I haven't used QQ space to send messages for a long time. I have been in a state of self-isolation for a long time, and I have basically stopped touching WeChat friends. I like it occasionally, but most of them don't post about myself. Before, I would send some so-called "chicken soup" in a circle of friends. Later, I slowly found that hot water can't cure all diseases, and love words can't last a lifetime. Some pains don't need to show up, others can't comfort you, and it still seems melodramatic; There are too many family members in the circle of friends, and your little unhappiness will still worry those who love you, so it will fade out.
Two days ago, I posted two comments in the space because of the collection of praise books, which also opened up the space. This morning, my mobile phone suddenly showed that there were several articles related to me. When I opened it, it was my brother's praise. My brother goes to elementary school, and my parents never play with his mobile phone. All he can contact is that he can play games and have a video meeting with me after finishing his homework every weekend. Every time he goes online, he will praise all my recent developments. At this time, the message I send him is always those two sentences: Have you finished your homework? Have you had a meal? He always asks questions and answers, and he also cares about me and asks me if I have eaten. I feel very happy.
When I first went to college, he was less than ten years old, an age who loved snacks. At that time, he would always say on the phone, "Sister, you buy me delicious food", and my father always told him, "Your sister is going to school, not to open a bank" ... Maybe Jinan is a strange and mysterious city for him, and he is curious about everything. Every time I buy him snacks, even at home. In spring, I will share the flowers and plants on campus with him. He will praise the beauty and be curious about everything here. Although his ideas may be naive, I am willing to share them with him every time.
I only go home in winter and summer vacations every year. I usually buy snacks, clothes or books for him by express delivery. My mother said that he might miss the snacks I bought him more than me. What's the matter? He is happy, but he just feels unable to give him anything better. When there are few courses in the university, I will work part-time at school, and I will also take part-time jobs outside the school. I am actually suffering from carsickness and road blindness. There will be a lot of sadness. When I get my salary, I will be happy like a child and forget everything. I have also mentioned it to him, and every time it is an understatement, I will tell him that the work is hard, I hope he will study hard, and I will also mention some interesting things about part-time jobs. I will tell him that I saw a tiger in the zoo part-time and I can take him there in the future. It seems that every time I say it, I have never fulfilled my promise. My younger brother is becoming more and more sensible, and rarely asks me for snacks. Every time I ask him, he says he doesn't need anything. Let me use my part-time money to buy delicious food for myself, and let me stop taking part-time jobs ... Being sensible makes people feel distressed.
Every time I have a lot of plans before the holiday starts, I just do a little bit. Every time I say sorry to him with regret at the end of the holiday, he always comforts me by saying, "Nothing, there are still many holidays, so I'll talk about it later"; Although he will often laugh at me as an "older woman", he will often complain about my poor makeup skills, and he will "report" to my mother that I play mobile phones in the middle of the night, but I still love him very much. I am a unique brother in the world. I am very happy to have him as a brother. I hope he can feel happy because he has my sister, and I will try my best to be a good sister.