When I wrote this article, I wanted to show my temper in my bones, but when I started to find a suitable piece of music to write, all I lacked was the vicissitudes of my age.
I remember the words that impressed me the most, such as the dream of youth. Only when I reached a certain age did I find that many things were no longer suitable for me.
Originally, I wanted to be a writer, but now what I write is only occasionally read between relatives and friends. My work can't even be called work. What I read is a cliche, and the poems I wrote are a bit artificial and rhyming. What I wrote didn't infect anyone, let alone affect anyone, so I can only see the author Mr. Bi Yan instead of the writer Mr. Bi Yan. I like people to call me sir, which is a kind of respect and courtesy. Later, I learned that this is the respect contained in politeness, not the courtesy contained in respect.
In a word, I always want to make friends with some brothers in the water margin, but I always meet some monsters in the journey to the west. Originally, I complained that life always revolves around daily necessities. I am busy every day, and there is no such thing as poetry and distance. I always have to live in a hurry. I want to slow down, but I always live a planned life and face different hardships. Later, I discovered that life should be like this.
Life, in fact, is always like this, spent in the busy. Before, I wanted to remember that some people said that you were really sorry for yourself after a lifetime of mediocrity, and God carefully weaved the suffering for you. But for me, who will be in the third grade in a few years, I am faced with marriage and family, and my dream must always be based on responsibility. I remember chatting with friends before and saying,' Marry a wife for two years and have another child, and the rest of my life will be over.' . There is no discomfort in words, but there are sighs and regrets at this age.
There is too much evidence that people of our age are old. Most of the snacks sold in supermarkets can't be called brands, and they can't find familiar flavors. When I was a child, Pak Lei rose from a few cents to a few dollars, and the songs played on the radio could not be named. Those red and purple stars are even ten years younger than me. I can't see Zhao Benshan wearing a hat or hear Feng Gong miss you in the Spring Festival Gala. When I was a child, I watched the remake of Journey to the West again and again, but I couldn't find the persistence of TV programs such as not doing homework at that time. Brother Monkey is old, and Master Xing stops acting. At this time, I discovered that this is the post-90 s era, and the post-80 s have become parents. At that time, the school flower was as delicate as a belly, but it was no longer unreasonable.
Speaking of these proofs of aging, I dare not look directly at them. At this time, I can only go to the WeChat circle of friends to find some chicken soup for the soul to fill my' life threshold'. Don't be strong, crossing the past is the door, and crossing the past is the hurdle. Actually, I thought to myself, you didn't teach us to stick to our dreams.
It's late at night, and I can't find the cicada chirping cricket, and I don't know when it began to fill the nightlife, which enriched the interest of life but made my heart empty.
All this talk can't hide the fact that I'm getting older. Whenever I see a young man in his early twenties complaining about his bumpy fate, I frown. I didn't just sigh and sigh, I really wasted my life. I have never had a vigorous love, nor have I done anything that makes people applaud. Even when I go home for the New Year, I have to be teased, and even my followers are waiting to be teased. But what makes me even more ashamed is that I heard that many people under the age of 30, who are already directors and general managers with a monthly salary of 100 and 200,000 and an annual salary of one million, have already bought a BMW. At this time, I can only tell a joke to ease the embarrassment,' It doesn't matter if I buy a BMW, I'm still on my way forward'.
Whether reading or traveling, the heart and soul are always running. This is a sentence I saw in the bookstore, so I read the book and started my trip.
Take my suitcase, buy a plane ticket and leave, thinking that this may be my last chance to be willful!
Those friends who bask in delicious food, luxury cars and nightlife are all gathered here. I want to be full of energy. I don't need a gorgeous background, and I don't need no company. A few simple air tickets, a word to start a trip, is my heart.
Get on the high-speed train, the plane, the ship, the mountains, the clouds and the sea. At this time, I saw relatives' comments in the circle of friends and brought a wife back! ! !
To be honest, I'm a little old. I used to send some thoughts to the WeChat circle of friends, but later I was too lazy to send them. I used to like going to the movies alone, but then I stayed at home. I used to like eating, but now I like drinking porridge. I used to like drinking, but now I like drinking tea. I used to like Yuxi, but now I like Nanjing. I used to like Zhang Ailing, but now I like Yu Hua. I used to be white, but now I'm tanned. I have to tell you, I don't understand the darkness of day and night.
No matter how much you say, you can't hide the fact that you are getting old. The envy of youth is self-evident, and there are still some vicissitudes in the bones. For a person who is about to enter the third grade, years bring not only loss, but also experience. Without the spirit of youth, you left a warmth. Without the frivolity of your youth, you have more calmness. Without the willfulness of the past, you have a calm. ..
This is worthy of my comfort in the vicissitudes of time. What makes me more gratified is that I can still live a dull and slightly sad life. Time is cruel, what can I do? The constant is change, people are changing, the world is changing, and the eyes are changing, the only constant. It's the elapsed time.