However, it is autumn after all. Although they are inspiring people's eyes and ears with sound, the summer heat entangled in their bodies will dissipate after several autumn rains.
At the moment, we can say that we are like an autumn plant. After the baptism of midsummer, there will be a fleeting taste. Now, we just need to settle down slowly in Qiu Li. Instead of dwelling on the so-called years of unhappiness, let the inner purity shake hands with the past time. Then, all I have in mind is love and closeness to time. A person who knows how to advance and retreat will not only feel so tired of life, but also move forward with a clear heart.
In autumn, I like to watch the light seep into the house quietly in the morning and feel the gentle wind blowing. All this is to feel and taste with a simple heart. My heart is getting quieter and more stable. However, after several rains, the flowers in the yard are sparse, hibiscus is changing bit by bit, and roses are also lacking bit by bit. Autumn, that's it, quietly let time fall inch by inch, so quiet and lonely. Seeing this, although there is a hint in my heart, fortunately, my soul is still very full, which does not affect my favorite breath.
In the evening in Qiu Li, I stood at the window and looked at the starry night sky, suddenly thinking of Van Gogh's painting Starry Night on the Rhone. The night sky in his painting is not black, but dark blue. At one time, because of this painting, I fell in love with blue for no reason. Although blue is not gorgeous and luxurious in the eyes of the public, some people even think that blue is lonely. However, it is this blue that is sinking.
Van Gogh's night sky is really blue. I don't know what Van Gogh's mood is, so I drew this charming starry night on the Rhone River. However, I know that Van Gogh lived in a minority before his death, and he was not optimistic about the world. What does it matter? He lived so self-consciously, using a paintbrush, he laid his spiritual direction and background color at will, pain or happiness. On him, even if his sky is black, his heart is blue. What if you come into this world and there is still no one?
Inside, you have to walk on this road to put yourself in a light and a shadow. We all know that in the secular world, we can't live a pure life. Just like, no matter how beautiful the flowers are, no matter how bright and beautiful the flowers are, a shower and a gust of wind will fall overnight. At this time, who else can't see through? Therefore, what life should experience and shouldn't experience is natural. Who can avoid this impermanence? As long as we have a compassion, it's good!
Apart from pity, I have always wanted to be a calm and vivid woman, just like Lian. However, self-knowledge is impossible. Because, although the heart is in the clouds, the body is still in the dust. Such a state of mind is both ethereal and nothingness. Let's be a real layman. People are not all lotus flowers as long as they can live calmly and naturally. If you deliberately live too delicately, it is normal.
On the Mid-Autumn Festival, I went to Shijiazhuang for half a month because of my work. At that time, I knew the autumn flowers were in full bloom, because I smelled Gui Xiang. I didn't feel it on the way, but I smelled it on the way back. That kind of fragrance, as long as you touch it, makes people's inner branches spread like vines. Because, when I think of those osmanthus trees in my hometown, how can I give off sweet fragrance at this moment?
With Gui Xiang, autumn is complete. Because, in autumn, there is no more suitable flower than osmanthus. Osmanthus fragrans, blooming in the warm sunshine, is far more attractive than a name. The golden flowers are clustered among the dense branches and leaves, and they are beautifully intertwined with Qiu Guang, making people unable to tell whether they are light or flowers, dense and warm. Sometimes, when you're not around, a gust of wind floats by, and the fragrance is everywhere. The fragrance goes straight to the heart, giving people an indescribable sense of security.
The flowers in Qiu Li have blossomed and failed, but the moon is a little perfect. They walk in Qiu Li with their own attitude, fearless and arrogant. Just a touch of thinness and coolness, quietly significant. It is only in this season that people gradually perceive the power of time. Yes! Who can match the power of time? People lament the decline of a flower in this way, and at the same time they are full of joy for the full moon.
After I came back from Shijiazhuang, I went to Hangzhou for my menstrual birthday a few days later. I like this kind of party, because family gatherings make the feelings of family members more natural and intimate, and family dinners also let me know that people who love you and you will always be your closest relatives.
After the autumnal equinox, autumn will really make people feel. At the moment, there is no summer air, and the air is fresh and warm, like flowers that have just opened. I don't know when cicadas will disappear, sometimes inadvertently reminding people that their hearts are really a little lonely and empty. On an autumn night, when a person reads or drinks tea quietly, all he hears is the wind. Mr. Mu Xin said, "Autumn winds are all in previous years." So soon, not only everything in the world has become old love, but we secular people will also become the past. Of course, it is precisely because of these old feelings that we have that precious affection. It is said that years grow old on petals, and youth dies in fleeting winds. So, who knows in the secular world, is it shallower than a touch of wind or content with a flower? Think about it, this can only be claimed by those who achieve perfection in their hearts.
In October, I began to like the sunshine. Because, experiencing summer is like experiencing a heart-wrenching love, anyone will be physically and mentally exhausted, so it takes some time to relax the anxious nerves. People are always forgetful, and after a while, the heart will simply remember the good feelings and joys of the past. Remember the sadistic love given by the fiery red xia yang. Now I want to keep in close contact with the sunshine. For me, the autumn sunshine is more like a lover, so warm that people fall into it willingly. No matter in the morning or afternoon, when I was hugged by it, my heart was touched bit by bit, because the breath of love penetrated from the outside, simple and clean. Like a delicate flower, it blooms in the wind and is full of fragrance.
For me, I have been looking for this simple and clean love, even in the dreamland or words, so that it can be approached in the most natural state. This kind of love is independence, not attachment. Because of this, we can love ourselves and others better.
The farther you go in autumn, the quieter it becomes, and this quietness will breed a quiet spirit. This meeting, writing and reading is no longer as understated as summer. Writing seems to be better than reading in summer, and you can calm down and read. People, once they calm down, can meet their own souls, and then, their hearts are accompanied by kindness.
Life, like to walk warm and bright. For me, every step has branches and vines. This autumn, I live a beautiful and rich life alone. Of course, I want to be friends with it every season! Because a life full of thorns always needs their shelter. Especially in Autumn Beauty, my girlish feelings are as beautiful as flowers. In its bleak, it is easy to be influenced by it.
Autumn water is long, all the way is prosperous, and all the way is blooming.
Pick up the light and leave, in autumn.
Winchell