I have been at the same table with her for three years. It can be said that she accompanied me through the most arrogant and bloody time of a boy!
She is the top student in her class. I am a serious problem student in the teacher!
When we are with her students, we just quarrel! Now I still think it's funny! My impression of her at that time was that she hated her! After graduating from junior high school, she went to a key high school, and my parents forced me to send her to a so-called aristocratic school for closed education! When I first entered high school, I looked down on others. People look down on me! No friends around! Home 1 month can only go back once! So I feel very lonely! Fortunately, girls 1 often send me text messages! Complaining about school food, such trifles! So it lasted for a semester. It feels good. In the popular words now, we are having an affair!
I am lazy, but I have a strong self-esteem and I am stubborn! In the next few months, I had a misunderstanding with girl A. Although it's my fault, I think she's making a mountain out of a molehill. I didn't apologize to her. She also ignored me. And my stubborn character insists on not looking for her! I haven't contacted her since college. Time seems to make me forget her.
After the relationship with the girl 1 broke down, I went back to my old life where nothing mattered! When interacting with peers, I always feel that I am much smarter than those S b's!
At this moment, Girl 2 appeared. She keeps a low profile in class. It seems that I contacted her because I was humming the song VITAS Stars when I was cleaning the classroom. At that time, this song was not popular, and not many people knew it! It happens that she likes Vitas very much. In our later contacts, I often recommend some songs to her. But they are all heavy metals. I thought no girl would like harsh metal music. I didn't expect her to like it! She makes me curious!
Then I gradually felt as if she was catering to me! Basically, I introduce her to my favorite band idol or something, and she will put it in her space as her idol! Then she gave me many small gifts! Childhood favorite Teletubbies doll! ZIPPO hit the turkey! The amulet in the temple! What moves me most is that every time the temperature changes, she will send me a text message telling me to pay attention to putting on more clothes! Pay attention to your health at ordinary times!
But unfortunately, at that time, I always thought that 1 girl would contact herself one day, so I didn't take 2 girls to heart.
My relationship with her is just a little better than that of ordinary friends. Almost worse than a relationship! It should be ambiguous!
This relationship lasted for 4 years! Until the first half of the year! I just realized that my mobile phone has rarely heard from her! Even if the weather turned cold, I didn't receive the message she cared about as before. She seldom goes online! Suddenly feel a little uncomfortable! I didn't take it to heart at that time. Until this month, I suddenly missed her. So I boarded her QQ (the QQ password she told me before) and didn't find any important reason why she couldn't surf the Internet! When I wanted to return her QQ, a netizen met her. I open the chat window and have a look! LP, pay attention to your health. I miss you. My heart thumped at that time.
I went into the man's space and found their photos! I feel even more sad!
Self-esteem determines that I won't ask her! There is no reason. No excuses! I just feel bad. Always feel betrayed by others!
I have a little advantage! Just optimistic! I'm basically not sad about anything! I bought a new mobile phone yesterday morning and it was stolen this afternoon. I also went to eat and drink with my friends!
But why is it so hard this time! I hope to be a person who can afford it and put it down! But what should I do? Please ask the master for advice.
Questioner: Anonymous