1920, sixteen-year-old Lin lived in England with his father for a year, and it happened that Xu Zhimo also came to London. The poet and his father fell in love at first sight, and Lin Changmin and his daughter were bosom friends. Lin and Xu Zhimo met and fell in love. It is natural that many people speak the same language.
"If one day I get your love, then my wandering life will have a home. Only love can stop my running. Let me stay with you for a while. You know sadness is like a saw sawing my soul. " The poet wrote such a love poem with passion.
The girl's heartstring was touched, and it is said that she answered a letter. "I'm not the kind of woman who abuses her feelings. If you really love me, you can't give me an awkward position. You have to choose between me and Zhang Youyi. You can't be irresponsible to both women.
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At that time, Xu Zhimo was 24 years old, the father of two children, and the third child was pregnant with his wife Zhang Youyi. The first time I saw Zhang Youyi's photo, he disdained to say three words "bumpkin". Later, Zhang Youyi lived with him in England and commented on one of his lesbian theories, "Suits don't fit". He repeatedly emphasized meaningfully: "Suits and feet don't match."
Ice and fire are two worlds. Talk about the poet's feelings. How enthusiastic he is about Lin and how heartless he is about Zhang Youyi. After receiving Lin's letter, he even forced his wife to have an abortion to promote divorce. Shortly after his wife gave birth to a child, he forced her to sign a divorce agreement, thus becoming the first person to divorce in China.
Love makes people crazy, and people who write poems are even crazier. A poet who devotes himself to love, freedom and beauty is simply crazy. However, the reality shattered his dream, and fate was as heartless and indifferent to him as it was to Zhang Youyi!
Lin and his father returned to China a year ago. Once they returned to the traditional real society, the love story that happened once seemed untrue. Lin finally chose Liang Sicheng.
Lin does not deny that he has a spiritual connection with Xu Zhimo, nor does he hide his true feelings for him. "He has become a stimulant in my life, or hate, or complain, or happy or sad, or bitter, and I don't regret it."
After the air crash in Zhimo, she made a eulogy and even asked Liang Sicheng to pick up a piece of plane wreckage and hang it in her bedroom until her death. Wilma, her best friend, has a topic that she often talks about, and that is Xu Zhimo. In her mind, Xu Zhimo's name is Zhu Shazhi!
But Lin is a woman who can handle it. In her eulogy, she still said, "If he is still alive, I'm afraid I still can't change him" and "I just love my present home above everything else".