Sad Beauty: The Love Story between Ji Bolun and Paula

Painful Beauty: Ji Bolun's Plato Love Story. Ji Bolun was an outstanding poet, painter and writer in the 20th century. He founded the school of romanticism and symbolism. In love, Ji Bolun never married. His touching love story with Mary and Maya is the most touching episode in the history of literature. One is a bosom friend who appreciates each other, but can't make a positive result through selfless efforts. One is Hongyan, who has never met before, wrote a book 19 years and maintained a passionate love. It's New Year's Eve after a brief encounter.1883 65438+1October 6, Cary? Ji Bolun was born in the mountains of northern Lebanon. Although Ji Bolun's father is a conscientious man and devoted to his work, his family life is becoming more and more difficult because he can't face the pressure of life. 189 1 year, my father was framed and imprisoned, and their house and property were confiscated. Three years later, although my father was acquitted, my mother decided to go to America. That year, Ji Bolun 12 years old. He left school and went to Boston to make a living with his mother, brother and two sisters. In the first three years in Boston, life was very difficult, and my mother struggled for her family's livelihood. Three years later, Ji Bolun, aged 65,438+05, returned to Lebanon alone to study * * * language in Beirut Hikma School. During this period, he studied classical literature and laid a solid literary foundation. However, life is full of troubles and disasters. 1899 At the beginning of this year, Ji Bolun's younger brother and sister died in the United States. In the same year that his brother died, so did his mother. Ji Bolun had to return to the United States. In fifteen months, he lost three relatives and owed 15000 dollars. In order to pay off debts, Ji Bolun and his elder sister Maria sold their property and earned money by writing articles, selling paintings and doing odd jobs. One day, Ji Bolun's teacher in Boston learned about this situation and gave him a helping hand. At this time, Ji Bolun was lucky enough to meet Mary, the headmaster of a girls' school who was 10 years older than him. 1904, 3 1 year-old Mary held a banquet at home and invited teachers from various schools to attend. The invited Teachers' Day wants to take this opportunity to show Ji Bolun a new vision. In a group of well-dressed men and women, Ji Bolun is particularly out of place, and his appearance makes some people whisper. As the host, Mary also noticed Ji Bolun, but instead of judging a book by its cover, she warmly received him and solemnly introduced him to the guests. From then on, two men who were 10 years apart forged a friendship. With Mary's help, Ji Bolun's talent was gradually discovered. Seeing that Ji Bolun is so enterprising, but the conditions are poor, Mary finally can't help but say to Ji Bolun, "If you are willing to study in Paris, don't worry about the money, I will help you." Ji Bolun was more depressed than excited. Although Mary's family has money, this expense is not small. When can she return it? Mary read Ji Bolun's mind: "Believe in yourself and you will succeed. Maybe I need your help when your future is great? " Looking into Mary's sincere eyes, Ji Bolun stopped insisting and soon went to Paris to study painting. After being separated from each other, the two began to communicate frequently and have long-term contacts, which also made Ji Bolun have a different feeling for Mary. He became more and more attached to this woman who is also a teacher and friend, so he had the idea of * * * for a lifetime. Declined to propose,1910 At the end of June, Ji Bolun left Paris and went to the United States for the third time with love for Mary. Along the way, his eyes were full of Mary's shadow. They can understand each other in all aspects. Although they are separated by oceans, they are still closely connected. When you come back this time, you must confess to her. On June 365438+1October 3 1 day, Ji Bolun arrived in new york, then rushed to Boston, gave her luggage to her sister Maya, and hurried to see Mary. 1 65438+1October1,they met in Boston and had dinner together, telling everything about their parting day. Finally, Ji Bolun talked about marriage, and he formally proposed to Mary. However, in the excitement, Mary became hesitant. In fact, Mary thought about this scene more than once, but when she thought about her age, she didn't want her married life to fetter Ji Bolun's artistic talent. What a sweet and painful moment it is for Mary! After several sleepless nights, she finally decided to refuse Ji