Although I have always claimed to be a handsome boy who is always eighteen years old, in fact, this is just a persona of mine on Baidu. The real me is neither young nor handsome, but I just stay at home all day. A burly man ordering takeout. The reason why I say I am no longer young is because I have listened to these songs:
There is a girl named Xiaofang in the village, who is good-looking and kind-hearted.
This is "Xiao Fang" by Li Chunbo. When I first heard this song, I was a young lady playing in the mud in the countryside. My uncle who was working outside came to my house and gave it to my mother. I bought a two-speaker tape recorder, and also bought a lot of duo tapes and pop song tapes. My mother liked to listen to duo tapes at that time, and my uncle liked to listen to pop songs. As for me, of course I still like to play in the mud, and throwing mud bubbles is really awesome. More interesting than duets and pop songs.
But being a muddy person, I still heard some classic duets from this dual-speaker recorder, such as "Bao Gong Accompanying Love", "Viewing Paintings in the West Chamber", "Returning to a Cup", etc., etc. I listened to some popular songs at the time, including "Hua Xin", and the one that left a deep impression on me was "Xiao Fang" because the lyrics are simple and the melody is simple. The lyrics are so simple that they don't look like poetry, but more like a story. One lonely night after a heartbroken man returned to the city, he remembered a country girl named Xiaofang. This girl gave him all her love, but he resolutely returned to the city, and went back alone. I didn’t take Xiaofang with me. Maybe it was because I was having an unsatisfactory life in the city that I remembered that country girl and pretended to thank Xiaofang for the love she gave him. To put it bluntly, she was just a free sex partner. I didn’t know how to cherish it back then, but I will know how to cherish it after returning to the city. Already?
When I heard this song again many years later, I was now the beautiful boy who claimed to be eighteen years old forever. When I heard Li Ronghao cover it in "I Am a Singer", it had a different flavor, but that scumbag The image is still in my mind, lingering.
Goodbye, dear dream girl, I want to go far away to find the future.
When I was in junior high school, we had to sing together five minutes before the first class in the morning and afternoon. The art committee member started it. Our art committee member at that time sang very well, but she could never sing difficult songs. , because we were afraid that we wouldn’t be able to sing. The song she composed the most was "Outside the Window" which was still popular in rural areas at that time.
At that time, I was trapped in a township with only 9 villages, unable to move. The farthest place I could go was the county, but I could only go there once or twice a year, or so. I visit relatives, and when I go to the county, I stay at my relatives' houses, unable to move or have any freedom. So at that time, I liked to ride my bicycle around the countryside. I visited almost all of the more than 20 natural villages in nine villages. But I still yearn for the outside world, so the line "I want to go to a distant place to find the future" in this song is particularly close to my heart. Of course, today, many years later, I finally know how sad this lyric is. In my hometown, I can only secretly look at the girl in my dreams, but when I go far away, I am also deeply confused.