At night
I suffered three times: vagrancy, love and survival.
I have three kinds of happiness: poetry, the throne and the sun.
In the dark, the poet told his life succinctly: "In the dark/I suffered three times: vagrancy, love and survival/I have three kinds of happiness: poetry, throne and sun/"From this poem, we can see the purity of Haizi. Wandering, love, survival. These real things in life are suffering for him. Poetry, the throne and the sun are all unrealistic, and what poetry refers to is obvious. What is the throne? It should mean the kind that is ideal and controllable. The sun is the hope in my heart. Find happiness in suffering and have happiness in suffering. This is a poet who keeps exploring.