Bolun's proposal. This is vividly recorded in her diary1911April 13: Today, as soon as he came to my residence, I grabbed him and said, "I have something to say." I hesitated, and then said, "My heart betrayed my mouth, and my heart blamed my brain, but truth must prevail." He asked, "What is stirring in your heart? What's on my mind? " I said, "The good ones are yours, and the bad ones are mine!" " Please don't mind my tears. I cried last night. "He cried anxiously for three times:" Are you crying? " He took my hand and put it on his chest. I said, "I will never consider getting married, although I am eager." He was dumbfounded, and I continued, "I don't belong to you. I like you, but pure love makes it impossible for me to arrange your future. "Yes, I am older than him. He still has a long way to go, and fate is opening its arms to him. After Mary refused Ji Bolun's proposal, their relationship didn't break down. On the contrary, the hearts of two people who have got rid of the fetters of love are closer. 19 1 1 In April, Ji Bolun moved to new york after his marriage proposal was blocked, because he felt that he didn't have much development in Boston, and new york was a place where American writers and artists gathered, and there was more room for development. Ji Bolun first moved to 164 Waw minefield. Although he lived in a humble room, he soon got along with his friends in Brooklyn and Manhattan. He was invited to paint portraits, exchange news about the world with friends, go to art exhibitions, discuss the prices of paintings with artists and connoisseurs, go to museums, do polite entertainment, and read books he bought and sent by Mary. How many things make him crazy, excited and tired! He freed himself from the emotional entanglements surrounding marriage, and he loved life even more. In May, Mary came to new york to meet Ji Bolun. Mary was generous to Ji Bolun in life, which completely freed him from the troubles of daily life. During her career, Mary's good literary appreciation and English attainments also benefited Ji Bolun a lot. Spiritually, whether in correspondence or face-to-face communication, she can always understand Ji Bolun's views on life, society and art, and Ji Bolun even sent out such a feeling: "Only God and Mary know my heart. "In these two English letters preserved to this day, Ji Bolun wrote 325 letters and Mary wrote 290 letters. In a diary, Mary recorded the reason why she refused Ji Bolun's proposal: "For Ji Bolun, there is another love waiting for him. This love is different from his love for me. This kind of love is inspired by God and will form his marriage. His greatest works will be produced by this kind of love; For a woman in love, I am just a ladder. I don't want Ji Bolun, because I know she is growing up for him somewhere, and he is growing up for her. "This woman predicted by Mary soon appeared in the spiritual world of Ji Bolun. If the love between Ji Bolun and Mary is closer to friendship, and their relationship is close but not dull, then his love story with this woman is even more bizarre and sad. 19 1 1 At the end of the year, Ji Bolun published a work that caused widespread repercussions. This is the novella "Broken Wings" of the moxibustion crowd. Broken Wings is Ji Bolun's most successful love novel. He wrote "m? e？ H "is the abbreviation of Mary's name. Although the novel was published in * * *, Mary and Ji Bolun made great efforts to scrutinize it. One day not long after, Ji Bolun received a letter from the world of * * *, which not only praised the novel's ideas and artistic techniques, but also frankly discussed his views on marriage and love. So, what about Ji Bolun and the sender Maya? Met Dai. Maya is a famous female writer in Lima South. She was born in Nazareth, Pakistan on February 1886+0 1. She is proficient in calligraphy and many languages such as English, German and Italian. She is a very talented woman. Ji Bolun and Maya's affection is based on their mutual admiration and appreciation of each other's thoughts and talents. Ji Bolun's works, with their profound thoughts and unique writing style, shocked the whole literary world and naturally attracted the favor of Meiya. At the same time, in a relatively closed and conservative society, talented women like Maya are rare. To Ji Bolun's delight, Meyer is still his Lebanese compatriot. Ji Bolun, who lived in a foreign country for a long time, regarded Maya as a symbol of the eastern motherland. So his affection for Maya is also combined with his love for the country and homesickness. On this basis, his friendship with Maya quickly turned into love. Plato is sad.