It’s great that I have finished this real life
I, Zhang Ailing, am gone! goodbye!
My name was Yongying when I was a child, and I came from a prominent official family in the late Qing Dynasty. My maternal great-grandfather was Li Hongzhang, and my grandfather was Zhang Peilun. The love story between him and his grandmother Li Jucou has been described again and again by others. It’s a good story, but my father Zhang Yanzhong, on the other hand, kept marrying again and again, eating, drinking, whoring, gambling and smoking. He forced my mother to leave, leaving me and my younger brother to move around frequently with him.
I was disgusted with this kind of life but could do nothing about it, but later I escaped and went to middle school.
I am a weird girl. I have been regarded as a genius since I was a child and have no other goal in life except to develop my genius.
So I started my dream of being a literary genius when I was a teenager. The first thing I tried was to submit articles to "West Wind". Unfortunately, they didn't see "me"
Later, under the recommendation of Mr. Zhou Shoujuan, I became a professional writer starting from the publication of my first work "Agarwood Chips". Later, I created many works, which were also made into movies by later generations.
Many people know me because of my works, and marvel at how my writing style is so delicate and able to project various aspects of society. To be honest, I haven’t experienced much, I just saw a lot from my great-grandfather’s house when I was a child. From the obscure things to what happened at my mother’s friend’s house, I saw everything.
This is the inspiration for my novel, to experience and feel the warmth and warmth of the world.
In addition to my works, maybe people are more concerned about my emotional life.
Unfortunately, I met two husbands, Hu Lancheng and Lai Ya, who were not ideal in the eyes of outsiders.
But I have loved them all sincerely and passionately, and I have also fallen into endless pain for them. I have already given up on Hu Lancheng, how could such a man make me feel uneasy again.
As for Laiya, he made me lose my child, my right to be a mother, and my health got worse. Do I hate him? I hate it, but this is also my own decision. I can’t blame anyone, so I am willing to take care of him and see him die.
I am very grateful to the people I have met in my life, Su Qing, Yan Ying, Kuang Meiyun, and Teacher Hu Shi. I am a person with many "eccentricities", do not interact with others, and lack the ability to take care of myself. , I am a stupid person who does not know the way to life. How lucky I am to meet such close friends with such different personalities!
Well, my life has been regarded as a legend. If I were to sum up my life, I would say two words are true. I spent this life the way I wanted.
If you knew me, you wouldn’t be surprised by what I did.