration", "Liberation: Final Rescue", "The Godfather", and also watched many Chinese movies "Young You", "Nezha: The Devil Boy Comes to the World", "Ip Man 4", etc., etc. When I was reading, I had many insights and had the urge to write. As a result, I was too lazy to write, and the final result was that nothing was left after reading.

Follow the news on the Wuhan epidemic on your mobile phone, read public accounts, check WeChat, and log in to QQ. Read more and think more about Fang Fang's "Wuhan Diary" in "Xiaoyin Poetry". The epidemic has made the city as silent as night. Whose fault is this? Everyone is at fault. When you watch the news and look at the numbers, sometimes they are cold and sometimes they are not necessarily true. When people reach middle age, they can look at problems from multiple perspectives. For example, Hegel once said: "Existence is rationality." In this case, it should not be surprising that the bad, ugly, evil... all kinds of things exist. However, I am still stubborn, always thinking that everything that is kind, just, and beautiful should have good results, so I want to know the truth, but the truth is always far away from me, so I worry blindly.

? Remind yourself again and again that busying around is a shame and a kind of depravity, and you should do more practical things.

To say that teachers are good at reasoning, life is neither busyness nor procrastination, nor respect for laziness, nor is it the confusion after things pile up after school starts. Life is about daily sorting out. With an arrangement that is substantial but not crowded.

But in fact, for people who are used to being busy, guilt often comes from wasted time!