It took me a week to finish reading Yi Shu's novel The Story of a Rose. I still remember the first time, I was attracted by a sentence on the cover. Some people love some people, while others marry and have children with them. So shallow, but people feel a sense of sadness and sigh.
The heroine Rose in the book, as the name implies, has a suffocating beauty like Rose. Her life is destined to be ups and downs and extraordinary. At least she won't walk alone in the long river of feelings. Rose's family is well-off, her parents are busy at work, and her eldest brother has a successful career. Ross's life is closely related to seven men.
There are many passionate admirers of Rose, including my brother's right-hand man-Zhou, Fu, stepson-Luo, the first husband who chose to be loved-Fang, Rose's first lover-Zhuang, her second lover-Fu Jiaming, and the final destination-Luo Deqing.
Zhou's article-the first ray of sunshine
A typical young man in Hong Kong, a senior architect, a college student, has elegant speech, loves architecture and is single-minded. Ben has married his girlfriend who he has known for many years, and his wife is pregnant, but because he saw the rose, he got out of hand. From then on, forever amber resolutely divorced her.
He said, I'm in love. I always thought that feelings could be cultivated slowly, but when I saw her this time, I was sure I was in love with her. I love her forever. I am willing to divorce her. I can't lie to her. I would rather die than lie to her. So he divorced, but for seventeen-year-old Rose, she didn't love him at all, just thought he was interesting, and they only met several times.
Maybe some people here will say that Rose is not good, but as Rose said in her article, she said that I am not a sinner who destroys their family. When Zhou's eyes fell on me, their marriage had broken down, and even if Zhou lived as if nothing had happened, their marriage would exist in name only. So in the end, Zhou was rejected. He still didn't go back to his wife and daughter, but went to England alone.
Personally, I think Zhou is just a poor guy who is attracted by the beauty of roses. There are so many love at first sight in the world, just look at the color. I didn't know roses were like butterflies. Zhou was just confused by the color of butterflies, but he didn't know that butterflies were color blind. What's more, he only found that kind of youthful joy in a girl, but it surprised me that he was willing to give up everything, abandon his wife and stay away from home.
Chapter 1-Love is not allowed.
Zhuang, a handsome man, is 28 years old and has a successful career. He is a lecturer in a science college and has a childhood fiancee. Rose met him at a party. She was impressed with him at first, so she asked around and finally got to know him successfully. During several dates with Zhuang, Ross found himself in love with him, but the final result was the news of his marriage. Ross is haggard, out of her wits and can't sleep at night.
However, what we learned later was that they were the closest, and it only stopped at a few emotional dances. I still remember Rose saying her feelings for Zhuang. She said that love is like a plague, it comes when it comes. What makes people cry is that roses, which are welcomed and pursued by everyone, will also be hurt and bleed when they first taste the taste of lovers. In order to help Rose cheer up, Sister-in-law decided to send her to study in America. Since then, Ross's life has improved a little.
I think there are many people who love but can't love. They are unfaithful. Some people say that if a person has never been in love in his life, he will say that he regrets, doesn't know the taste of honey, and loves vigorously, and in the end he will have a dream in the spring and be down and out for the rest of his life. Which one is right? I think the process should be more important than the ending. After all, there is no scenery at the end of the journey. The process is the scenery, which can only be understood after experience.
Fang Xiewen-Choose to be loved
A simple and honest young man with a good family, in America, she fell in love with Fang, married for ten years and gave birth to a daughter for him. Both parents are very satisfied. In this marriage, I thought Rose had changed herself, because I saw Rose gain 30 pounds, and her mentality became much calmer and more indifferent, just like a good housewife.
She is no longer the most natural rose born of love. Without the previous light, she is eclipsed. Later, in my conversation with Fu, I realized that roses are still roses after all. She said Zhuang didn't love me, but he was too self-loving and selfish. He would rather be loved than loved, so he married someone else. I followed his example, but I soon found that my lover still had a painful happiness. Being loved is dull except suffocating, so she chose to divorce.
