Time is imperceptible, but I know it later. I don't know how many times I have experienced this experience. I used to think that it was difficult for the sea to touch water. At that time, eternal amber was just ordinary, and there was no time to waste.
I remember that year, I patted my chest and said to my mother seriously, "mom, I will study hard."
Looking back now, I was innocent at that time, and now I am deeply helpless.
Time has gradually melted the snow and ice on the mountain, melted my initial pursuit of dreams, and melted the years that she never passed away.
Silent night, I miss you, but I leave you alone. But there's nothing I can do. Being single makes me happy. Lying in bed, lifting the pillow, tossing and turning, recalling the years you and I walked together, it was really beautiful and I was very proud. I can't get over it for a long time. "Why do you often cry? Because I love this land deeply.
It means that I can clearly understand myself now, what I lack now, and what I don't lack. At least I know what I need and I have to struggle, so I am already satisfied.
However, if time can rewind the picture, I hope I can still stick to the simple sentence "I will study hard" at that time, even if the ending is terrible and I can't bear to look straight. Because in this world, my mother knows me best, and she knows what I should choose.
Sometimes, when no one in the world understands your feelings anymore, you must learn to understand yourself. Only in this way can you understand the feelings of others when you learn to understand yourself.