Mom, it was the day before yesterday. I am completely yours, your only son; You are the center of my thoughts and concerns: the sun is in the sky and you are in my heart; Every time you are sick, mom, if the doctor says you are very ill, I can't help crying behind your back, thinking that the world is coming to an end.
At that time, I couldn't have had a happier moment, except sleeping in the same bed with you. My dear mother, resting on your arm, close to your chest, sleeping peacefully with your peaceful breath, just like a newly weaned child.
But in those twenty years, although I was so sincere and loyal, I didn't know it myself; The embarrassing word "love" was not in my mouth at that time, and this innate filial piety completely drowned my nature and life.
What a change! That doesn't mean, really, I don't love you anymore, mom! Or love you more than in previous years, that's not true; Only recently have I learned that love is not the true love of a boy that day, but the love of an adult;
I, the mother's child, have woken up and realized this strange life requirement; Life, its entrance is an eternal flame-love. Who wants to know the mystery inside, who wants to feel the pulse inside, (how many of us can die without regret! You have to throw yourself into the burning door.
But, mom, dear, let me clearly confess my love and filial piety to my parents today, which is not the whole of love; This is not enough; Sooner or later, this "lover" son will involuntarily shift the center of thought and concern from his own source of flesh and blood to the only soul.
He now finds that this is the will of God and should be integrated with his own will. From now on, don't worry, dear mother, don't worry, your only son will be emotionally far away from you.
Oh, no, you deserve happiness, mom! Because he, your son, can love you from now on, yes, he can love you twice, and his loyalty is only more concentrated than before; Because he, your child, found happiness, body and soul, and felt that the world was worth living for the first time.
He never thinks like this, and life is not too stingy. He was born with his due position, so he wants to praise life and the universe with gratitude and joy!
Damn, "we both" love you wholeheartedly, really, really, just like a pair of compatriots' young pigeons, loving the clear light when they wake up during the day.
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Xu Zhimo, the only son of Xu's parents and grandchildren, has lived a comfortable and wealthy constantly chauffeured life since childhood. 1908 Self-taught at home, entered Shi Xia Kaizhi School, studied under Zhang Shusen, and laid the foundation of ancient Chinese, with the highest grade in the class.
19 17 The Law Department of Beiyang University was merged into Peking University, and Xu Zhimo was transferred to Peking University. During his two years in the north, he added new contents to his life and injected new factors into his thoughts. At school, he not only studied law, but also Japanese, French and political science, and dabbled in Chinese and foreign literature, which ignited his interest in literature.
During this period, he made many friends and met many celebrities. He was recommended by Zhang Junmai and Zhang Gongquan, took Liang Qichao as his teacher, and held a big gift from his teacher. Liang Qichao had a great influence on Xu Zhimo's life and played an important role in Xu Zhimo's mind.
When he was a university student in the north, he personally experienced the scene of warlord scuffle and witnessed the slaughter of innocent people. He hated society and made up his mind to study abroad, seeking a prescription to change the reality of China and carrying out his "ideal revolution".
192 1 year, Xu zhimo began to write new poems. 1923 In March, Xu Zhimo initiated the establishment of the famous literary society "Crescent Society". From 65438 to 0924, he founded Modern Poetry Review with Hu Shi and Chen Xiying, and served as Professor Peking University. In the same year, during Tagore's visit to China, Xu Zhimo worked as an interpreter, and their feelings became deeper and deeper, so they became friends. This is a story in the history of cultural exchange between China and India.
1In August, 925, his first book of poems, Poems of Zhimo, was published by Zhonghua Book Company, which established his prominent position in the field of new poetry in China.
1927165438+1On October 6, when Xu Zhimo returned from Marseille and went to the South China Sea, he recalled the scene of revisiting Cambridge in his hometown and sang a famous song handed down from ancient times: "I left gently, just as I came gently; I waved my hand gently and bid farewell to the clouds in the western paradise ... "It was from this classic handed down from generation to generation that many people got to know Cambridge and Xu Zhimo, a talented poet.
Xu Zhimo was an influential writer who was once active in China's literary world. His world outlook has no dominant ideology, or he is a "non-partisan poet" who transcends class. His thoughts, creative features and development trend all show that he is a bourgeois poet.
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