The beginning of the story is always happy, and the title is a golden wheat field, so she hobbles in the middle of that little green. I was afraid that she would fall, only to remember that she had been walking like this for forty years, and the one who should fall had fallen.
After watching the documentary, a pile of paper was left on the table. I watched her struggle with her fate with tears in her eyes. I never dared to imagine the time when she had been fighting but could do nothing before she succeeded. In the documentary, she is pure, soft, true and confident. The love and protection of her parents and her favorite poems gave her pure kindness in her heart; After reading and writing countless poems, she lived herself; Her self-confidence comes from an absolutely rich spiritual world, which is by no means what ordinary people can have. Maybe, she has a little inferiority complex. Although there are so many expressions of love in her works, she didn't get the love she really wanted. Perhaps, I mistakenly thought that her perfect imagination of love reflected her inferiority in love.
She has always wanted to get rid of that loveless marriage, which is perhaps the best proof. However, I also believe that not loving is one thing, and disrespect is the culprit. If two people living together can't communicate, it's really like two bodies walking on ice. This kind of communication has nothing to do with education, money or ideas. Seeing her ex-husband discussing and laughing at her with a group of people, I really feel that they have no respect for her. I really understood the sentence "Birds of a feather flock together" when I saw that the person who imitated her speech and writing said that women were pigs and needed to be coaxed.
At the end of the story, there are some victories, but they are extremely sad. She paid the money and successfully got the divorce certificate. He left home for twenty years with a bag and a quilt on his back. In the words of her ex-husband, both of them got rid of it. Sadly, her mother died of illness. Perhaps what we see in the film is mostly the quarrel between their mother and daughter-her mother doesn't agree with her divorce, and she thinks her mother is afraid of losing face and won't let her divorce. From the bystander's point of view, the mother just thinks from the mother's point of view. She was afraid that no one would take care of her daughter after she left. In the end, the mother failed to prevent the fission of this loveless marriage, and naturally failed to prevent cancer cells from devouring themselves.
Yu Xiuhua's poems always touch my heart and expose my hypocrisy. Yu Xiuhua, his EQ and IQ naturally attracted many people. Others compared her to Emily Dickinson in China. She said that there is a unique Dickinson in this world, and she is naturally a unique Yu Xiuhua. Others said that her phrase "sleeping with you halfway across China" was too vulgar. She said I slept with you, and I slept with you cleanly. When someone asked her how to accept herself, she said that she still couldn't accept her stumbling and stuttering. Look, she is so confident and true.
In this rickety world, she has been hobbling for forty years, and now she has finally caught the fate by the throat. I think there are many others here, too, walking on thin ice. At the end of the article, I wish everyone can stagger it simply but happily!