Excuse me, "I want to squander my youth and become a captain with a heart of stone."

"That poem by Chu Zi Haizi? Is there the full text?"

From "Looking to the North" by Haizi

The full text is:

Why did I think of you when I was at the seaside

Unfortunate and beautiful My destiny

Thinking of you, I cut a window in the rock

Looking at the seven bright stars

Looking at the north and the seven daughters of the north

Flickering fire on the July sea

Why do I drink with an ax and blood like water

But look with burning lips

With my head Looking north with bright red lips

Maybe it’s because I’m blind

Then I’m a blind poet

In the earliest days of July

I will run through these deserted streets tonight thinking of you

Tomorrow, when I wake up tomorrow, I will be a new person

I will become a child of the universe and a child of the century

Squandering my own youth

Then giving up the throne of love

Being a hard-hearted captain

Traveling through noisy cities

p>

It’s hard for me to dream about anything

Except for the first July, forever July

July is the golden season

When the poor collect their wages in the fishing port

My July haunts me, like the lonely snake that loves me

——She will be in the painful and bitter sea Spend a lifetime