Lying on the cold floor, I looked at the sky for a long time, and suddenly felt that the whole world was enlarging, while I was shrinking, shrinking, and getting smaller and smaller, and finally seemed to disappear with this night. Who am I and where am I?
When you pass by, the wind will stop, trees will be quiet, birds will fly, dark clouds will sink, mysterious light will fall from the sky, leaves will shake, paper will fly, faucets will suddenly turn on, water will rush, and lights will light up one by one in the deserted streets. It's like going back to childhood and home. What kind of place is it, a dream? Or reality?
Why? I will suddenly feel strange, afraid, want to run, and want to escape forever. The dilapidated flat-roofed house suddenly rang with a bang, and the quarrels, gasps and persuasion were mixed together, like a music that made people want to die.
Mom! Grandma! Stop arguing, stop arguing, okay! All right! Dad! You persuade mom! Advise grandma! Stop arguing, stop arguing.
Disappeared, suddenly disappeared again. It was a New Year's Eve. I don't even remember how old I am. This is my mother, my grandmother, my father, my grandfather, my brother and sister, my family, sitting together and having a reunion dinner.
I have been looking for and waiting, but what I am looking for and waiting for has never appeared, or I passed it by. I don't like carnival, excitement and luxury, but I will still miss it. That's Danchang Middle School. Go out of the gate and turn right. It's a small restaurant 100 meters away. Several of us often go there, remember? Will you miss it?
Will it happen again? On the lawn of [Town University], we lay leisurely and half-lying, boasting about our ideals together. [Silly] When you say you want to open a clothing store, you call it Seven Wolves. You want the words seven wolves to be popular all over the country. [Left] I want to start a business, start many companies, and then go public, so that the Seven Wolves Group can dominate the major business circles. If you want to go to Peking University, you have to study hard and learn things that teachers can't teach. What else is there? There are many more, but now, will you remember? It will only be ridiculous to think of it! I just know that we have gradually forgotten society and become those small roles in society.
A cigarette won't light until dawn. Commitment can't last a lifetime. A song can't be sung for a semester. How long can a relationship last? However, I will still try to like life in Ce Tian. Because, we all like it. The cigarette between your fingers is still burning, and the light blue smoke gradually floats, lighter and lighter, and finally disappears endlessly.
I shed tears, and my heart seems to be full of endless pain for many years, the pain of distance, the pain of environment and the pain of life.
In front of my eyes, shadows drift by, a string of memories are around me, and some are smiling and hugging. Girls will smile and say, Come on, baby! Hug! Suddenly, some fierceness pounced on me. But the wind blew, dispersed and disappeared, leaving me with a cold night.
I'm drunk. I know I was drunk. Otherwise, the whole world is spinning. I am tired, I am really tired. I don't want to argue any more, just let myself go to sleep in a daze and sleep forever.
I suddenly felt sick in my throat. I rushed to the toilet and threw up. I don't know how many times I've been drunk, but I can only comfort myself quietly this time.
Never before, Yan Jie would clap my back and say, "Son of a bitch!" I told you not to drink so much, but you just wouldn't listen. You know you've suffered! Hmm. I'll carry you back! "Yan, long time no see. You are a good sister. You always take care of me, lecture me and call me stupid, but I'm still cute, aren't I? Ha ha!
Who are those? I can't see them clearly, only long shadows on the ground. We will always be a group of drunken people running around the street in the middle of the night.
When I get drunk, I always get home early. My mother always sits in a chair silently, waiting for me to come back. Sometimes, all day, you never scold me and say with a smile, "I didn't eat!" Mom made you breakfast. "
Mom, I haven't tasted your scrambled eggs for a long time. I bought food and cooked by myself a few days ago. Would you like to have a try? You once said with a wry smile that if you go on like this, you will open a saltworks at home, because I always put it very salty.
When I was seven years old, I was afraid to look down at my mother for the first time in the classroom. Mom, don't go, I'll be scared. ......
When I was fourteen, I went to junior high school for the first time. I held my father's hand and said, Dad, when I grow up, don't follow me. I can handle it myself. But until now I am in high school, I still need you, Dad. Take me to get an ID card tomorrow. ......
The seven wolves in those days were a group of very kind and naive children. We often stay in front of the dormitory in the middle of the night, and we all like to have fun with each other. Hey! I lost another BMW today because I accidentally ran over an ant. Hey, what's your stupid BMW? My helicopter was given to scavengers near the school. My spaceship ................................................................................................................................................... It is late at night in ............................, and I will say to Qiang around me, Hadron, remember to wake me up for breakfast tomorrow morning. ..............................................................................................................................................
It was a night, every night we were together. ......
It's just that everything is so far away from me