From 65438 to 0987, Haizi, who had worked for four years, didn't want to teach any more, but at his father's insistence, he had to continue teaching and put the ideal of running a newspaper on hold for the time being. At the same time, Haizi's beloved girl left him. That is, during this period, Haizi's mental state reached a critical point, and the unsatisfactory work and disillusionment of love all made the poet's sensitive mind fall into pain.
In addition, after being instructed to practice Qigong, Haizi suffered from severe schizophrenia, and he constantly experienced hallucinations and auditory hallucinations, which also dealt a great blow to his writing.
The serious illusion made Haizi unable to pick up a pen to write, and made the life of a poet who regarded writing as his life seem to be in darkness. He was in a trance for many days and struggled for a long time in the image of death. Finally, on March 26th, 1989, he committed suicide by lying on the track, and just two days before Haizi chose to end his life, he had just celebrated his 25th birthday.
Haizi's early experience
Haizi was born in 1964 and grew up in the countryside. Early wisdom and thoughtfulness are the most common labels when talking about Haizi. He learned to speak at the age of one, and was admitted to Peking University Law Department at the age of 15, becoming the youngest child in the class. Haizi began to write poems during his college years, leaving every capital as an unrepeatable classic.
His poetry anthology Living among Precious People, Wheat Field in May, Ten Haizi in Spring, etc. , are well-known famous sentences. The first poem "Asian Copper" written by 1984 became a famous work of Haizi, and its profound cultural image and self-awareness made it a lyric poem of Haizi.