How to understand the poem Tears?

Fourteen lines

Light rain falls on your loose sideburns,

Like broken beads in blue algae,

Or a dead fish scoop turned over on the waves,

Shining with mysterious and sad light;

Seduce and take away my blue soul,

Sleeping in the dream kingdom of love and death,

With golden air and purple sun,

Poor people were there crying with joy;

Like a thin, black old cat,

In the dim light, I am haggard,

Out of my previous hypocritical and sincere pride;

Then, follow it to stumble in the light fog;

Like red foam floating in an amber clock,

I hide the tears of love in the dark memory.