Sasa is my college roommate, an old friend and ghost who belongs to the best friend level. In college, we had classes together, ate together, went shopping together, whispered together, went to the roof to watch the sunset, and went to the mid-levels to watch the meteor shower together. From 18 to 22 years old, we are the best friends of each other's youth. At that time, he was tall with short hair and a lock of hair curled on his forehead. Just like the prince in Flower Fairy, naughty but cute. He always likes to wear T-shirts and jeans. He is a tomboy. She also belongs to the type with bright eyes and beautiful youth. Although one eye is congenital strabismus, it always seems to be fixed in a corner, but that has not affected Xiaoxiao's life. She is enthusiastic, active, good at singing and dancing, good at learning, and writes good hard-pen calligraphy. She is an active member of club activities and literary competitions in universities. We all envy Sasa. She always seems to be surrounded by sunshine for her warmth and enthusiasm, as well as her carefree and simple happiness. So, Sasha and I go out in pairs. We are good partners in the class. After class, we chatted and frolicked loudly on campus. On the snowy street, listening to Faye Wong and Na Ying singing "Meet 98", dancing with the song, rubbing the frozen red face for each other and gently wiping off the snowflakes falling on the eyelashes. Such a pure world is like our pure heart and friendship.
As a confidante, I understand that she actually has troubles. For example, when Sasha just went to college from her hometown in other places, even the soft bedding was taken care of by her sister, so in the first few months, Sasha was so sleepy that she couldn't even wash the clothes and sheets that she simply sent them to the school laundry room. Although I think about it, I think that the big drum is rolling the clothes and quilts of the teachers and students of the whole school, which will not be very clean. For another example, I secretly love a tall and handsome boy in my class, but I have never dared to confess. He just tried his best to get close to the boy, just to see his figure. Suddenly one day, he found his roommate soft, happy and sweet, snuggling up to the boy and going for a walk together. Whispering and losing seemed to be pulled away from my spine, and I was depressed for several days. I don't know where to hide after class, and even hide together. Back to the dormitory, we drew the curtains by the bed and hid in. We were silent and could only look at each other and be at a loss. Whispering like a wounded leopard, licking her wounds, one morning, she opened the curtain of the bed and rang the bell with a smile to wake us up. We sincerely admire and praise her, grow up quietly, no longer rely on, no longer fragile, and learn to grow up alone. We are all very happy for her.
Despite Sasa's hard work, after all, in the dormitory, only Sasa stayed single until graduation. I think my roommate has been stimulating Sasa with many roses and gifts. She said that even those flowers seemed to laugh at her loneliness and loneliness. As a result, Sasa became inferior, she began to alienate us, and she began to deliberately shut herself off. In the days before graduation from college, everyone was busy with graduation internships, writing papers and looking for jobs. Even I rarely get a chance to be with Sasha, and I no longer care whether she hides behind the closed bed curtain. Until one day, Xiao Xiao left a note on the table, which read: "I went wandering, help me ask for leave from the teacher." We were a little panicked, afraid that something would happen to that inexperienced Sasha, so we were anxious to let the teacher contact Sasha's family.
Just as we were discussing how to find Sasha's sister in the teacher's office, a roommate came to inform us that Sasha was back, and we hurried back to the dormitory. When I opened the dormitory door, I saw that the wall beside her bed was covered with all kinds of New Year cards and letters from her and her friends, but there was no whispering figure. We hung our hearts a little more firmly, at least knowing that we were safe, so we comforted each other and just came back.
In the next few days, her sister stayed with her and comforted her, and we went our separate ways. One day, Sasha rushed in happily and told us excitedly that she had found a job and went to a small place in Sheyang, Jiangsu Province as a teacher. That night, we went to celebrate collectively. After a few drinks, we whispered that she was so happy that she could finally fly out. Finally, she can't be a canary in a cage that nobody pays attention to. She looks like a million pets, but in fact she is very lonely. We all felt a little sorry for her, and we really alienated him during that time. So we seized the last good time before graduation. We eat together, prepare papers together, go shopping together, sing together, go out for an outing and take pictures together. We want to keep all the beautiful things that belong to our collective and smile quietly. It still looks so simple and charming.
