For the sake of the distance, some people can't sleep, dream of it, and are willing to give up everything for it, because it is passion; Some people may never mention it to others, or even deny that they have been far away, because distance is the secret in their hearts forever.
I think I belong to the kind of person who has a distant complex.
When I was a child, I always liked to fold paper into a boat and put it in a stream. The boat was soaked and swallowed up by water before it went far, but I still folded it tightly and put it firmly.
I had the idea of running away from home when I was a student. Once I was angry with my mother and didn't come home for two days. Because I was penniless, I didn't go far and stayed at my classmate's house for two days.
When I graduated from normal school, my volunteer assignment form was filled with sideline, but I didn't know what sideline was about at that time, so I was assigned to teach in the most remote middle school in the local area. Now I am afraid to think about it. However, in such a place where I am far away from my relatives and the conditions are extremely poor, I still aspire to work in a farther place. I have contacted Hainan, Xinjiang, Shenlongjia and other places, and I have also moved. Really, I want to go where others don't want to go.
With the growth of my age, I entered the marriage hall and had a happy home. I thought my restless heart would calm down from now on, but when night falls and the moon rises, another yearning for the distance will rise in my heart. ...
Come to think of it, life really has little time to be dominated by myself, so I cherish every night that really belongs to me. It may be a modern city, and the besieged family is too suffocating, so when night comes, it will aggravate our desire for the distance.
I am eager to travel around the world, go to Tibet to see the Yarlung Zangbo River Grand Canyon, go to Shaolin Temple to meet the old monk, gallop on the Mongolian grassland and go to Kashmir to herd sheep. ...
I hope to climb a high mountain, even if the last feeling is just that I am naive; I want to see the desert, even if I can't see the oasis but just a mirage; I want to climb the top of Mount Tai, but I can't see the other side of the sea. After enjoying other mountains, all the mountains look short under the sky. ..
I yearn for a distant place, maybe it is not really far away, but it must be a brand-new, mysterious, free place that I can pursue. It may be close at hand, but it is a strange virgin land that has never been developed. Affect my interest, follow my interest. Maybe it doesn't belong to the same world as me, but we are connected. I yearn for such a distance-the distance of my life, and I am willing to trudge for her until the day when my life stops.
Through the rolling world of mortals, I feel this starlight-like beauty in "The Closest Family", so that those dusty dream flowers that don't wither in first frost decorate, infect and soothe my bitter heart that still yearns for the distance. I believe that not only I, but everyone has woven a beautiful dream for the distance in their hearts, because the pursuit and yearning for the distance is the spiritual pillar of people.
"I traveled thousands of miles to Qian Shan just to find a pool of clear water in my dream, wash away all the dust and erase the dusty heart." Not all people can realize their distant dreams like San Mao. Maybe the distant dream in my heart will never come true, but the distance is still in my heart, because it is a kind of longing and a beautiful yearning.