But I don't think Ross did anything wrong. After all, she gave Fang the best ten years and gave birth to an angelic daughter for him. Enjoying being loved may reduce the degree of injury, but it is also difficult to make people feel extremely happy. Even if we take Qi Mei as an example, it is difficult to understand its meaning.
Fu Wenzhang-beauty doesn't know it.
When I first met Rose, she was thirty years old, came back to attend the funeral and was dealing with the divorce. Fu, who has never been superstitious about female beauty, was very surprised when he first saw roses. He said she was different. Her most beautiful thing is her hesitation. She doesn't believe in her own beauty, so she is more beautiful than described. When describing roses, he wrote that her beauty is flowing, her ankles are as delicate as marble carvings, and her eyes are as deep as water in a rain pool.
Her eyes are a charming poem. Maybe I met her ten years ago and I would date her, but I won't fall in love with her as I do today. He said, Rose, I wish you were old and all would be well. In order to put her soul in the corner of the rose, Jia Min broke off her engagement with her girlfriend and later confessed to the rose, but the rose said that she just wanted to be good friends with him. Fu Jiamin's heart is broken all over the floor.
At this time, he said that no one knows his heart except the horizon and the moon. He said that meeting roses was the misfortune of his life. Finally, when Fu was on a business trip, she learned that Rose and her most respected brother shared the same interests. Suddenly, his chest was filled with anger, pain and despair.
But there's nothing to do. Facing the torture of affection and love, Fu still chose affection. He got back together with his girlfriend, and chose to wait for the rose silently and bless his eldest brother. I don't want to be your good friend. Once I'm a good friend, I'm finished. People will not regret even if they are haggard for Iraq and their clothes become wider. Just like Jia Min's final decision, love is love, and letting go is also a kind of free and easy.
Fu Jiaming-I love you very much.
As mentioned earlier, Jia Ming is Jia Min's brother. He raised his brother on his own. He is studious, enterprising, noble-minded, elegant and totally honest. Even though he is over forty years old, he still has a childlike innocence. Is the object of my brother's worship. When Ross first met him, she didn't see him. She first heard his piano, and then interacted with him, although the process was mixed with her brother's incomprehension and sadness.
However, when it was learned that Jiaming had only three months left in his life, pain and despair came to the family again. Rose was not crushed, nor did she flinch, but bravely persuaded Jia Ming to stay and spend the last time with him. She said, I've been looking for him for most of my life and finally found him, but his life is only three months away. But some people may never find him.
Finally, Ross persuaded Jiaming to accompany him to the end of his life. Every minute counts, just like a couple. I thought god would be moved by this, but death came as promised. At the last moment, it has made people cry. Jiaming's sunken eyes can still emit soft light. Ross put his mouth to his ear and said "I love you" clearly. When he heard this, he nodded slightly. "I love you forever."
Ross, say it again. Facing the reality of Jiaming's death, rose's performance exceeded our imagination. She is unusually calm. She said, "I know Jiaming is gone, but he wants me to live. He would want me to live a happy and normal life. " What beautiful roses!
Yes, love is love. When we are in love, as long as we are 100% committed, there will be no regrets. Even if we will get hurt and cry in the future, at least we can live up to that feeling. After all, because of fate, it is good to live up to each other. It is really hard to live up to this life.
Can't open his mouth
Luo is Ross's stepson, a free and loose, but clean and humorous, rich son, unwilling to go home to inherit the family business, and always believe that there will be the most wonderful love in the world. At the age of 27, I met Rose by mistake and fell in love with her. He said that meeting Rose was like being struck by lightning, and Rose was like Helen of trout City, which convinced him that she was the oriental girl in hyacinthus orientalis he was looking for in his life.
He almost cried at that time, because he finally met her in the desert of time. But the cruel reality slapped him hard, because Ross was his stepmother who was about to enter the door. Knowing the news, he was filled with indignation, desperate and tortured. Finally, he hid abroad and began a self-indulgent love life, which made people feel sorry.
He said there was another name on wars of the roses's casualty list. Awkward. Fortunately, in the end, he let go of this relationship and helped his father find Rose's heart. Every love is a kind of growth, and every time is worthwhile.