On the summer campus at the end of June, the flowers are still beautiful, but no one cares. We are all immersed in parting, and we all go our separate ways. Every day, we are busy helping our classmates pack up and go to the railway station to bid farewell to the students who left, but we didn't notice. We put our papers on the floor and at the bottom of the box when we came in, so we didn't say a word. At that time, we seemed to have got used to that kind of whispering emotion, which was really more difficult to ponder than that day in June, so we let her go.
In this way, we bid farewell to college life in a hurry, and everyone embarked on their own career journey. After about half a year, everyone basically settled down, so they started to contact again. Several of our roommates also met again on QQ, but there was no whisper. We are all worried about that silly girl. How's it going in a foreign land?
two
One day, the office director suddenly told me that someone was looking for me outside. I went out in surprise and found it whispering for me. I was surprised that she came back to see us during the winter vacation. So I made an appointment with the alumni in the same city to get together. Only then did I realize that Sasa didn't go to Sheyang, and her family objected to her traveling alone. So my sister didn't tell Sasa, so she went to Sheyang's school, begged the school to bring back Sasa's file, and found a job for Sasa in the local university through connections. When everything was settled, she informed Sasa. Whispering is confusing, depressing and far away from us. She said that she felt so lonely that no one understood and respected her. She was particularly sad. So she went to my home and found my parents so that she could contact me. We also feel wronged for her, and feel that if a person can't even control his own destiny, it is actually sad.
Since then, we have been in constant contact, working as a psychological counseling teacher for Sasa, listening to her complaining about all kinds of unsatisfactory work and life, comforting her and inspiring her. However, who can not be tired of her complaints like Sister Xianglin? After all, everyone has their own life. So we contacted Sasa's sister, hoping that her family could give her more care. Sasha was very angry when she learned that we were tired of her, so she disappeared again.
I haven't been in contact for two years, and I'm busy taking care of my young children, and I received a whisper invitation. She's getting married. When we saw Xiaoxiao smiling in front of the hotel and the simple-looking man around her, we were all glad that Xiaoxiao finally had his own home. We all wished her well, sincerely!
Later, I heard that Sasha gave birth to a baby and became a mother. We all thought that Sasha's life could be normal and calm from now on. But one day, my classmate called and said that Sasa had run away from home again. She also took the young baby and asked me to help send a search for you on the radio. When we were busy doing nothing, whispering came back. She calmly said that the child ran out of milk powder and she came back. We were speechless, sitting in her house, listening to her crying about her unfortunate experience, with a runny nose and tears. Only the parents of the students don't like her, and the leaders of the Academic Affairs Office criticize her. Her husband doesn't love her and her mother-in-law is not easy to get along with. The whispering husband gave us a wink and told us to leave. Think about it, too. Maybe her husband is the medicine of his life.
Later, the rustling became worse. She quarreled with her parents, with her leaders, and ran away from home several times, so that even her husband ignored her. Then, Sasha was dismissed from school and began to be a full-time mother at home. In her words, she was finally out of control and free. But the good times did not last long, and I was anxious with my family in a low voice. She blamed her parents and sister for today's disappointment, and their arbitrariness ruined her life. Although we really can't understand, what's wrong with a college English teacher marrying an associate professor who loves her, having a house and a car, an old man and a son? Of course, life is like "thinking about the source of drinking water, knowing yourself and knowing yourself". After all, it is a whispering life.
Our contact with Sasa is getting less and less. Only occasionally, because of work, we ask her husband to help us translate some materials and learn some news about Sasa. Sasa got depressed, was hospitalized for several months, recovered a little, and cultivated at home. Soon after, her husband was sent abroad on business, so Sasa got into trouble again. When he went to work, he said that her husband had abandoned her and wouldn't let her leave. The doctor said that Sasa was severely depressed and needed re-treatment. Sasha's husband said on the phone that he was very tired, so let's not contact Sasha and let her downplay the past environment and things, so maybe it will be calmer.
three
This time, we really lost contact with Sasha. I wonder if she is ok now? Now that I think about it, I am the only treasure in the world in my whispering heart. I need all kinds of love in this world, but I have never learned to love and respect others. Facing her morbid psychology, we are also very sorry and sad. We really hope that the doctor can cure her heart disease, just like the song "The Price of Love" that we sang together on the eve of graduation: "Let's go, let's go, people should learn to grow up by themselves!"
Our whispers really hope that you will grow up and that the wind will bring us blessings and concerns. ...