despise
It's windy ...
In the lonely spring breeze
The smell of dust ...
Sudden emotion
Reminds me of the diary in the box ...
The diary in my hand makes me feel
Primitive time
You can walk very fast. ...
Wipe the dust off the cover.
I open my diary.
Read one article at a time.
Think about it day by day.
Bit by bit of acid
Cute. Simple and youthful. Feel relaxed
Full of fantasy ... I was.
Reality. Mature. Busy for life
Sad for all these years ... now I am.
All the time.
Looking for my past in reality
but
Find a picture without saving it.
All the time.
Try to be the real me.
but
Be eroded by years
I know the past will never come back.
I know the future is coming.
therefore
The past was nostalgia.
The future is a challenge.
In fact, life is primitive and simple.
Past+present+future
also
Miss+Experience+Hope
But I think ...
The past is the past.
We can't live in sadness that we can't come back because of the past.
Love yourself more.
You must hold the steering wheel.
Driving on this sunny avenue ...
Have a good feeling
Free yourself, be proud and happy.
Tell everyone.
The past belongs to me.
I belong to the present ...
I have nothing to do with you because you are sorry.
You are the strongest wine in youth.
What you commented on later turned out to be something I couldn't bear to delete. Tell me about it.
Leave this city and let the wind take my story away.
There is always a song that makes your heart ache.
You heard my laughter, but you didn't see my crying.
It's hard for me to say what stopped me from coming back to you.
You never belonged to me, let alone lost it.
Who do you love without telling the world?
The big deal is that I quit drinking, and then I quit you.
I can forget all our stories.
I have nothing to do with you because you are sorry.
Don't hide your hypocrisy with my arrogance.
You see, after two or three years, it's summer again.
Your bright smile stung my eyes.
Don't forget your inner peace until the end.
Keep walking, tears keep falling. Are we really separated?
You act like you don't lack me.
I was joking, and then I was busy, and my tears almost came out.
You in my dream are the dawn that wakes me up.
I still can't let go, or I think I'm still struggling.
Is it interesting to stimulate an ex-girlfriend with other people's feelings?
The last thing I want to admit is that I have never let you go.
I want to see how far you can go and how good she is.
The strong will show weakness, and the weak will only show off.
People are not tempted to talk.
Recall who broke in from time to time, making you choose the wrong arms and rely on.
True despair is not jealousy and tears, but a smile.
I put on a tolerant top hat calmly and timidly to forgive myself.
Let the future come and the past let you go.
Nostalgia is an unspeakable longing.
Do you remember those words that were a little fanatical because you were young and naive?
If the river flows backwards, the mountains and rivers will grow old. I want to cut off this lovesickness and go back.
Haven't seen you for a long time. I don't know how ugly you are.
Every time I say in the Bible that God loves the world, I am filled with the sadness that God doesn't love me.
One day, you will sit next to a perfect person.
Some hurts cannot be cured by time.
I understand that comfort now is just warm nonsense for you.
Find an excuse, anyone can go first, I can't bear to go, but you won't stay.
You don't have to do this. You are the most impressive person in my memory.
It's wrong to put down your self-esteem and open your heart to anyone, so they will start not to cherish it.
If you go, don't look back.
I am not as fragile as you think, nor am I haggard and emaciated after separation.
If I leave you, I won't die, but I will miss you very much.
Accustomed to easy dependence and expecting pain. I deserve it.
The story is short. Listen to me. He came and went.
You only know what I said, but you know what I want to say?
Love without ending, I use the plot to support it.
Now it's through the gale. Walk slowly.
Cheap, popular and not unique. Forget it.
Time will dilute a person's memory, but it can't make people forget those memories.
You said that no matter what I became, you would never leave me, so I took off my mask and watched you escape.
Some people say that they don't know how to cherish the loss, but I think the loss after cherishing is the most painful.
Who was right in the first place? I will never give up or let go of my hand, but now? . .
I haven't had time to spend my first birthday with you, so you must be happy and meet someone who knows you better than me and loves you like a life.
Whenever I can't control my emotions, I think about how stupid and frustrating the past was.
Loneliness in Emotional Diary-From Yourself
Sometimes you miss someone very much, but you won't call him, because you call him coldly. Hello! It will make you don't know what to say. It's better not to call. Sending a message, fearing that the other party will not reply to the message, or even if it does, is a very short and painful one. Well, we used to talk about everything, but now? Who talked about something unimportant on the phone? I feel terrible. What about you after that? You won't call him again You want to call the person you loved the most, but what can you say? I miss someone and want to hear his voice very much. Waiting until I hear his voice may be another matter. Everything in imagination is often better than in reality, and people who miss are more reliable than those in reality. Missing seems far away, sometimes the feeling of despair is quiet, but the QQ partner at the other end of the phone seems very ethereal. In fact, not contacting doesn't mean not missing. Sometimes I don't know what to say just because I miss, so distance doesn't mean forgetting. Every call.
Saying sad words makes me happy. Girls should never underestimate the inner meaning of this sentence, but also make themselves excellent enough to fall in love with fairy tales perfectly. But don't forget, there are four words at the end of every fairy tale. Don't live like a joke, because you can become a myth. When I fell to the ground on a rainy day, I finally understood. So I really grew up. At that time, the child who cried when he was in trouble and only looked for his parents finally walked out of my world. One day, he wanted to cry loudly. As soon as I got off the bus, I flew up with a smile and walked with my friends. I know that even if I cry in others' eyes, it's just a joke. As I get older, I'm beginning to understand. Many things that used to be taken for granted must be abandoned when they grow up. Otherwise, you may become a joke in the eyes of others, or you may become a failure of many people in this world. I am silent in pain. I don't think I will say that I am just a child in the future, because I have really grown up. People want to grow up when they are young, and they want to be childlike when they grow up. Why do you know?