Zhuang's Next Part-Loyalty to the Heart
Earlier, he said that Rose tasted love for the first time, but later, it was said that Zhuang and Luo became friends and met Rose at a family dinner. Before that, Zhuang had already launched a search for you in major newspapers as soon as he returned to Hong Kong. Prior to this, Zhuang had ended his ten-year marriage. He said that he married his fiancee because he wanted to be a perfect person and didn't want to change his mind. He refused Rose.
However, he knows that the time he really loves is with roses. Even if he is married, others think that his marriage is extremely happy. In his mind, he always thinks of the rose that he abandoned. Later, I got divorced. As my ex-wife said, "Zhuang, you have never loved me. We wasted ten years. " Divorce is more pleasant than marriage. This sounds chilling. Isn't it like this in the ten years of roses and squares?
Before meeting Rose, Zhuang, who had planned to settle down with his girlfriend, ended his relationship with his girlfriend in lightning speed, resigned from his enviable job and wandered around Luojia day and night. He said he was wrong. He thought he could start a new relationship, but it was not until he saw the rose that he suddenly realized. Roses still control his soul. So this time he will pursue the lost beauty without hesitation. After all, he missed it once and paid a painful price for it for ten years.
So even with the stigma of betraying his best friend and his father's wife, he still has no hesitation. He said that when I met her, she was nobody's wife. She is only 17 years old. After learning the news of Zhuang, I also had a reaction and struggle. He told Luo that he was her first lover, and for him, she even married someone she didn't love for ten years.
She said, "I want to have a good look at him. I have loved him for so many years. I just want to know if it's true. He has been in my heart for more than ten years, and sometimes the more vague the impression, the better. " Rose didn't really see her heart until Luo Deqing said he was ill. I suddenly realized that I couldn't live without this person,' she said.
However, for Zhuang, she said softly, "I spent those wonderful days with him." I thought about him for ten years, and I was silently sad. Looking back now, I only feel like the plot of a love novel, far away and beautiful, but it has nothing to do with me. " We respect the choice of roses. At this time, the rose has matured and is no longer the same.
It's just this experience. What happened to hou zhuang? He was already disheartened and desperate. He went to Surabaya alone, wandering the streets every day, working as a guide for sailors and doing odd jobs for foreign news agencies to make a living. He said: "I have lost roses twice in my life, which is also a blessing.
Since then, I don't see the benefits of being angry and trying to be strong. For the sake of the woman I love, I can no longer be a normal person, but he reassured people that he would live to die of old age. They say the speed is fast when going downhill. I'm 42 years old, soon. When I finished watching the ending of Zhuang, my heart surged. I don't want to comment on Zhuang's decision at this time.
Endless love is unpredictable. Love can carry a boat or capsize it. But who wants to stay in a stagnant pool and never make waves? Dong Qing once said, you can say whether other things are worth it, but only love, you can't use this to measure it. Every time love happens, it is worthwhile, and whether there is an ending or not, it will enrich your life. Every love is a kind of growth. Indeed, every relationship is beautiful and every journey is fascinating.
Emotion is a questionnaire with no answer. Hard pursuit does not make life more complete. Perhaps a little regret and sadness will make this questionnaire more meaningful, deeper and longer. Maybe we are not like roses. Even if you have been hurt for 99 times, you should believe that you will meet true love for the first time100th time, and go forward on the emotional road instead of suffering from loss. Believe me, your destination must be happiness.
I dreamed of roses countless times in my dream, but I couldn't witness their beauty. It's a pity in my heart, but I still wonder what kind of lovely people can release such breathtaking and suffocating beauty. Meditate for a moment, isn't the rose in the text a symbol of a beautiful ideal?
Ideal, radiant and mouth-watering, how many people fall in love with it, even if it is broken, because they firmly believe that it is a kind of faith and sincerity. I think The Beauty of Roses just explains this possibility properly. The story of the rose is over, and our ideal journey continues. Believe in yourself, even if the road is bumpy, don't give up easily, because the rose-like ideal will not live up to our wandering all the way.