I think of you. You need to misunderstand my poem.

I turn my heart to the bright moon, which shines on the ditch.

It means that I am good to you and good to you, but you are indifferent and ungrateful. Your sincere efforts have not been rewarded and respected.

The poem "I compare my heart to the bright moon, and the bright moon shines on the ditch" comes from the brilliant pipa of the Yuan Dynasty.