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You have always been so ordinary, so ordinary that I have never seen you so seriously.
When I was a child, I forgot you because you left. I did not have you in my childhood. Even in my memory, you didn't appear until primary school. I hate you for this!
I still remember clearly that my grandmother took me to register for the first grade of primary school. Where were you at that time? Do you know how pathetic I am? I didn't have you in my childhood. What kind of heart did you leave me with and abandon me?
I'm not the only one who hates you.
I should be seven or eight years old then. It was a hot summer vacation. I'm glad you bought me a bike. However, what you said to me next made me fall to the bottom. I must learn to ride a bike before I can enter the door. Then you close the door and leave me alone outside. The sun baked me like fire, and there was not a drop of water. I've fallen many times, people and cars. I think I'm going to die, really!
But I survived, because I hate you to the bone. I found that you are the most cruel person in the world, and I learned to ride a bike.
You left me when I needed you most, and I accepted you when I came back, but you stayed at home for a little while and then gave me a stick. I'm thinking I won't forgive you.
When I was in junior high school, I was always introverted and made friends. You are worried about me, and every teacher calls me. You have my situation. I keep telling you that I don't want to study. You tried your best to convince me. I saw you crying. I always thought I hated you. If you cry, I will change my character, but the opposite is true.
You persuaded me to know the situation, and I got the transfer notice. So I sank into another junior high school and became a good student and a good boy in the eyes of the teacher, but in fact I was a bad student. I learned to fight, learn to smoke, learn to drink, learn to surf the Internet, and finally I became the person who invited my parents the most times.
I saw you sitting on the ground crying, so sad and helpless. I hid myself and didn't want you to see my weakness. It turns out that I care so much about you, but I don't want to face you myself.
Now, I leave you to study in a school far from home. Your worry, your worry about my eyes outside the car, at the moment when the car started, I saw-the wrinkles in your eyes increased again, not as smooth as before. Silver and white embellishments appeared in the middle of black hair. What did you do to get so old? Waiting outside the school with an umbrella in the heavy rain, calling back when you are sick, and getting flustered when you are nervous, all this is for me.
I never found you so beautiful, so beautiful that you touched my heart. Mom, I have never found you so beautiful. I have always been narrow-minded, not caring about you, not paying attention to you-you are beautiful!