Dan Yue and Shu Ying, who grew up in the ancient town of Minjiang River, are twin sisters. My father, who teaches Chinese, named the two sisters "Shuying and Shuying" because he loved the poem "The shadow is thin and the water is shallow, and the fragrance floats on the moon and dusk" by Lin Pu, a poet in the Song Dynasty. When they were about to go to school, they changed Dimfragrance's name to Dark Moon because they accidentally read a sentence by George in Yuan Dynasty.
Both sisters are pure and beautiful. My sister Dan Yue has black hair, and her thin and white face is always quiet with a faint smile. My sister looks like my sister, but her big eyes show different enthusiasm and hearty.
one
Shuying walked slowly by the river, and it has been several days since she went home on holiday, but she still can't dispel the unreasonable melancholy in her heart. For yourself or for Danyue? I can't say clearly. The cold river wind whirled from the river to the film.
Last summer, my sister Yang and I were swimming here, she thought. Although I am not the kind of person who puts emotions on my face, I do see Yang's shadow in my eyes. Yang is the kind of boy who is cheerful and humorous. I met Yang at a class reunion. One summer day a few months later, Yang met her. That day, Yang came to the cabin to find me, and I wasn't there. I took Xiao and blew it in the room.
two
Dan Yue is sorting out the books scattered on the desk in the hut, thinking: Shuying has been back for several days. These days, she runs to the river every day. Ask her, she said she likes the Minjiang River in winter. Yang and she study in the same university. Yang hasn't returned yet. According to Shu Ying, the school organized art students to travel abroad, so she came back late. Dan Yue couldn't help feeling the flute hanging on the wall when he thought of this.
"Yang hasn't listened to my oral sex for a long time, has he?"
Dan month thought.
three
Shuying runs to the river every day and looks at the direction of the river. She suddenly understood that she was not for Yang, but for Hao, who also lived by the river. Although he and Hao are not in the same river, Shu Ying believes that rivers are interlinked, just as hearts are interlinked.
That day, Shuying ran from the river to the postal kiosk in the street and dialed the telephone of Hao family thousands of miles away. ...
That night, Shuying had a dream that she, Hao, elder sister and Yang were together. The river is green and long.
After waking up, Shu Ying said to Dan Yue: Yang loves you very much.
four
A few days before leaving school, Shuying insisted on leaving. Yang came to the hut to see the pale moon after taking photos. Play the flute, read books and draw pictures. By the end of the winter vacation, Yang never talked about his love for Danyue again. Dan Yue thought: Heart to heart. Since there is Yang in his heart, Yang should also have himself in his heart. Dan Yue thought so, but didn't say it.
Dan Yue and Yang calmly said goodbye.
At the moment when the car started, Yang's originally sideways face suddenly turned out of the window. Dan Yue saw Yang's smile printed on the window and in his heart. Yang later sent a photo from school: Dan Yue in the photo waved her hand and the cold wind blew her long hair.
Yang said that the painting was deeply impressed on his mind.
Dan Yue thought: The heart is really connected.
five
When Shuying arrived at Hao's home, she realized that she had made a mistake. The Hao family doesn't like her.
Sister Hao is very beautiful. When her slender fingers jumped on the piano, her heart sank bit by bit until she was sad.
On the day before Shuying and Hao go back to school, Hao's father will say goodbye to them. Shu-ying's heart lifted again, thinking that Hao's family could finally accept herself.
Happiness gradually spread in the air.
At the dinner party, Shuying met the daughter of Xu Bobo, a close friend of Hao's family. Zi Rong has a messy head of hair and a chiseled face dangling from her thin heart. After dinner, three people were walking on their way home. Zi Rong spat smoke turns at Hao, and the smoke turns floated up one by one and were put on Hao's head. Hao Huang waved the cigarette on his head and casually played all kinds of jokes with her. The thin film looked at the long and short shadows on the ground and walked silently. Hao suddenly hugged her and asked, what are you thinking? Shuying smiled, looked at the shadow on the ground and said, "I'm measuring the distance between us."
six
Back to school, whenever Shu Ying and Hao are together, I always think of the smoke ring where Hao lives. Therefore, when two people talk, Shu Ying always asks about Zi Rong. On one occasion, Shu Ying even said to Hao: She is actually quite suitable for you. Hao pulled the film, hugged her and said, "Fool, didn't that hurt me?" ! "At this time, thin film will feel very satisfied. But I have said it many times, and Hao is a little impatient. Once, before the filming was finished, Hao interrupted her and said, "If this continues, all the fakes will come true." Since then, neither of them has mentioned this matter again. However, I have a knot in my heart that I can't untie. When I can't see Hao, my heart is always in a panic.
seven
When the school held a sports meeting, Shuying suddenly felt homesick. Because Hao wants to take part in the competition, he has to take care of the photo with Yang, and Yang has to go home. Yang is a very considerate boy. They all had a good time along the way. A few days later, Hao went to the railway station to meet them. Far away, he saw Shu Ying and Yang walking out of the station talking and laughing. Hao hesitated, but was greeted by him.
Shu Ying returned to the dormitory, and her roommate's friend said hesitantly that an exaggerated girl came to see Hao. On the way to cook, the girl jumped on Hao's back. Shuying paused in the hand of packing, then turned around and said lightly, "I know, that's the banyan tree he grew up with." We play together and I know she will come. "
In the evening, when they were sitting on the lawn without the moon, they lost the joy of meeting for the first time and only said something irrelevant. Suddenly, Hao said with some hesitation, "Shu Ying, do you think people are sometimes like two parallel lines that can never intersect?" Shu Ying straightened her back and said to the open space in front of her with a straight face: "Yes, Yang also asked me why I fell in love with you."