Whether on the Internet or in reality, people always ask me if I want to be alone. No, it's impossible. How can there be so many girls chasing you? It's true that no one is chasing you. It just doesn't fit Not without feeling. Maybe sometimes I want to fall in love and stop being lonely, but that person doesn't. I don't want to love casually, because I'm afraid of getting hurt. Sometimes when I experience mental fatigue, I feel that I am just ridiculous. Why? Why make yourself single? Are you in love with loneliness and loneliness? I remember a sentence that can explain my present state of mind, because there was a single person named Que Ning who was helpless. They are single-minded and persistent in love, have their own unique ideas and insist on finding someone who can make them look at each other differently. Maybe he is stupid in the eyes of others, but such stupidity just wants to live up to his heart, make himself lonely, and can't let himself fall in love casually. As the old saying goes, you have to look back 500 times in this life to pass. This illusion does not believe that fate has nothing but feelings, and it will not fall in love easily. I don't want to deceive others, and I don't want to deceive myself. This thing is mutual. Everyone has their own other half in their hearts. Even if you can barely find the other half, is there no one else in your heart except him? When one day you can only meet the person who has a strong relationship with the other party, you will definitely set a bottom line for the other party and will not easily cross it. True love is sincere to each other, and will not start casually, but once it starts, it will eventually cherish life because they believe in love. When you meet a person who likes you but doesn't like you, you will say to the other person politely and respectfully: I'm sorry we are not suitable, not ambiguous. Looking back suddenly, I disdained so many people. I don't want to love them as easily as others, so I won't be lonely. When I end a relationship, I won't feel any sadness, because such people have never used love. To be exact, they don't know how to love and be loved. They will have a good impression on all the opposite sex and will not pursue him persistently, while the helpless people in Que Ning will not. They will never. They will maintain a relationship for a long time, even if they will be sad and painful in the end, but they need to wait for the love they have paid with heart and will not regret it. When they use it all their lives, they will be a person, a city, a cigarette and a bed. Loneliness may not be unhappy, nor may it be lost for a long time.
In fact, sometimes when you see a person clearly and don't contact him, you know the meaning of forgiveness. Hate a person who doesn't turn his face and knows the respect of his bosom friend. When you are alive, you are like a person you don't like, a person who doesn't like you. A person's maturity is not because of how many years you have lived, how many roads you have experienced and how many failures you have experienced, but because you know how to give up, learn to tolerate and know what is indisputable. The pain and pain that everyone has suffered in his heart is not because of time, but because he knows that it is the same to say and not to say. Some dark wounds are not indifferent, but because he knows how to face calmly and know how to repair himself. At this age of life, he stays with whoever is comfortable, and (including friends) walks away when he is tired. I really have reached the age when you don't like me and I have to like you. Being happy with others is much worse. You don't need to tell others how sad you are. Others will never know how you feel. Suffer some pain yourself. Pretending to be happy is actually quite good. In fact, you go by yourself and bear all the pain yourself.
The emotional diary is really emotional, and the important thing is never to leave together.
Don't give up your feelings easily, everyone will feel distressed;
Don't make an impulsive decision, you will regret it all your life.
Maybe just break up and never see you again;
Maybe only one initiative can save regret.
There is no feeling in the world that doesn't quarrel.
Only a narrow-minded heart;
There is no one in life who is not angry.
There is only one unforgivable heart.
Emotion is not a game, and no one can afford to hurt it;
The human heart is not steel, and no one can afford it.
Good fate depends on sincerity;
True feelings, what you want is never to give up.
People who love you are unwilling to hurt you;
People who hurt you don't love you.
Whether you are important in other people's minds or not,
I can feel it myself.
The so-called gorgeous turn,
Everyone has feelings that others can't understand.
People are on the journey, and many people are willing to accompany you.
There are very few people who can accompany you all your life.
Who is waiting silently, who has never gone far,
Who can be by your side forever?
In this world, don't expect everyone to be nice to you.
You will never meet a few people who are kind to you in your life.
Only one heart,
There are not many people who can take it to heart after all;
Feelings are just one piece,
It's rare to always have you in my heart.
Moved the true feelings, feelings will be the most difficult to give up;
Give your heart, and your heart will be the hardest to give up.
There are always some people who are desperate to stay.
Finally, I couldn't stay;
There are always some feelings that are desperate to cherish.
What I get is indifference.
Most of the time,
We are all looking for someone to talk to.
Some words are kept in my heart and need to be exported, which will collapse;
Some things are stressful and need to be shared.
Find a partner who speaks freely and relax;
Keep a love that never leaves, and let your heart stop.
Understand all the joys and sorrows;
All the efforts are well known.
A cup of hot tea warms the body;
An understanding word warms the heart.
What I really have is that I am;
The most beautiful feeling is that I understand.
Good fate depends on sincere feelings,
True feelings, what you want is never to leave together.
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July emotional diary, waiting
The first day of July
The sky is blue.
As if immersed in the sea.
all
It's all untrue fantasy.
wait for
Day after day
It is difficult to sleep in cool summer.
It is hard to miss.
wait for
year after year
I don't know when you will come back.
Or is the dream reappearing?
My left
uneven
You are all on my left.
Watching over me
uneven
There is a heat flow in my left ventricle.
From right ventricle to left ventricle
That's warmth from you.
My weak left hand
Hold it with your right hand
So my weak left hand
Can also become stronger.
My weak left hand
With a lonely ring finger
Early times
That is a finger that I cherish and break my heart.
at present
This is a finger, I am very happy and love.
It is surrounded by your right hand.
Gradually there is an irresistible vitality.
I understand now.
Why is there a saying called
men vs women ...