Brothers and sisters in the Lord, what should I do?

We all pray for you, and you should also pray for yourself. It is best to find some spiritual elders to analyze the reasons, and then pray for your blessing and God to heal you. All you have to do is read the Bible every day. After all, the word of God is still powerful and has healing power. Moreover, if you want to grow up, you must eat spiritual beams. Otherwise, if your spirit has no power, how can you resist Satan's attack? May God bless you, heal you and bless you in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen!