Many people have faced your problems ~ but the results are different ~ Changing your destiny depends on your mentality ~ Who doesn't want to succeed ~ You are only 23 years old and still young. Set yourself a goal first ~ then make a plan and work hard to achieve it step by step. Nothing can be achieved at once ~ I will go out for five days. Six years, not a penny ~ but I have learned a lot and accumulated a lot of experience. As long as the opportunity arises, I can realize my dream. The most important thing is not to give up on yourself. I believe there will be hope tomorrow.
I hope my words can help you.