Honey, do you remember? Our first night was a carnival night, which was on Tuesday night before lent in 1823. I can't remember which theater I was in and what kind of party I held. In short, we all have to attend. Stop writing and kiss your beautiful lips. Let me keep writing. I am convinced that no force, including death, can erase that moment from my memory. At this moment, every hour of that night has been replayed in my mind one by one, one fragment after another, one detail after another, just like the stars in the night passing by my eyes. Isn't it? You should have gone to the dance, but you didn't go because you were waiting for me. Poor angel! How charming your people are and how deep your love is! The small bedroom is full of quiet and harmonious atmosphere. Outside the window, the city of Paris is frolicking and singing, and those people wearing masks pass by noisily. The whole country is immersed in a happy atmosphere, but we quietly hide our sweet programs and chew them slowly. Compared with our true intoxication, the intoxication in Paris is not worthy of the name. My lovely angel, you will never forget this wonderful moment that changed your future life. 1February, 833 17, that night symbolizes that a great and sacred thing was conceived in your heart. Noisy, noisy, strange false images and bustling crowds were abandoned by you at that night, in pursuit of mystery, loneliness and love. ...
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You know, I'm glad you can open the door for me! This not only satisfied my curiosity, but also let me know your life, your love and your thinking. But in order not to lie to you, I must tell you that this visit has brought me sadness and terrible depression! I feel more deeply how far away you and I are and how uncoordinated I am to you! It's not your fault, my poor baby. It's not my fault either. It seems to be my fault. I can't absurdly blame you too much for my misfortune, but dear, even if not, I still want to tell you: I feel that I am the most pitiful woman in the world. As long as you have a little pity on me, please help me escape from this humiliating predicament. This is a situation that tortures me both physically and mentally. Please help me stand up, my kind angel. I depend on you and the future! I beg you.
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I came back yesterday. I have read your poems. I had dinner and recorded it. Then I go to bed. I read your newspaper. I fell asleep and dreamed of you. I woke up at eight this morning and got up almost immediately. I did some housework and mended the clothes I wore yesterday ... at half past two, I started copying. I'll write to you after copying. My commander, this is a short report. Are you satisfied? The shift supervisor himself expressed satisfaction. After dinner, I intend to let the children recite and count the poems in Autumn Leaves. ...
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If life can buy happiness, then my life has long since disappeared. ...
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I love you. I have a lot. You made me very happy last night. If this night can last until the end of my life, I won't have any regrets or any other extravagant hopes. ...
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I am writing to you. I can write wherever I want. I love your heart like a fairy in the sky, and I will talk to you in the words of a girl who raises chickens and ducks. ..... I enrich your thoughts with the love in my heart. ...
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In your eyes, everything is unforgivable. You still think I am a woman in everyone's eyes: poverty can throw her into the arms of any rich man who is willing to buy her first. This is the crux of our parting ways, sad but irresistible. This is the last thing I can stand. ...
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Victor, last night, you insulted my past misfortune with the same slanderous language as Miss George. You laughed at the love and pain that accompanied you for fifteen months ... I beg you not to refuse my sincere love and pure and strong feelings for you. Don't be like those children. When you see the old man passing by, you can't believe that he once had a young and strong life. I, I once loved you wholeheartedly, and I cherish all your letters; And this handkerchief you gave me, it doesn't belong to me anymore. ...
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Gossip makes me feel at a loss. I have experienced the same experience as the characters in your play. People don't understand me. This unprofitable and glorious battle consumed all my health and reason. I am considered a woman with no brains and no future. I can't live any longer ... really: I can't live any longer. Fear haunts me and reminds me of ending this life. ...
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Dear Victor, at this moment, I am still immersed in the excitement we brought last night ... Yesterday,1July 2, 834, at 10: 30 in the evening, I, Juliet, was the happiest and proudest woman in the world. I declare that only then can I really understand the meaning of loving you and being loved by you. This letter is a written proof, a proof of my mood. This certificate will play a role in my future life. In the days to come, I will think about it every day, every hour and every minute. I promise that my mood will be the same as today. There is only one kind of love-love for you and only one kind of missing-missing you. 1834 At 3 pm on July 4th, Juliet testified in Paris-the witness's signature was my 1000 kisses in the letter.
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Oh, come on, you can't get purer, truer and more lasting love than a bad woman like me can give you. How do you want me to make up for this crime that I didn't cause, I don't know where it came from, and my body and mind didn't participate? You can sentence. As long as we don't sentence our love to death, I will accept any punishment. ...
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In the distance, I am about to die ... You hate me, you hate me, you despise me, is it true? ..... whatever you ask me to do, I can do it. Oh, my God! Please tell me, do you still want me? ……
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I don't know what I don't want to do as long as I don't owe money! Oh, my God! How disgusting and shameful it is to be in debt! My love, how great and noble it is that you give me love without caring about my past. ...
