The poem was not published immediately after it was written, but circulated among a small group of friends. 1984 She printed 20 brochures in the company's printing room. "It's hard. A girl in the printing room of our company has a good relationship with me. The mimeograph was printed by both of us. It's primitive. My hands are covered with oil. After printing, I will bind it. " From 65438 to 0986, Poetry Magazine held a "Youth Poetry Society" and invited Yongming Zhai, Yu Jian and Han Dong. Starting from 1980, the poetry magazine "Youth Poetry Society" made Beidao, Shuting, Gu Cheng and others popular overnight in the form of the first special issue of the Youth Poetry Society. "Youth Poetry Society" has always been regarded as the "Whampoa Military Academy" in the field of poetry, and it has great influence in the field of poetry in China. Yongming Zhai took the invitation letter to ask for leave from the company, and finally the leader agreed, but he was also very dissatisfied with her.
In that "Youth Poetry Club", Yongming Zhai published a set of poems "Women". She wrote in Poems of Youth, "I will never be as profound as a man, and my advantage can only come from life itself." Poetry Newspaper and Poetry Magazine published Women's Poetry, and Lijiang Publishing House also published it as a collection of poems of the same name. This group of poems shocked1the poetry circle in the mid-1980s and brought her great fame. In the preface to The Consciousness of the Night, Yongming Zhai said: "I am more keen to expand the simplest and most subtle feeling in my mind, that is, what I think is' femininity'. Some paranoia makes me pay too much attention to my heart. "