I once had a strange dream. In the dream, I was a butterfly.
One night, I was lost. In a panic, I flew past a window with light. I flapped my wings and hit the glass window. A person's shadow was imprinted on the glass. He gently opened the window and I flew in. I was flying in this clean and strange room. When I saw a pot of camellia in full bloom on the table, I quickly stopped and landed on it. I observed the owner of the room curiously. The male host looks very young, but his expression shows maturity and a touch of melancholy. He said in my direction: "Welcome, little butterfly! Are you lost? It's very dark, are you afraid? He stood quietly by the window, looking at the quiet night, slowly sucking the tea in his hand Cigarette. The smoke enveloped him, and the air was suddenly filled with a faint smell of loneliness.
Infected by this loneliness, the sound of my flapping wings startled him, and he turned back to look. I whispered softly: "Little Butterfly, are you also a person? It’s so lonely to be alone! I hope we can accompany each other tonight! "I flapped my wings and flew around in front of him, and then stopped on the pot of blooming camellia. As I stopped, a piece of camellia petals fell gently on the table. He came over and took it silently. He picked up the petals, stared at them in ecstasy, and said to himself: "This is your favorite flower. If you are not here, the flower will wither." I really don’t want them to wither away like this. I can’t wait for you anymore. Didn't you say, "When the flowers bloom, I will come back." Now that the flowers have bloomed, where are you? Do you know I'm waiting for you? "I saw something shiny dripping from his eyes...
I looked at him quietly, with inexplicable pain in my heart. How could such an infatuated boy have the heart to hurt him? He finished the cigarette quickly, and he kept coughing. When he stopped coughing, he looked at me again and said softly: "Do you like listening to music?" Let me sing a song to you, little butterfly. "As the music came to mind, he sang the song "Did Someone Tell You" softly: "In a city that never sleeps in winter where there is no snow, I heard some people cheering and some crying. I have long been accustomed to traveling through the dark night full of temptation, but I can't forget your face/Has anyone ever told you that I love you very much, or has anyone ever cried in your diary? Has anyone ever told you that I care a lot about the distance to this city. ”
The originally sad song became even more sad under his performance, and I couldn’t help but shed tears. Suddenly, I fell in love with this lonely, strange boy, his infatuation and love. His love for a butterfly, his sadness and sorrow. Along with his singing, I also danced slowly...
He stopped singing when he was tired, and I also flew down on the camellia. He looked at me, a warm smile flashed across his lips: "You are such a considerate elf, you understand my feelings, right?" Thank you for your dance, you made me feel happy again. "He suddenly stretched out his hand to touch me, but I didn't dodge and let him catch me. However, his hand immediately stopped, and he sighed softly and said, "I forgot, you are too weak, how can you go through this? What about my rudeness? I don't want to hurt you. She is as beautiful and weak as you. I love her so much, but she left me. Where can I find her? can you tell me? "As he spoke, he buried his head in his hands and let out a soft whimper. Listening to the cry, my heart was so broken.
The sky was getting brighter. I couldn't bear to see his injuries. Hua, I flapped my wings and flew in front of him. I finally wanted to leave here, and I flew to the window. He slowly stopped crying, gradually calmed down, and followed me to the window and murmured: "It's dawn, you." Are you leaving here too? Don't you want to accompany me anymore? "I stayed on the window and looked at him. He seemed to have made up his mind, suddenly opened the window, and said loudly: "I understand: Just treat it as if I love you by mistake, and let you go. Little butterfly, let's go! "I hesitated, and he said impatiently: "Fly away quickly, or I will change my mind! "I flew out of the window, and when I looked back, I saw his raised hand slowly lowering it...
This strange dream has been haunting me for a long time. I forced myself to forget it and didn't I'd love to guess what it means.
But I always remember that sentence: Just pretend that I love you wrongly, just let you go...