The prose of the goddess in my heart

I haven't written prose for a long time, but all I've written recently is poetry. But today I received a phone call from an old friend of the opposite sex, and I was very emotional, so I wrote this short article. The reason why I used this topic is because she was the first person I said "You are the goddess in my heart", and the second person who said this was my ex-wife. This is the only time I have said this twice in my life, and I guess it won't happen again in the future. Then I wrote a modern long poem on the same subject before, which was about this old friend of the opposite sex and my ex-wife. But unfortunately, I can't find it anywhere. So no one saw it, but I always miss that article, just like I miss my old friend and ex-wife.

My old friend was the first girl I really liked. At that time, we met when I was cramming in high school. I liked her at that time, but at that time, on the one hand, everyone had to face a major test of life, on the other hand, they were all too young! So I just said it politely and didn't bother too much.

After that, we all went to college. Although we are all in this province, we are thousands of miles away. Finally, I managed to get in touch and correspond with each other.

Finally, I went to her house in the winter vacation of 65438+February 2004, and I felt very presumptuous at that time. Because I didn't tell her in advance when I went to her house, I went straight. At that time, I only knew her name and her vague address (Wang 'an Village, Beiji Town, Bin County). I didn't find her until about ten o'clock in the evening. So I started directly from Weinan and didn't go home.

She was surprised when she saw her. Only her mother is at home. My aunt made me a bowl of hot noodles with great enthusiasm. I left the wine I brought in Hanzhong, the hot sauce made by Weinan students, and the hammer I made during my metalworking practice (student number: 03 1 1006), which I remember clearly today. I went home the next day. I went home to visit my grandmother's grave at my uncle's house, because the day before was the day when my grandmother was buried, which was the day when I went to her house. But I don't want to go home, but I know that the day my grandmother was buried was that morning, and I was still in Weinan at that time!

Then in 2005, the most important year of my life, I fell seriously ill and dropped out of school. The afternoon before I gave up treatment and was discharged from hospital, my father and I talked about her. I know where she goes to school and want to see her one last time, but my illness and my father won't allow me to go home. But fate is always like this, changing a lot. She came to see me that spring and I was really touched. I thought this was the last time we met in my life.

Then a miracle really happened to me. I got well and went to school, but she really disappeared from my life. I only occasionally heard some people talk about her, and then I met her several times online and chatted!

Life is always unruly and miserable. I saw her again in the winter of 20 10. Five years have passed. Although we have all grown up and experienced many misfortunes in life, she hasn't changed much. She is still smart and thin, but we can still see a lot of haggard from the corner of our eyes. We talked a lot that day, and many of them were about me. After that day, I knew that she was engaged and would get married soon. I am really happy for her.

I was going to congratulate her on getting married this year, but she said it was easy, and I didn't make it in the end. Finally, I learned that she gave birth to a boy and wanted to see it. No one answered the phone, so I put it down. But I suddenly got a call from her today, and I was very happy at first. Later, I learned that it was my mobile phone. I don't know why I dialed her, but she didn't receive it (of course, I don't know) and finally called me back. We talked for a long time. I know it's been three months since she gave birth. I sincerely wish her a happy life!

After all these years, I really appreciate her. She has made me understand a lot, and she is also one of the motivators for me to embark on the road of literature. In any case, I still want to say "You are the goddess in my heart". Thank you!