After that night, the two of them faded. After a few days, everyone felt that they were wrong, but they didn't make peace. After a long time, we are like strangers. I only know that I will see Hao on the way to cook every day. One day, Shu Ying heard that Hao received a phone call and hurried home. No wonder I didn't see Hao cooking, and I don't know what happened to his family. She thought like this and walked to the pavilion.
Sister Hao's polite and indifferent voice came from the receiver: he didn't go home! The film fell on the phone. I don't know whether Sister Hao is lying to herself or whether Hao really didn't come home. I don't know and I don't want to think about it. Just make up my mind to say repeatedly in my heart: forget him!
However, memory is like a rich sponge. The more you press it, the easier it is to seep out.
eight
In this way, Shuying embarked on the road home in repeated repression and exudation.
Shu-ying returned home, and Dan Yue only felt that she had become a lot silent, with a round face and a pointed face. I still like to go to the river. In those days, the river rose a lot. Dan Yue occasionally goes for a walk by the river with her, and more often, she plays the flute in the cabin. She thinks Yang will hear the flute in the distance.
That summer, Yang went to Ganzi to collect folk songs. Call and say that you want to send something to Dan Yue. The call was made at a telephone booth in a small town, and the effect was very bad. Yang shouted loudly over there, but it was still just a few words.
Yang's voice is as far and near as the gray smoke floating in the air this summer. Danyue wanted to catch it, but it was just a cold microphone when holding it.
nine
A few days after Yang called, Yang's classmates came back. Brought back Yang's gift-a bright red agate stone with a faint crescent on the back. The classmate said: Yang walked a long way and bought it from a Tibetan. And Yang. ...
Dan Yue took down the flute on the wall, and it sounded like thunder.
Yang Can's voice can be heard in the distance, she thought.
The faint flute sound of Danyue always rings in the hot and humid hut this summer. The flute is lingering, the shadow heart is shrinking a little, and it goes straight to jujube stone. It seems that I can fall to the ground with a bang, but I still feel nothing.
Summer, like this, flows slowly.
ten
Shuying walked along the path full of hibiscus flowers at school with her luggage. The breeze blows, and the purple petals fall with the wind. Petals gradually covered the path. The wheels on the suitcase ran over the petals and made a slight noise. My heart is like a sigh.
"Flowers are similar every year, and people are different every year."
Back at school, Shuying was silent a lot. When my former dancing companions saw it, they all said, Hi, I haven't seen you. What is your new hobby? Thin film smiled and said nothing. Suddenly, Shu Ying, who has settled down, got tired of her past self and stopped going to places that once gave her a lot of happiness. Gradually, she fell in love with reading and the small bookstore at the school gate. So, she often goes there to borrow all kinds of books, listen to music and read books alone in the dormitory. When there is no electricity in the dormitory, she goes to the school library to watch it. She went to the school library more often and gradually fell in love with it. Besides, every time she goes to the third floor window. Tired of watching, I looked up: outside the window was that old tree, thick and green, but it couldn't turn around. In the distance, the lake behind the tree is shining with charming light.
Shu fan's life. Quietly, but I can let my thoughts fly to my favorite place. Although, every weekend, the girls in the same room will pack themselves up and fly out one by one. When there is only a pale desk lamp to accompany me, my heart is still a little sour. However, even so, she stubbornly refused all kind invitations. Still wandering alone in the bedroom and the third floor window of the library.
The days passed peacefully.
Until one day, the students around suddenly got busy, for internship and work. So I'm going to say goodbye to this life. Such a farewell made Shu Ying panic at once. In a panic, Shuying chose to practice in a remote small county. The teacher who leads the team is not much older than himself. It looks a little familiar. But I can't remember which department it is.
The days of internship are unremarkable, but the hard life makes Shu Ying at a loss. Therefore, Shuying misses the window of the school library more. But I think I will leave there soon. I can't live so quietly anymore. Thin shadow heart tightened again.
eleven
The internship soon ended, and the unit held a farewell dinner for all the students on the day of the end. Many students were drunk that day, including the teacher who led the team. Shuying didn't drink alcohol on the pretext of having a bad stomach.
On the way back from work, Shuying suddenly found herself and her teacher dumped. The teacher seemed very drunk, and the path was difficult to walk, so Shuying reached out to help him.
So the two men walked silently, and it was almost time for the unit. The teacher suddenly stopped, looked at Shuying and said, "I know you want to stay at school. I can do it." Say that finish, then strode away.
The thin film suddenly stood there.
The breeze blew, blowing fine hair. Lonely and beautiful.
twelve
Graduation finally arrived as scheduled in the expectation of most people. In the last days, Shu Ying has been struggling. Finally one day, she knocked on the teacher's door. ...
Postscript: A few years later, I also studied in that school. Every time I read in the library, I also like to read in the window on the third floor. He is a handsome teacher who manages books. She is also the wife of my modern poetry teacher and my teacher's mother. I admire my talented teacher very much. Once, many of our classmates went to the teacher's house to eat hot pot. When Teacher Niang is not at home, we drink and make noise to our heart's content. Everyone is glad that Teacher Niang happened to be away. The light went out, and Teacher Niang came back. The teacher soon kicked us out. We are all clamoring to help clean the house. Teacher Niang said flatly: Go back quickly, or you will turn over the gate. We have to go. When I got back, the girls in the dormitory couldn't sleep. Hu chatted in all directions. Suddenly someone said: How can a romantic like a teacher marry a silent person like a teacher? We suddenly became quiet. Then someone said: Maybe only teachers can tolerate the romance of teachers. Many years later, I know that it is the teacher who can understand the teacher's mother.
Two years later, they had a lovely little boy.
A few days. So insipid to continue.
But in the teacher's class, the poems in the teacher's mouth are always romantic.