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I am as stupid as a dog, being led by the nose: a little soup, a kennel and an iron chain, which is my good luck! However, the owner still takes his dog with him all day, and I am not so lucky! My chain is buckled, so don't try to untie it! ……
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Do you remember when we went out? Do you remember when you and I hugged each other tightly on the hood of the mail truck? Hand in hand, we abandoned everything except love. Wherever I visit churches and museums, I am full of excitement and praise. There are so many masterpieces that we are excited! How good are you at telling me about them, The Secret Behind, because you like them! I climbed so many steps and finally reached the top of the tower! Because you climbed in front of me! ……
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I'm familiar with every one of your works, really. Well, every time I reread it, I always get more fun than the first time I read it. It's like I know every detail of your pretty face. I can call out every hair and beard of yours. This does not prevent me from being surprised and attached to every unexpected beauty. ...
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I must go to our big tree unless the whole sky turns into rain. This tree has no effect on me. It hasn't sent me a word yet. It is an ungrateful tree, although I love it more than other younger and cuter trees! Ungrateful is the nature of people and trees. ...
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I'm not the only one who found out. The fact is that you have changed, and so have your habits and feelings. I may be the only one who will die of grief, but what does this have to do with you? Since the family is' happy', the family is' happy' ...
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I live with you, a beloved mistress, not a woman who relies on old love. Other than that, I have no other ideas. I don't ask for or want a pension. ...
20.
You are so beautiful. Really, I will be jealous when you are with me, not to mention when you are not with me ... I hope I am the only one who loves you, because my heart can give you the love that any woman has. ...
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Your love for me poured down, and I couldn't move or breathe. My trust in you may be drowned in the ruins of our relationship. ...
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I believe that if one day God appears, it must be you. You are my God, my faith, my religion and my future ... God must have created you in his image, because I love God because I love you, and I worship you because I worship God. ...
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I don't want a French academy, theater or bookstore; I hope there is only one road in the world, a mail truck and a hotel, and only one Zhu Zhu loves each other deeply. ...
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I'm afraid of everything, and everything makes me desperate when I leave. I admit that you took me out of kindness, but this visit to the Duchess of Orleans is becoming a torture for me, because there is no suitable time and occasion. What I haven't worn yet looks a bit messy; However, this woman exudes some charm because of this great misfortune, that is to say, besides her elegant posture, there are things that may make you more fascinated. I have to admit that no matter how brave my love is and how much I trust your loyalty, I always feel uneasy when I have to fight with my bare hands. ...
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I'm useless. Even if I want to make you happy, there's nothing I can do. In the past two and a half years, it's hard to see you understand me. I only live to love you and get your love. You have done everything the noblest and most generous spirit of sacrifice can do. But this is by no means love, just the extreme integrity and kindness beyond any language. I have no illusions about myself. Besides, I love you so much that I have to calm down. I understand that in the past two years, you have no love for me, even though you are wearing a crown of love in your manners. This can only prove your upbringing at best. For a person with love in his heart, a fierce quarrel is sometimes more convincing than a cold love story; A few feet on the stomach is more affectionate than a kiss on the forehead and lips. For more than two years, I realized this sadly. ...
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I know very well that some women are haunting you. They please you and your self-esteem as a man and a poet. You are curious and have a desire to see them one by one. I don't want to ruin it. I just think I will die because of something ungrateful, that's all. ...
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I am desperate inside, but I love you. The merciful God can torture my mind at will; But the last call in my heart will be my call for your love, my dearest …
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For the sake of your most sacred thing and my extreme pain, dear, don't pretend to be generous. Don't make yourself sad just to comfort me. This kind of sacrifice, no matter how thorough you do it, will not make me have an illusion for a long time; I think if I trust you at the expense of your happiness and get cheated again, I can't forgive myself … at this moment, my Lord! If you think that I have completely atoned for my sin-the sin that I was born involuntarily, please have pity on me. Have pity on my God, don't let me see my lover suffer because of my fault. I love him more than my own life, more than happiness, more than the sacred happiness in heaven. Why don't you leave me this last drop of bitter wine alone? Let him be happy with other women instead of suffering with me. Oh, my God, my hands are folded. Please let him choose freely, give him real generosity, enlighten him with real responsibility and give him real happiness! I will bless you, and I will resign myself to fate without complaint. ...
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Dear, I am much happier than the man who wrote to you yesterday. I don't admit that I have any rights to you. You took away the most precious nineteen years of my life, which has no effect on your rest, your status and happiness. ...
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My love is so sincere that I can't leave any self-esteem for myself. I want to be happy again where I find happiness. I look for and beg for my happiness in the street day and night. For it, I can be obedient and beg for it, but I won't stop until I reach my goal. I will accept any charity you give me with your heart and hands. No matter how sympathetic you are to me, I will say thank you. I am proud that I love you more than anyone else in the world. I don't boast, but I think I am successful in this matter. It is my ideal to die for you. ...
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The craze for first love is long gone, and there is only obligation, sympathy and mutual respect between us. Why force those forms? ..... lose the feelings of girls who are extremely out of line with their age. ..... When people reach a certain age, they shouldn't have that delicate feeling, and they shouldn't pretend to be young. ...
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You abandoned me so carelessly, so cruel and unfair. You want to be self-respecting, but no matter how sad I am. ...
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I haven't seen you for two months or even eight years. ...
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You can be more cruel, you are no longer loyal to me physically and mentally ... those days that are completely owned by you are engraved in your heart. But I also remember the day when you refused physical contact on the pretext of health. I know there was another woman in your heart at that time. ...