I don't know where this feeling came from or when it started. I just feel empty and confused.
I just feel that as time goes by, I gradually lose my way, waste a lot of time and lose my goal in life.
I want to try my best to control my own destiny, I want to control my own future, I want to make a splash one day, and I want to shine one day.
However, now I don't know where to start and how to face and overcome the immediate obstacles and difficulties.
But I can only light a lamp of hope in my heart and protect it from being extinguished by fate forever.