In the second act, Fan Yi used to have such a long monologue-"It's hot and stuffy here, and it's really impossible to live here any longer. I hope I become a crater today and burn everything at once. At that time, I will fall into the glacier and freeze to ashes. I will only burn it once in my life, which is enough. My past is over, and my hopes are probably dashed. Hum! I'm ready for everything. Come on, people who hate me, come on, people who disappoint me, people who envy me. I am waiting for you. "
This monologue * * * has the word 156, and the result was deleted as-"It's extremely hot and boring, and this life really can't go on."
There are only 20 words left in this deleted monologue. About it, it can really be called "excellent". In Cao Yu's last days, he spent eight years in Beijing hospital. During this period, his soul never left his literary creation, and naturally it was mainly drama creation. The teacher has kept several notebooks at hand, including loose-leaf notebooks, small notebooks and horizontal notebooks for students ... The contents are rich and complicated, including his thoughts, diaries, conversations with characters, poems he wrote, and even an outline of the script he wants to write.
During that time, Cao Shi's pillow often had books such as Tolstoy's comments. He looks serious and interested. Sometimes, when he looked at it, he suddenly gave up and said loudly, "I just feel ashamed." You have no idea how ashamed I am. " "I want to write a great event to death, otherwise I will not be reconciled. The more Tolstoy reads, the worse I feel. Do you know? "