Many people like to say modestly, "I am tone deaf." However, when I turned on my voice, I was surprised by four seats. Perhaps it is because of the modesty of China people that every time I say I can't sing, no one believes me except Bug and Jingjing. No, it was my classmate a long time ago.
There is a world of difference between "unable to sing" and "unable to sing".
The explanation given by the internet is called "aphonia", and I, like the fool at the entrance to the village, can't be cured.
I sometimes think that if I was born in this era, with advanced technology and convenient network communication, my illness of not singing can be explained, then I wouldn't have to be bullied so much.
Yes, because I can't sing, I have experienced school violence.
Once, I was a transfer student, because my aunt was a teacher, so I was not old enough to join that class. I am young and a foreigner. At first, I was Bao Er in my class. The change happened in a music class. The teacher asked me to sing in front. At that time, I didn't know I really couldn't sing. "Swallow, wear colorful clothes ..." As soon as I opened my mouth, the whole class laughed at me. The young female teacher asked me to stand there. The worst boy in our class is holding his nose and imitating me. At that time, I didn't know what personality was and what humiliation was. I stood there, afraid to cry. However, a class is not over yet. After that, the worst boy bullied me every day. He drew a turtle on the back of my new clothes, sat the fool in our class in my seat, and kicked my back in class ... Later, I don't remember what happened. Anyway, because we have no student status, we are no longer classmates, but I still remember those nightmare days.
Even later, I hit the worst boy with a stick; Even after many years, the worst boy has become gentle. But in my eyes, he is still the devil, or the boy who is full of something.
I don't know how other people understand the fact that they can't sing, but "aphonia" is indeed a reality. Although I don't know which hospital can diagnose it, I don't know whether it meets the disability standard. If anyone knows, please tell me.
In this world, many people have irreparable shortcomings that I can't cure, so there is no need to run away from anything.
Maybe there are people who hurt me in front of the screen. If they don't keep their mouths shut, they will die easily.