my heart
I don't know why recently, but my heart hurts more.
I want to say to my mother, "mom, please take this heart back." I don't want it. "
I remember when you gave me this heart, you said to me, "Your father used it to treat others, love others all his life and live a quiet life." Give me this heart when he is dying, and let me give it to you when you grow up. He said that those who bear this heart will always be upright, always happy and always spend their lives safely. Now that you have grown up, you will bear this heart. Accept my blessing, son, and go to the wide world. "
In these years, I have traveled all over the world with this heart, and I have traveled all over the desert of people's hearts, and I have only got pain and painful scars.
Where is integrity! Where is happiness! Where is peace!
When will all this terrible sight disappear? When will such a terrible voice be inaudible? When will this tragedy stop? All this shot at my heart like an arrow, and my heart was full of painful scars, so my heart was more painful. I don't want this heart.
I can't close my eyes with it; With it, I cannot be deaf; With it, I can't swallow phlegm into silence;
With it, I can't find my own happiness in the crowd; With it, I can't live peacefully in this world; I can't live without it.
Mom, please give me a break! I really don't want this heart, I can't!
For a long time, I made up my mind to give up everything Let people compete and let people kill; Be insulted and humiliated, as long as I take a break. But my heart won't do that. It will make me see, listen and speak. See what I dare not see, listen to what I dare not listen to, and say what others don't want to hear. So I asked again: "Heart, you go!" Don't love me so bitterly. I can't live in this world without you, so please don't bother me for my happiness. "
It didn't answer, because it knew that since it was tied to my chest by your blessing, it could only be separated by your curse.
Ok, mom, please curse me! Please take back this heart and let it be destroyed. Because it can't live in this world, and with it, I can't live in this world.
In such a sea of blood and tears, what is a person and a heart? What can you do?
Mom, please curse me, please take back this heart! I don't want it.
But my mother has been dead for many years.
As for what you said, I didn't find it.